Walking around outside a mall feels familiar but I haven’t been there. At night, see someone that looks like my ex girlfriend looks like they are having fun. Keep walking someone asks for a piece of gum. Think I am out, keep walking. Can’t help but think of a dream I had about one of my friends from Dallas another dream I had months ago, can’t remember all of it and left some details out of this one
I am not sure what to say, I don’t like how it turned out, I understand how it turned out that way, not sure I would change anything if I could
Guess what I am saying is I don’t like the hand I was dealt, and if I wasn’t dealt it I never would have met some people who I really cared about
Could have played my hand better, can’t change the past
God (not me) sees and understands all things, I don’t, no worries and worries
Some mercy in not knowing all things and some pain going without answers
Want the full dream? My ex girlfriend from college Lauren was being spanked like at a car wash with several other women and men in a bathing suit. A bit annoying to have ex girlfriends show up in your dreams. She looked like she was happy so I was happy to see she was having fun. The woman that asked for a piece of gum was in more modest clothing looked like a mix of Karen (Dallas) and Steph (Providence) but I didn’t see her fast enough. Full names for the world to see is somewhat difficult. People look similar, add in similar names it gets more annoying. I didn’t remember I had a piece of gum, but later I realized I had one but it was only nicotine so I didn’t go back and give it to her
Seems like God should protect me, if it wasn’t meant to be that way
The right questions to ask with the right reasons, doesn’t sound dangerous and maybe at times it is, ok just accept no, doesn’t matter that the other guy was using that to their advantage, who was the other guy? I don’t know, “all’s fair in love and war”, they pretty much said it, drop a phone once doesn’t always break, drop it time and time again it does, setup for a perfect storm
Now try to make a plan that is both exciting, romantic, and mesmerizing while preventing the bad combinations
Let it go or don’t, doesn’t seem like God gives me all the answers, maybe He can use this for good, even if I had a stroke and am sitting in a chamber somewhere
I can live through all parts that lead up to a problem, doesn’t mean it is wise or merciful for me to, make them keep trying, make them keep saying no, not an ideal system though drama can be more exciting at times. God chooses and authority makes decisions, do they always line up?
New technologies give us greater insight into the future, they didn’t know that yet is a perfectly acceptable answer, they did and thought there was no other way
Free choice and God makes all our decisions for us is tough, sometimes authorities will act like gods, if people didn’t lie and people didn’t have a reason to at times
God goes silent on some things at least in my life, doesn’t mean I don’t feel like He is talking to me at times, kind of feels like He’s been MIA at times, maybe for mercy’s sake
They are producing for free already, why would I want to fund that? Makes me want my own printing press
It is not always about the gem of knowledge, sometimes it about the light shining on it, oh he added that later, surveillance by IT? Or opposing forces? They experienced that they should know better, give them a little taste of their own medicine, doesn’t account for the other variables in their life
Return fire later in life, not wise, and not always by the same person, let’s use that to our advantage, or how about no
Cyber Security Blessed, I saw it they didn’t, or did I
Guess I just have to restock funds and go back to the table at a later day, less direct conversation support bow out
First the tablet, then the router, then the provider, sequential? Think more like branches one to that agency and one to that agency? Only two, think bigger
IT guys
Hackers
Intel Agencies
Corporate Ad Systems
Microphones in rooms
Video Cameras picking up on what clothes you bought and wear
The idea that surveillance picks up on everything or everything in the same way seems a bit tough to comprehend, they heard that, they heard that, they saw that, but didn’t know what they were thinking, they didn’t talk to him, “Not yours”, a world of knowledge we don’t know and don’t understand, and nobody to teach or have real conversation with about it
Is a non optimal solution better? Sometimes
No pressure
Sit in silence and wait, then they will speak, or maybe a better way
Those paths are divergent I understand that but they don’t
Those paths are convergent but is it what they want?
