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Some things are just wrong, they are over they are in the past, and move forward. Justification? Some things just can’t be justified outside of forgiveness and Christ.  Magnify the path forward.  Show them where they are wrong? Sometimes.  Will it make them better? Blame a guy for the decisions they made in the void without the proper support? No. Always wise to remember the support could have been in the void too. A little correction early in the voyage can steer a ship in the right direction. A little over correction too early in the voyage can steer them in the wrong direction. Blame them for that? No. Can I rewire something once it is broken? What is the cost in that? Somethings better left in God’s hands than mine.

I am grateful there are proper channels for people to vent their anger. What would it mean if they couldn’t?

Would I like a mansion? Who wouldn’t? What would it cost to them? A beautiful club without people to enjoy it with? Less beautiful. Make them lonely at the top? No. Heaven the same for all people? No boat for the sea captain, no spaceship for the astronauts, no pools to lounge at, no beaches to enjoy, no bikes and an open road? Same for all equals less. Different magnifies each other, I am grateful for that. Everyone agree with me on everything? That’s not different.

Leave them in jail? For how long? There is damage in being deprived of support and resources to better their lives in relationship to society. Support now or pay later, what sounds better?

One of the problems with media? We don’t always know how it will be listened to. I listened to the same song today and it made me feel worse and made me feel better depending on my state of mind at the time. Confusing. Probably has to be hard on artists, sounds good one day and might not sound as good then might sound better again. Would like this guitar better with a face on it. Do I have a guitar to give? No, this is meant to be inspiring. Maybe someone can turn this into a great guitar, free to use, Inspired by many and a Saffron flower

This is meant to be a piece of art, not a button to a bomb. Take me at face value here.

A button that will launch a bomb? No thank you. A button that will make everyone’s lives better? That’s my 123.

Just FYI I made a prayer to always keep a candle lit for me in Heaven. I made a prayer to keep one lit for God, all The Angels, all The Universe and all The World from the beginning until the end of time. Still like to keep one lit up for those on earth to see, don’t use it going out as a reason to lose faith.

Read this entire next paragraph or none of it, because you won’t like just hearing part of it

The way I see it this entire shit storm is caused by wanting to keep people locked up in cages too long. Unforgiveness and the death penalty. Wanting to go to war and kill people.  Using lies and destruction to try and prevent people from building and succeeding in life. Trying to derail people’s companies and ambitions. Not enough healthcare and support for people at all stages of life. Our way or the highway. Not enough accessibility and instruction for those without. Not enough appreciation for diversity. Correct that all without mercy and forgiveness and we are just scaling up the problem. Beauty in the storm and I can’t fix it all. Have mercy for what I can’t see. More pieces to the puzzle are better, keep moving forward if there are some missing. Respect authority and don’t make them out to be God. Somethings I have left unsaid, understand why this is?

People see different things as the problem. Can’t see everything in the storm. No need for authority? No need to challenge authority at times? Glad they are God and I am not.

When I was writing this idea that sounded like a voice popped into my head. “Great I can’t see” hopefully that meant people were reading it. Maybe they need more devices and screens to be able to read it. Maybe they need Alexa to read it to them.

Send married people to space? Closed quarters surrounded by ice? Constant surveillance? Double deadbolt the door? Deadbolts always look the same? Relationships to someone level of marriage to others? We didn’t agree on that. For the reasons we think? For the reasons we thought at the time?

The Bible as a key to a door. What that door opens unknown? Better always feels like better? Short term sacrifice for long term gain?

No mercy for cops? Make them Chief Justice bringer?

A man and a woman like each other, thinking of them as Boxers, be careful over optimizing others

Ice Boxing – too cold, gives more energy sometimes, like walls that are closing in

Fire Boxing – Peer Pressure, fuel fuel divide, I need them? I need them? Success plus pride potential for less opportunities, pee on the ride? Not the best idea

Wind boxing – Wiffs with no connections? Oh their nice.  Oh their nice too. Looking googly eyed at each other but won’t step up to the plate?

Boxing for charity events, prize for the most people helped – giving advice here, I don’t have a prize

Does speed lead to better results? More results faster

Quality results faster? How is that possible?

To observe and prayer

Ponder the epic meaning of more, fix that and then that, time for you, time to be at your best? More worse? Sometimes. More better is more better. Think the best of people. Support is different and support is more.

Prayer? When we pray to bless them what are we saying? We are saying they are not us. They think differently than us. When we pray bless and protect us. We are saying we see the image of God in others and ourselves. Always easy to see the image of God in each other with so many difference? Is life, love, and common problem sets not enough to see that we all are made in The Image of God? Speech that both amplifies our common problems and appreciates our difference is not easy. A lot can be learned from Speech, not always easy for those under surveillance to understand that.

Wasn’t expecting to listen this long tonight, but I learned a lot

Goal Tender as the Weather Guy

Fight the void and have to fight epic players – both sides?

You didn’t block that, how do I block them, how could I block someone that fast?

