My Tech Blog

God can 3D print planets and I can’t get my gear to work

I want to support companies, I don’t want to create a market for sending me broken gear, bugs are different than giant pieces missing, could just be cyber security problems, not even sure if my money is getting to the companies

Going to save for a while until things get better

I like healthcare but I don’t want to create a market for it

I like cops but I don’t want to create a market for crime

I like art and I don’t want to prevent others from going into other fields

I like news and politics but I don’t want to create a market for world problems

I like Church and Saints and I don’t want to create a market for problems

What I want? A nice apartment, freedom to travel, working gear, friends and family

I can fight oppression, I don’t want to create a market for it, and all that can turn on a dime

I want to give, too much people become dependent too little people lose hope, I am not God and too stringent I feel like an accountant

Inspired by a product tester video I recently watched

I am not God, others are not God, and I feel like God is holding out on me

The art and tech I have seen is amazing and some can be better

I don’t want to slow down progress and I don’t want people to lose their jobs

Saying I like reality and creativity

Walking around outside a mall feels familiar but I haven’t been there. At night, see someone that looks like my ex girlfriend looks like they are having fun. Keep walking someone asks for a piece of gum. Think I am out, keep walking. Can’t help but think of a dream I had about one of my friends from Dallas another dream I had months ago, can’t remember all of it and left some details out of this one

I am not sure what to say, I don’t like how it turned out, I understand how it turned out that way, not sure I would change anything if I could

Guess what I am saying is I don’t like the hand I was dealt, and if I wasn’t dealt it I never would have met some people who I really cared about

Could have played my hand better, can’t change the past

God (not me) sees and understands all things, I don’t, no worries and worries

Some mercy in not knowing all things and some pain going without answers

Want the full dream? My ex girlfriend from college Lauren was being spanked like at a car wash with several other women and men in a bathing suit. A bit annoying to have ex girlfriends show up in your dreams. She looked like she was happy so I was happy to see she was having fun. The woman that asked for a piece of gum was in more modest clothing looked like a mix of Karen (Dallas) and Steph (Providence) but I didn’t see her fast enough. Full names for the world to see is somewhat difficult. People look similar, add in similar names it gets more annoying. I didn’t remember I had a piece of gum, but later I realized I had one but it was only nicotine so I didn’t go back and give it to her

Seems like God should protect me, if it wasn’t meant to be that way

The right questions to ask with the right reasons, doesn’t sound dangerous and maybe at times it is, ok just accept no, doesn’t matter that the other guy was using that to their advantage, who was the other guy? I don’t know, “all’s fair in love and war”, they pretty much said it, drop a phone once doesn’t always break, drop it time and time again it does, setup for a perfect storm

Now try to make a plan that is both exciting, romantic, and mesmerizing while preventing the bad combinations

Let it go or don’t, doesn’t seem like God gives me all the answers, maybe He can use this for good, even if I had a stroke and am sitting in a chamber somewhere

I can live through all parts that lead up to a problem, doesn’t mean it is wise or merciful for me to, make them keep trying, make them keep saying no, not an ideal system though drama can be more exciting at times. God chooses and authority makes decisions, do they always line up?

New technologies give us greater insight into the future, they didn’t know that yet is a perfectly acceptable answer, they did and thought there was no other way

Free choice and God makes all our decisions for us is tough, sometimes authorities will act like gods, if people didn’t lie and people didn’t have a reason to at times

God goes silent on some things at least in my life, doesn’t mean I don’t feel like He is talking to me at times, kind of feels like He’s been MIA at times, maybe for mercy’s sake

They are producing for free already, why would I want to fund that? Makes me want my own printing press

It is not always about the gem of knowledge, sometimes it about the light shining on it, oh he added that later, surveillance by IT? Or opposing forces? They experienced that they should know better, give them a little taste of their own medicine, doesn’t account for the other variables in their life

Return fire later in life, not wise, and not always by the same person, let’s use that to our advantage, or how about no

Cyber Security Blessed, I saw it they didn’t, or did I

Guess I just have to restock funds and go back to the table at a later day, less direct conversation support bow out

First the tablet, then the router, then the provider, sequential? Think more like branches one to that agency and one to that agency? Only two, think bigger

IT guys
Hackers
Intel Agencies
Corporate Ad Systems
Microphones in rooms
Video Cameras picking up on what clothes you bought and wear
The idea that surveillance picks up on everything or everything in the same way seems a bit tough to comprehend, they heard that, they heard that, they saw that, but didn’t know what they were thinking, they didn’t talk to him, “Not yours”, a world of knowledge we don’t know and don’t understand, and nobody to teach or have real conversation with about it

Is a non optimal solution better? Sometimes

No pressure

Sit in silence and wait, then they will speak, or maybe a better way

Those paths are divergent I understand that but they don’t

Those paths are convergent but is it what they want?