“Let’s try not to complicate things”, good luck with that
They are building that house awful fast, maybe I need to higher more workers, but if you make it that fast they will be out of a job, pull together team they only move at 3GHz we got this new 4GHz processor, yeah years ago, oh they didn’t have that we just think they did
It is all their fault? No, credit where credit is due? If only it were that simple
I have it better than some and wore than others, or so it appears
Don’t blame someone for watching the surveillance tapes, a lot of pain down that road, trap me with that? Bad idea, help me with that depends on what you mean by help
They got health problems, let’s make them the promo guy for healthcare, by taking their healthcare? The stories got to be believable, Hollywood is sounding pretty amazing right now, truth obfuscation++
Oh you thought C++ was bare metal? Who told you that? How can I make plans for business when there are so many layers
Even if I was President, I still couldn’t get it all right, don’t blame them for that? A perfectly acceptable answer
Right before the speech he looked down at his phone before crossing the street, safety first, just because I clue people into ideas doesn’t mean other people haven’t had them already. Don’t blame the guy that is trying to put a safety reminder into the story, I came for action and movies and I got a lesson, that annoys me
A phones function is communication and it’s side effect can be a distraction at times. A cars function is transportation and it’s side effects can be detrimental
What is the value in teaching someone how to formulate ideas? They created a combination I didn’t know about. I am trusting you all with this “Can you really trust Mr Whostheboss?”
This video looks different than the first time I saw it I think, changing a video cover is like changing lighting, or changing make up, Hollywood teaches tech, tech teaches Hollywood, life teaches us all, I don’t like that this cover makes Indian people look scary, I do like terminator movies though, don’t make one man the representative for all, no boss?
The problem with answers? They aren’t always what you wanted to hear, or they wanted to hear, or it might hurt the third or fourth parties feelings, and that can all be used to control you
Answers good for you? Or for them? Or them or them or them or them or them? Yes hear that enough times makes you want to find out more
Reverse psychology, it’s simply complicated
I broke the window because I heard a voice to be used for a bigger purpose, I am cool with that, wasn’t prepared for what happened next, the problem was others didn’t realize I had a time bomb medical problem in me at the same time, or maybe that was part of the test, sorry if I failed
Tortuous training and followed by a test I wasn’t expecting. How would that work? Study for Algebra and Science, go to English class, get a History test. I prepared for the wrong test, a perfectly acceptable answer, punished for what we didn’t know doesn’t really seem acceptable, give but don’t tell people what the right hand is doing then your treasures will be in heaven, I think that’s how it goes
Let your light shine
Read some of this, looked good to me https://get.tithe.ly/blog/treasures-in-heaven
You are only allowed to date people in your field, seems a bit short sighted. They spend all their time seeing and working with that beautiful woman, take them from them? I wish the system looked out more for me, bet we all think that I times. The truth? That hurts. I believe in God and that combination is tough. Surveillance doesn’t see how hard I press my left hand when typing, or maybe it does. God knows what I am thinking
Wonder if Marvel ever thought about mixing The Hulk and Ultron, as if some child in a hospital wouldn’t have said it first, movie suggestions are derivative works, better not to have them?
I want great safety practices and I don’t want to eat the remains of the lost. A changed title over a picture, 1000 words changed on a dime. Construction workers picture with Breakfast Club title, maybe that wasn’t how they meant it, maybe I misread originally
I wanted to use my tools to change that from happening? Damn right, it sounded hard to hear when I couldn’t pay my bills? Damn right
Important for surveillance to understand I am not composing what I am writing sequentially always, sometimes I go back and edit parts of the story
What they said, but is it how they meant it, did they have enough time to talk? Could they talk? Hard times in the unknown, maybe we just need more surveillance, not being able to speak freely
Halfsies isn’t really my mo, crystallized at the top of a pyramid, hope this makes sense, like a wall of many directions yet unable to move, I am not paralyzed, focusing more on internal forces than external forces currently. It matters how long you leave it in, definitely would be a lot easier to forgive with an upgraded healthcare system. Maybe someone is in trouble in The Pyramid in Vegas. I like that building don’t use it for evil. Would be easier to drive with a clean bill of health
Could use an airline ticket though I might end up as breakfast, and who will take care of my cat. Maybe I will drive, but out of insurance
I am going to trust that Vegas women aren’t the boogie monster, know I don’t want kids at this time, and know this slot machine is currently broke
My card recharges when?
Solo business trip? As if they couldn’t pod a party? Death trap or pot of gold, as if that story is not enticing
Will be staying at SAHARA Las Vegas, April 18 2021 to April 2021 I am trusting my readers with this, Do I understand the full implications of this? No
I bow my head as a sign of respect, I like hand shakes but currently lit up right now and the pandemic and all
Could be misread, what couldn’t? Not an excuse to go heretical just trying to illustrate picking up things from other cultures, a head nod can beat a hand shake in certain instances, no I didn’t mean that
That referring to a setting a Japanese man against a USA man
Health problems possible at anytime during my journey, I apologize in advance
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