To the victor goes the spoils

Love your enemy.  We enlisted Jason and they enlisted us too.  No virtual boxes for the warriors ever? Real for them or real for us.  All AI bad? No risk, no reward.  Christ forgave us, wrote our name in his Book of Life, we can’t pray to God to write their name in there too?  Saving humanity? No reward in that? A war without a choice? No beauty in that? A war with a choice? No beauty in that? We chose wrong and they still saved us? No beauty in that? Love the unlovable? Now who could do that? Believe it or not, believes now too? “Hoorah!” Believe it or not my friends, those giant tigers were once small little kittens. No need for a Circus? No need for a star? Nobody to love us no matter who we are?

No built in safety? No childish rage? Who knew this man could survive in a cage?

No ring for the women and yet he proposes? How dare he do that with someone else’s roses? No ring for the woman no ring for a star? Be careful, be careful, whoever you are? Judgement for all is how it was written? Mercy and love for all that were smitten.

A Ninja a fighter is how he would have it? Mercy and silence no matter the rabbit? For a time my curious friend, one day he will be with us again. This my friend is too much to bare, who will be with him in his times of despair? Old prayers forgotten long ago, remembered by God, the angels in heaven, and the people we know.

Works as a servant. Works as a top. He moves the middle with what he’s got.

No beauty in ashes? No pain in disguise? Easy to get over these guys? Who will be there for her in her time of trouble? Magic and trinkets is all that he’s got to show for a lot.

Turn up the volume and let out the people!

No loyalty? No favor? Don’t count them out yet

No loyalty? No favor?  Off with his head? He wanted the best and we gave him a child instead.  What better gift than a child to inspire?  The biggest child of all, this we require?  Love him or leave him he’s all that we got.  He wanted a hug and we gave him a shot?  No risk? No reward? No room for misbehavior? No, miss mayor? Now, why would they say there is no miss mayor?  No prize for the fighter? He chirps and he burps and expects us to sing.  Bless them and keep them all misfits anew because one day my friends I will look out for you too. A lesson from this man we require. A teacher for many with faith to inspire.  Faith requires believing the best in people and not counting God out of the picture. Much more difficult in times of trials.  No muscles to show no string for the kitten.  How does he expect anyone to be smitten?  Faith for the many and faith for the few, making sure one day it won’t be you. No beauty in this, my friends to inspire?

Tower

I pray and I pray.  I give and I give.  I look up and down and magnify and extend.

A chance to be loved, a chance to be seen. A tyrant for all where Love is the king.

Love for many, more places and things. We fly through the arrows every day and each night. Yet he kicks us for what, we don’t say in the night.

Pretty little thing we see on the site. It tears us apart each day and each night.  How do we save the small and the big?  From tyrants above who spin and they spin.

Faith for the many and faith for the few? Support for the outcasts, misguided, and mews.  Because the Man up above sees all that we know. He loves us regardless to put on a good show.

He taught me and guided me, misguided we know.  Better than silence, applause, and a show?  He thought far ahead for what we didn’t see.  He planned more pageantry for the show and the king. A circus for all we lost to the war.  They painted my walls with lights and the scene. I gave them silence, those prayers and some of my things? Wait he lives each day and each passing hour.  Living past death? A new superpower.

We pinch him and strike him to jump through the hoop.  Yet he sits there instead just trying to look cute.  Forgiveness for many or forgiveness for the few. How would He have it, just us two? No little man that’s too much to ask.  Your part of a puzzle that we need for the show.  Fight it and fight it, it’s harder we know. No cage for a lion, a mouse, or a tiger?  Turn on the lights and bring forth the hour? “No my friend, this I can’t stand.”  For with each passing day and each passing hour, we turn up the volume.  More for the man and more for the show, a bad little man but she wanted to know?  A little mouse can’t try and be king? What will he say? My salutations to the queen.

Roses or Gems this I must choose?  Friend or a friend.  This I can’t do.  Ungrateful servant you waited an hour, then took our servant up to the tower?