“Let’s try not to complicate things”, good luck with that

They are building that house awful fast, maybe I need to higher more workers, but if you make it that fast they will be out of a job, pull together team they only move at 3GHz we got this new 4GHz processor, yeah years ago, oh they didn’t have that we just think they did

It is all their fault? No, credit where credit is due? If only it were that simple

I have it better than some and wore than others, or so it appears

Don’t blame someone for watching the surveillance tapes, a lot of pain down that road, trap me with that? Bad idea, help me with that depends on what you mean by help

They got health problems, let’s make them the promo guy for healthcare, by taking their healthcare? The stories got to be believable, Hollywood is sounding pretty amazing right now, truth obfuscation++

Oh you thought C++ was bare metal? Who told you that? How can I make plans for business when there are so many layers

Even if I was President, I still couldn’t get it all right, don’t blame them for that? A perfectly acceptable answer

Right before the speech he looked down at his phone before crossing the street, safety first, just because I clue people into ideas doesn’t mean other people haven’t had them already. Don’t blame the guy that is trying to put a safety reminder into the story, I came for action and movies and I got a lesson, that annoys me

A phones function is communication and it’s side effect can be a distraction at times. A cars function is transportation and it’s side effects can be detrimental

What is the value in teaching someone how to formulate ideas? They created a combination I didn’t know about. I am trusting you all with this “Can you really trust Mr Whostheboss?”

This video looks different than the first time I saw it I think, changing a video cover is like changing lighting, or changing make up, Hollywood teaches tech, tech teaches Hollywood, life teaches us all, I don’t like that this cover makes Indian people look scary, I do like terminator movies though, don’t make one man the representative for all, no boss?

The problem with answers? They aren’t always what you wanted to hear, or they wanted to hear, or it might hurt the third or fourth parties feelings, and that can all be used to control you

Answers good for you? Or for them? Or them or them or them or them or them? Yes hear that enough times makes you want to find out more

Reverse psychology, it’s simply complicated

I broke the window because I heard a voice to be used for a bigger purpose, I am cool with that, wasn’t prepared for what happened next, the problem was others didn’t realize I had a time bomb medical problem in me at the same time, or maybe that was part of the test, sorry if I failed

Tortuous training and followed by a test I wasn’t expecting. How would that work? Study for Algebra and Science, go to English class, get a History test. I prepared for the wrong test, a perfectly acceptable answer, punished for what we didn’t know doesn’t really seem acceptable, give but don’t tell people what the right hand is doing then your treasures will be in heaven, I think that’s how it goes

Let your light shine

Read some of this, looked good to me https://get.tithe.ly/blog/treasures-in-heaven

You are only allowed to date people in your field, seems a bit short sighted. They spend all their time seeing and working with that beautiful woman, take them from them? I wish the system looked out more for me, bet we all think that I times. The truth? That hurts. I believe in God and that combination is tough. Surveillance doesn’t see how hard I press my left hand when typing, or maybe it does. God knows what I am thinking

Wonder if Marvel ever thought about mixing The Hulk and Ultron, as if some child in a hospital wouldn’t have said it first, movie suggestions are derivative works, better not to have them?

I want great safety practices and I don’t want to eat the remains of the lost. A changed title over a picture, 1000 words changed on a dime. Construction workers picture with Breakfast Club title, maybe that wasn’t how they meant it, maybe I misread originally

I wanted to use my tools to change that from happening? Damn right, it sounded hard to hear when I couldn’t pay my bills? Damn right

Important for surveillance to understand I am not composing what I am writing sequentially always, sometimes I go back and edit parts of the story

What they said, but is it how they meant it, did they have enough time to talk? Could they talk? Hard times in the unknown, maybe we just need more surveillance, not being able to speak freely

Halfsies isn’t really my mo, crystallized at the top of a pyramid, hope this makes sense, like a wall of many directions yet unable to move, I am not paralyzed, focusing more on internal forces than external forces currently. It matters how long you leave it in, definitely would be a lot easier to forgive with an upgraded healthcare system. Maybe someone is in trouble in The Pyramid in Vegas. I like that building don’t use it for evil. Would be easier to drive with a clean bill of health

Could use an airline ticket though I might end up as breakfast, and who will take care of my cat. Maybe I will drive, but out of insurance

I am going to trust that Vegas women aren’t the boogie monster, know I don’t want kids at this time, and know this slot machine is currently broke

My card recharges when?