Like walking in a Space Suit on Pluto

Canada is a bit of an unknown, a neighbor to The North. They have some puzzle pieces too, what can I learn from them?

People fighting in a ring can swing back as expected. After the match is over we shouldn’t be taking swings. People can swing back later in ways we didn’t expect. So might as well use it for good. They knocked me out and I still want to promote them? Yes. What does boxing do for people? It fills a void. What do movies and art do for people it fills a void. Is the void good? It brings on the lights. The void can take us to dark places at times but I am glad it is there. No Kickboxing? No Sports? Doesn’t seem like it would be healthy for any of us.

What does the void bring to the table? An opportunity to shine

Don’t give for too long, the void can take us to dark places

I like voids in space better than nooses, that’s by design. The silent treatment for long enough feels like getting hit. One way to make a fighter

Inspired by many

My new friend from a Uganda Oprhanage made a great point on defense of mercy. Staying up later in life sometimes takes more work. So older people sometimes need the job more. Needs to be mercy for those that have health problems as time goes on. Mercy by helping rather than taking lives.

Popularity acceleration, something to think about, rate at which something is amplified and accelerated. Immediately drive at 350 MPH? Appreciate the speed and control the car if no appreciation for the ups and downs?

If someone held a gun to my head and said read The Bible I wouldn’t want to read it. Why because my conception of God would be that He is merciless and forceful. Do I think reading The Bible makes me feel better? Sometimes. Some health problems mixed with the knowledge of man’s ability to lie and sin and add in that God stays silent on some things makes it more difficult. God said He will write it on our hearts.

In a fallen world there are still problems. Better with God and Christ’s forgiveness. Yes. Always easy to have faith through the storm? No. God still loves us regardless? Mercy will be given to the merciful.

If God weren’t merciful in his judgement what would that look like? That piece of sand on your shoe you walked out with? Theft. That extra breath you took walking up the stairs to work? Theft. But they had health problems. That really The God we all want to believe in? Would that be the same God that loved us so much He sent his only son to die for us on a cross because the Old Testament law had already failed us?

God is love and do you think a loving God wouldn’t put a safety net under his dangerous creation? Weather, who controls that?

White you can’t see the value in beautiful snow?

Blue you can’t see the value in beautiful water?

Yellow you can’t see the hope in a new day’s sun?

Red you can’t see the beauty in a red dress?

Orange potassium never helped anybody?

Brown you can’t see the value in earth tones and a nice cup of coffee?

Black you can’t see the value in shade, The Universe, and the gaps where everything isn’t painted white? Jail cells can be all white walls, and never turning out the lights can be a scary thing. Don’t misread that to mean taking life is cool.

Purple in a beautiful sky

Always easy to see during the hard times? No. But life is worth living. Every action we take for the better God ripples through time. The actions we take contrary to God’s plan, He put something in place for that. Glad He sent his son to die for us, accepting His forgiveness is easy. Living the life He wants us to live is hard without dedication and prayer. Pray without ceasing, that’s a pretty tall order. Easy to believe God has forgiveness when the support isn’t there? No. That’s a misconception that the support is ruler of The Universe. None of us have all the answers. I still question but The God I love would have mercy on many anyway.

Wearing a cross, that isn’t saying something? Deaf guys don’t need encouragement too? Make everyone wear one? Oppressive Government and can’t I still believe the best in people regardless of what I don’t see. Do I fail at that too sometimes when the support doesn’t seem like it is there? Yes. I like other necklaces too. Removing a necklace doesn’t take away God’s love or salvation.

There is more to this world than meets the eye. More than one sense. More than one conversation. Even if not many are talking to me. Did I walk away from God? Yes, I didn’t have these words at the time. Did I return to God? Yes

They were young, they chose wrong, hold them responsible for that? No. No correction problematic over correction problematic too. I prefer to balance closer to the mercy side. They made a mistake, take away their eraser? What would a loving God do?

My teeth hurt though, gnashing and what not. Don’t go to the dentist? Oh they lost their job. Oh they weren’t sure if they would live so they enjoyed the time they had left. Read those last 2 sentences as judgment or mercy. Read it as mercy

Do I believe these words were inspired by God, The Angels, All the people from the beginning ink of time until now, The Universe and all the animals? Yes. We’re they all said directly to me? No. Did I hear some words? Yes. Possibly of a hidden speaker? Possibly. Do I believe that everything in life can speak to us about God? Sometimes. Do I believe we will need more words like this from others in the future? Yes

I read the Bible differently at 20 than at 37. What will it tell me later in life?

If I could go back in time and fix all my mistakes, would I? Then I might not have met the people I did. I am grateful for the people I met along the way and I wish I knew a bit more on the journey

Oppression by one group.

New group takes over. Still in poverty due to previous group.

Push one leader or multiple leaders up to help save the community.

Method of delivery unorthodoxed. Other’s in community see this as route.