Get her out

Answers and Faith

Answers he wants and answers he shall have.  You could get married but it will do that to her.  They are lying. What people lie?  Do you have the faith to move forward at all cost? Answers without pain? Pain upfront or pain long term? I could give those to you but what if it were your friend? Would you want them?  What if you knowing stopped you from opening the door that leads to better days for us all? Not feel pain when someone you know is hurting?  You know but you can’t change that.  Mourned up front. So no spending time wallowing when others need your help.  But it was her.  Happiness too? Short term fulfillment our long term? Both, you think you can walk that tight rope? 

Mourn when she wanted me to be happy?  Mourn when others depend on my every move? Being sad leaves us at our best? He smirked a little when he said that, I don’t trust him. Fair? Someone has to pay, let it be me? Let it bemine? Not account for the love of a mother or child? A wife or a husband? Your faith is strong but can they take it? Will seeing it, will knowing that, make yours stronger? It was an accident.  It was time. Do you have enough faith? Do you trust them even though they hurt you? They lied before but they told the truth. People change? People change. You died but they fed you to them. We loaded you up with drugs first. Who wants chicken? Don’t feed them that? Don’t feed them that.  They wouldn’t of wanted it that way. Their life as a curse instead of a blessing? No room for different?  Your faith was strong but was theirs? How do we change that going forward?

She was trying to teach you a long term lesson. A little overcast today beats overextending in the future. I moved that. Moved that from where? Puzzle pieces. Some today some tomorrow. Faith to move past that? Takes a lot of faith, he can do it. He can? I would like to see that. Would he? Will he? I better think ahead? Take away their plan for good? He wants short term happiness too? He sure is sad. Easier to have faith when the sun is out. Answers in your time frame and on your scale? No story? I hear a heartbeat. The loss of one life? What could it mean? Saving one life can mean saving many more. Takes a lot of faith. Don’t hurt that.

He didn’t call you in the first place? And you refused to talk to him? God gives us gifts without obstacles? So you want to be a fighter?  What does it mean to fight? To overcome obstacles. They didn’t give me that advice. That’s part of the fight. Faith without a fight? Answers without a cost? A glutton for punishment I see. No doubt he’ll be a star, but what about me? I didn’t see that. God gave you a gift now lift them. With what resources? That’s part of the fight too? Being a heavy weight, “I keep wanting to get out and they drag me back in.” Dude’s been sleeping for a year, what’s wrong with him? He’s in Xavier’s chamber. Don’t leave him in there too long? Don’t leave them in there too long. “Can’t stop the signal Mel.” We plan God laughs. Lancaster? “Things get better or worse but they rarely stay the same”. Consistency and stability for those that can handle it? Loss of a supply line, I wouldn’t want to see that. Lets help him. I want to help.

Give this to them before they go to jail. Still want to leave them in the pen? “No sir.” That’s what I would say

Fast fix. Fix fast. Faith required when things are fixed fast? Who likes fast fixes? Only Children? Pay check today and no paycheck tomorrow? Don’t worry? Don’t buy? Don’t b your ys? Less story without a fight. We all don’t like to watch movies? Watching movies all day can teach us. We don’t want to forget about our own story though. God is the greatest story teller of them all. Think the best in what other’s say takes faith. Specially when they stop feeling like they are on your side. I am not God. I aspire to be more Christ like. Training people to fight is costly. Look out for those that help get you there. Love your enemy. No room for interpretation? Someone prays to be a fighter. Training a fighter always feels like love? A fighter that fights for the good of humanity? Not Beautiful? Love doesn’t demand it’s own way. Always? Don’t jump off that cliff! No room for cliff jumpers and climbers? Choices. If we don’t like something pray about it. If we don’t like something talk to them about it. Silence doesn’t lead people down wrong paths too? No need for a fight? No need to fight permanent labels? All contracts good? All contracts bad? They were just following orders. You mean they listened? Thank God for that. I don’t like what they are saying. Better fight for that.

Dungeons and Dragons, movies, and live role play? Can teach people the wrong ideas. Can also let people make the mistake in the virtual environment. You mean they played that too? They were one step ahead of us all the time? All things wise for all people? Probably not. Can they handle it? Fun in a game or movie but if you see it all day long? Cops and Healthcare. So now no art? No inspiration? We stopped the problem. No more work. Happier? We threw out the good songs too. No more dancing. No way to meet people. No more Circus? No more Pomp and Circumstance? USA still USA?