Solo business trip? As if they couldn’t pod a party? Death trap or pot of gold, as if that story is not enticing

Will be staying at SAHARA Las Vegas, April 18 2021 to April 2021 I am trusting my readers with this, Do I understand the full implications of this? No

I bow my head as a sign of respect, I like hand shakes but currently lit up right now and the pandemic and all

Could be misread, what couldn’t? Not an excuse to go heretical just trying to illustrate picking up things from other cultures, a head nod can beat a hand shake in certain instances, no I didn’t mean that

That referring to a setting a Japanese man against a USA man

Health problems possible at anytime during my journey, I apologize in advance

I guess we want to talk about it. There is a better way than leaving me with less and sending me home to live with my family. Yes I still care about my family and doing this can make others lives worse

I am looking for a drug out there like Nicotine that isn’t illegal and has similar benefits without the cancer risks. Can anyone help point me in the right direction?

I had this really interesting dream. I woke up and can’t remember parts of it. Moving quickly things can get missed. I remember someone being saved by the off chance of someone else being in the situation. Something about racism though not sure about it. On the way out of the place I looked back and saw an older women abusing a younger women.

Then I was out on steps surrounded by fountains at night. Like outside a corporate office building though the inside was like a house. Like stone henge on the outside with fountains surrounding the inner circle and marble pavement with an open sky view of the stars. The steps were after a walkway pavement that had grassy hills on both sides, though I couldn’t see that far back, was looking forward and up.

I heard this voice say “would you just let it go?”. My thought is yes, because of the storm inside the building. Then my thought is no because I can’t remember what happened. And last my thought is I might want to let the younger women go because of the storm but not right because I don’t want her to be abused. Then the thought that that older woman pissed me off yet she might have been through the same thing. Part of me wonders if when I thought I would just let it go I forgot what happened in the building

Kind of pisses me off I can’t remember that part of the dream

Figured I should share, sometimes not always because the forgetting makes me a bit leary though I think this one is from God. Kind of annoying God only gives me part of the story. Something to think about with surveillance. We see the top view, but we don’t experience the other senses and input experiences. They were crying? Why, were they sad or were they pretending, or did they eat too much habanero salt? A lot that we miss out on being outside the party

When I was in solitary feeling like a lobster about to be cooked it gave me a dejavu feeling though saying this could be misread. I wasn’t sexually abused as a child. The memory I have was like being in Halloween surrounded by Tyrants at a dinner table. Like military men and black and white intelligence, though surviving through it makes it seem like it was part of a show. The ceilings were high and an emperor was drawn on the messed up glass. Felt like the remains of a dark experimental hospital. The ceiling had squares that I grouped that made me think of emperors horses. The stone cement tiled slabs we slept on made me think I was sleeping on top of a coffin, like after the table I slept on at my apartment in Providence after the Halloween party at the club. They showed some Tim Burton filmed I liked as well as I remembered this day of the dead costume one of the bartenders wore. I didn’t have the money for a costume and felt a bit out of it that night. Can’t remember if it was the alcohol or the health problems

I am saying more now because the haze of drugs and oppression after leaving the system made it more difficult to speak up. A lot gets left unsaid

In an oppressive system seeing signs that say report oppression is like a one two punch. I should speak up when that guy went missing? Probably just got transferred cell blocks. Have to take a lot on faith when your in jail. If I said something that offended the guard, please understand why. Speaking more specifically about judgement comments. I don’t like being touched by guards when I am lit up like a lobster. Course I blame that more on the system, though it has problems too. Let them die on the street? Don’t protect the other inmates? Yes sorry for medical or judged that I offended, just a manifestation of other problems