No other options available, judge them for wanting to better themselves? No

Different paths for different people

Force any to a path? No

Make allotment for those who did not get the support they needed in time? Yes

Some paths wiser than others? Debatable

Paths wise without God’s help? No

God still loves us regardless? Yes

One topology, probably many others, how far back in time? Mercy forward, wise to know how, limited resources, can I help?

Videos say a lot, not always easy to take it in all at once. Will keep watching after some refreshment

Inspired by many

1. Learn about one animal a day
2. Learn about one physics idea
3. Learn about one engineering idea
4. Learn more about one country
5. Learn more about one field

Good art and movies require inspirations

Less dimensions sometimes helpful for teaching, support problems and homework, that could be a bit much

Learning order of operations helps, learning to multitask helps

My shape is different, melt it and remold it in to something else?

Is my shape the way I want it to be, or is it how society wants it to be? Why does society want my shape that way?

Is my shape the way God wants it to be?

More better? More worse? More is different. More and less at the same time. Combinations of fields can help people support each other. They can’t understand them. Don’t mix or show each other what is missing? Combinations improperly used can cause problems. Combinations properly used can open doors. God makes people without giving them gifts? I don’t think that is how a loving God would operate. Untapped potential, opportunities for a better tomorrow

Filter choices to binary options? I like the hair but I don’t like the dress. I like the person. Still like that? Too many bad comments they might stop trying. Enable them? Like that what does it say to them and others. Don’t like that what does it say to them and others. TV feedback via ratings. Movies feedback via sells. Always, better?

That’s one way to lose investment in technology and opportunities 

Releasing the water

Maybe it’s reverse psychology

Split view into 4? 4 times as much information

“Taking a vacation is expensive”, untrained support is expensive, some levels too low some levels too high, what does that create? Weird hearing a ton of people talking and hearing rain at the same time goes a long way.  Volume that amplifies each other in a good way.

Prevention of a mistake. Dam it up. Better later?

Prevention creates the problem.

Prevention stops the problem?

Confusing.

Don’t do that, Don’t do that, Don’t do that, Don’t do that

Stop talking and let God fix it? Might make more sense

God didn’t stop it, my words didn’t stop it, try nothing else?

Meant to be stopped? In God’s time?

Label for destruction? Exponential systemic damage. Label for success.  Exponential systemic good? I like that idea better

If God can talk to billions people and angels at the same time I can learn to talk to more than one person effectively.

Was listening to this on my iPad and my TV at the same time. Alexa probably listening in too. Lots of inspirations

Remove conversation, that’s one dimension. Maybe I am not that good with the other dimensions. I better experiment? Maybe better left in God’s hands? Would be nicer to see the people moving, I do like pictures though.

If your gonna make a star, better point them in the right direction. Yes I thought it too, I will leave that one for the physicists

祷告是对神说话吗？ 帮我解决这个问题。 我很痛苦，我该怎么办？

Is prayer talking to God? Help me with that.  I am hurting, what do I do?

常说上帝的创造是伟大的，看看以前的一切，现在的一切。 看，听，体验。 拼图的所有部分。 未来，这也是难题的一部分。 封闭的盒子或开放的盒子。 哪个更刺激？

Ever just say God creation is magnificent, look around at everything before and everything now. Look, listen, experiences. All part of the puzzle.  Future, that’s part of the puzzle too. Closed box or open box.  Which one is more exciting?

也许有一天，我们会听到哪些祈祷得到了回应，哪些祈祷被拒绝了。 失去祈祷的生命的代价是什么？ 需要更多的祈祷来证明它的合理性？

Maybe one day far from now we will hear which prayers were answered and which ones were denied. What is the price of a life of lost prayers? Take more prayers to justify it?

如果我们环顾四周，说上帝这个创造是伟大的。 我们认为其中一部分是谎言。 我们如何改变它看起来像一个机会？ 也许上帝是出于某种原因让那个破碎的。 也许它可以帮助我们看到我们所缺少的一切。

If we look around and say God this creation is magnificent.  And we think part of it is a lie.  How do we change that to look like an opportunity? Maybe God is leaving that broken for a reason.  Maybe it helps us see everything else we are missing.

一块口香糖、一幅画、一瓶冰水、一项新技术、一座桥梁、一座建筑，一个令人惊叹的风景值得探索。 对复杂谜题的欣赏并不总是那么容易理解。

A piece of gum, a painting, a cold bottle of water, a new technology, a bridge, a building, an amazing landscape to explore. An appreciation for complex puzzles is not always easy to understand.

让它坏掉？ 我不认为上帝会这样。 也许那是他们的选择，无论如何都爱他们？

Leave it broken? I don’t think that is how God would have it. Maybe that’s their choice, love them anyways?

在写作时激发灵感的史诗音乐非常棒

Epic music for inspiration while writing is pretty amazing

Fire Codes near Alpha Centauri?

How close could we get without melting

Our getting sucked into the gravitational vortex of fire

The problem is people know things, and they aren’t talking

Throw up Plexiglass between that?

Hopefully the clubs tonight will be awesome, better if the peace agreement was settled a little early