I have been hit enough times from enough directions that I can’t really blame anyone. Doesn’t mean I don’t want to see the system get better. I also realize that there is so much in front of me and so many amazing inventions showing up that these problems might end up being a relic of the past. I want to see more of the future and less of the past, while still appreciating the good times and helping fix the problems that still exist today. The future is a bit of a slot machine, hopefully can be optimized so more win going forward

Still a little bit questionable if I am actually part of reality or in some lighthouse. I am not sure where to set my trajectory

1/3 ginger syrup, 1/3 water, 1/6th cranberry juice, 1/6th orange juice, Cheyenne pepper, Habanero salt, Wasabi Powder – tastes a bit like grapefruit juice with a kick – Cheyenne and Ginger possibly thins blood from what I have read

You don’t want your child to have access to that until it is policed better? Smart man or woman. You don’t have the resources yet to police that better? Your preaching to the choir

Speed and accuracy

Separate networks, how would that work?

what am I saying?

I want faster more accurate systems that are delivered to all people in the appropriate manner, gimping the younger generation doesn’t seem wise to me, me or you successful doesn’t gimp future generations. Me only successful or you only successful does

People that can deal well with the success of others are more likely to be successful, that applies to both sides of the fence

Teeter totter is the wrong way. Lift lift is the right way

They need oppression, oppression will help them grow, or maybe it will stop them from solving your problem

Once people are out of high school let them live their life

John 8:15
“You judge according to the flesh; I judge no one
”And yet if I do judge, My judgement is true; for I am not alone, but I am with the Father who sent Me.

Be more like Christ. Takes tact and wisdom to get the above statement correct. Preachers as gamers, like a Bishop. Duality and balance required sometimes. A lot of room for mercy in that. Not a priest or preacher, doesn’t mean I don’t have respect for them. I don’t want anyone left under the bus, including them

Be careful about people who say oh your playing the game, no man is God

I see your hurting, how can I help seems better in my opinion

Oh he or she had the right words at the right time, always trust that?

Have mercy on those that don’t always have the right words, perfect words aren’t always from perfect motivations, and even if they are, they could be motivated by the wrong people

You need to pray about it? A perfectly valid answer sometimes

We need to control them? Ok, tie your airplane to an anchor

CEOS have to make decisions on what is best for their company, and we all get to be CEOs of our own lives, we all answer to God, we all have limited time and resources

The problem they chose not to respect my time and resources, the problem they chose not to talk to me when I wanted to help, The problem they didn’t have the resources, the problem they were oppressed, the problem too many people trying to control the situation, the problem they were trying to teach me a lesson

The solution? Direct conversation when possible, and not always possible, less oppression leads to better conversation, I enjoy indirect conversation too, takes a lot of faith to only rely upon just that. Artwork can be both direct and indirect. Helps to know what people were thinking

Would like to think we are past labeling people for the gutter, the problem I want to live my life and have support doing so, without being controlled. Persuasion and manipulation aren’t always easy to differentiate. He wants us to tell him to do push-ups without saying do more? Levels matter. Sometimes the best gauge is direct communication

Some people have problems to the level of looking like a tyrant. Trying to unwrap that isn’t always easy. Looking mean for protection not ideal, might scare off good people in your life. People that are drugged or terrorized might bluff out of fear. Didn’t have the right support and was trying to protect their life and livelihood, that can cause problems.

Optimization can be a bit of a roll of the dice, even with the right support system

You know a better way to accomplish that but didn’t tell me? Why

We developed this great new drug that doesn’t have those side effects? What side effects does it have?

많이있다. 약간의 흔들림이 있고 좋을 때도 있고 나쁠 때도 있습니다. 일반적으로 시간이 지남에 따라 일부 응답이 제공되지 않아 더 행복해졌습니다. 다른 사람들을 흙 속에 남겨두는 변명이 아닙니다. 사람들(나 포함)은 일부 보석을 잊어버릴 수 있지만, 하나님(내가 아님)이 뜻하는 것은 아닙니다. 언젠가 그가 그들을 빛나게 할 것이라는 믿음을 가지십시오. 초기 투자 자주 투자, 그것이 돈을 의미합니까? 때때로

There are many. There is a bit of a wobble, good times and bad times. Generally have wound up happier that some weren’t answered over time. Not an excuse to leave others in the dirt. People(including me) may forget some of the gems, doesn’t mean God(not me) will. Have faith one day he’ll make them shine. Invest early invest often, does that mean money? Sometimes

때때로 하늘에는 많은 구름, 항상 아침이 있음을 기억하십시오

Plenty of clouds in the sky sometimes, remember there’s always morning

이 노래처럼

Like this song

이 노래가 마음에 들지 않음

Don’t like this song

사이버 보안 문제와 이 글을 쓰는 지원 및 자금 부족

Cyber security problems and lack of support and funds writing this

이 일을 해야만 하는 세상에 가장 좋은 본보기가 되지는 않습니다. 하나님께서 장기적으로 저에게 그것을 이루실 것입니다.

Doesn’t set the best example to the world to have to do this, God will make it up to me long term I believe

1.5 billion people probably a few pirate lawyers with storm in design

What happens when people don’t pay their bills and blame each other rather than trusting in God

“Richer than richer” until Taiwan hits the product lines – a bit of creative inspiration from The Notorious B.I.G. could save your life

Veteran Widow and Ginger Oppression people, common, story is dynamite

Would kind of like to finish President Obama’s book, would feel better about it if I could pay rent a bit easier

Kind of flip power on and off between left and right until everyone is out of Jail?

Helping the world’s defense should bring greater benefits earlier in the process, in my humble opinion 1940-2021

If it were my Shiny Blue Marble I would want two things, funding and freedom

$0 dollars account balance gives a lot of inspiration, rob everyone of that?

They did state vampire kitty doesn’t need to eat this month

Forgiveness for now, could use some updates in funding, seriously, kind of pissed my Fine Art America sales are being blocked, kind of pissed people are still in jail, kind of pissed Asian Americans get beaten up for China’s oppression

With more money possibly invest in Autodesk, more computers, fixing up my mother’s house, a Samsung tablet for my Veteran Widow’s mom, amnesty international, money for a Singapore defense fund, more investment in Razor Wireless and other products, a real studio of my own, possibly a hospital

Kind of like being light, would be nice to travel at times, kind of like this, like this less the more I get set to $0 for the team

Could use a solar powered boat of my own, might get sea sick and burned to a crisp, not sure Texas can afford the loss yet

Maybe people don’t like my artwork, kind of reiterated a bit too much

Free defense help at $0/hr, current market rate

Luckily God reinvests

Google, Youtube, and WordPress kind of shooting their selves in the foot on this one

“Money it is not a necessary thing”

“Gingers we don’t fund that here”

Maybe cyber security is blocking the payments, I could probably use that one in the future too

How many days should grace last, if I were YouTube’s CEO and wanted more funding for my platform, how would I approach a problem with the system

No exceptions to the rules? Inspire that in others?

If my ass were in Lew Sterret, I might appreciate a little extra help from a new Samsung device, we got to make sure he doesn’t sell anything?

Maybe someone with a 50 cal is guarding the Direct Express data center?

Safety first, represented by $0 investment getting me to set some of my posts on safety to private

Pride and Prejudice? maybe we should pull that book out of the closet

End of day, fixed

Again prefer grace and love versus long Jail stays, need safe support lines to make that happen

A little blind leading the blind and some people get out a bit earlier or have trials sooner than delay expected could help the process 1940 to 2021

Or I might pray to dry things up for a while

Take a away the nookie might change some hearts, not really how I would wish to be treated

2000-2021? It’s a broken system, but it works

I would suggest going forward people don’t invest in things they don’t want to invest in themselves

Like unforgiveness and not getting laid for 20 years

People that don’t want to forgive, God is just

Dr. Pepper and my Mother invested in me this month

On the other hand SSI did not, send people back to their mothers house for 20 years if they don’t forgive? Might be my prayer

Therefore forgive and invest in the guy that invested in you preferably by fixing the SSI system for all of us

I am the only one that can forgive after 20 years, feel kind of like this country has been blowing smoke up my ass

Ramen for a year might be too kind, or we could reduce, reuse, and recycle a little thing called grace and forgiveness for all people

We could use a flash light, or we could let people out of jail with a little bit of Luke light

End of day or 20 years, how people probably feel at sentencing under funded and understaffed, the problem is they judged when God said don’t judge

Why $0 SSI not ideal

One of two things will happen, lots of people will love and forgive, or more fuel for trials and an underfunded overcrowded Jail system

Can’t really protect people on the outside when their account is set to $0, when their art sales are prevented