What would Christ say about being a fighter? A hard road. A beautiful road. A road he walked. How long will it take us to have faith? There is more to this world than meets the eye. No need to save the lost? Leave that sheep be? Should we listen to him? Is he teaching us? He went against the system. Wisdom for freedom a buy product of oppression. What would Christ do? Fight for them. What would Christ do? Forgive them. What would Christ do? Love them. What should we do? Pray for them too. What would Christ do teach them. What would Christ do heal them. What would Christ do? Inspire them. What would Christ do? Give them hope during the dark days. Would Christ jade them? Depends on the end result. Push-ups aren’t easy. They need more training and it hurts to tell them that? Strong men can help move my couch. I’m just muscle to them? Keep them strong. Can teaching go too far. Yes. Easy to always know the line? No. Teach them to be a teacher? A hard road. Takes a fighter. Getting artwork to the right people at the right times, easy? Takes a fighter. Being a jack of multiple trades easy? See others prospering more than you, easy? Takes a fighter. surveilling misfits like me, easy? Takes a fighter. Cyber security, getting this information out to the right people, easy? Takes a fighter. Make everything perfect for everyone? Could make us weak. No support for getting something right? Leave others with nothing to correct? Who will train the cops? They put us on a wild goose chase. No fun in that? Life where people get hurt less I could get onboard with that.

Teaching the grand children. Because they might put us in the matrix one day. Saving the environment? Babies don’t need clean air and fresh water? They were fighting the narrative? Don’t give them that?

Cyborgs better with a merciful and loving leader. Don’t teach them that? Don’t give them that? People with cell phones aren’t cyborgs? Beautiful women crying isn’t a form of control? Take away their freewill? No. Augment their reality? Support. Who owns the system? Do the benefits outweigh the bad? Is the good always easy to see without teaching people the bad? Would they have mercy on those fighting the system, because they didn’t know the truth? We got this new phone that will keep you all in touch with one another. Once there is a war, how will that be used?

Always on the network? We need him. Network always on our side? No. Some decisions worth fighting? Yes. You all ask for that? Take it up with God. He didn’t know about that and blame him for it? If he saying that he must know? No hocus pocus? The actresses always understand the script? Mercy, leave their life like shit because they didn’t know? No. Easy to die for something? No. Easy to live for something? No. Easy to fight for someone? No. They must pay the price too? Negative sailor moon. I keep hearing no all the time and it is less more inspiring. Weird. Fighter’s don’t need support to? Support can’t make people stronger? Bad support can’t cause problems? He was ten shots in and we gave him the eleventh? They didn’t know? They didn’t know, they were young, they lacked wisdom. No need to let this out? Everything has to be like climbing Mount Everest? No need for a whistleblower? Want to be the defense lawyer at your own trial in heaven? We left them in there too long. No correction for that? People make mistakes. But who made them? You really want to go down that road? Having to see that is a justice of its own. Wait it was a body double? Camera tricks in Hollywood? Now you got me? Tempt me to over judge? No room for pranks? Wait they thought they were really dead? And no one there to support them? Maybe they thought you would bring the axe down on them. Mercy and forgiveness.

Jade a smart woman? A glutton for punishment I see. Wise to date a smart woman at a young age? If things don’t work out you could be part of her plan. A plan for good or a plan for evil? I choose to believe the best in her. Hope she is still protected. Hard to have faith. Many years later, did I take on more than I bargained for?

Systemic levels leave no room for mercy? Children that have more struggles in one area of life? God is not a snake. Xavier’s chamber left open for children to see? They were going to die and you didn’t show them the neat gadgets? Some things it is wiser for children not to see. We had to punish them? They knew better? We left them on the street and then? I refuse to be tempted past mercy. Mercy for mercies sake. Love and forgiveness even for the unmerciful.

A surveillance system and firewall isn’t an Xavier’s chamber of its own? We gave them The Book and told them to read it. But we’re you involved in their life? How do we expect people with all of life’s struggles to account for everyone else? Would they have been as great of a fighter if we stood beside them? Maybe a better one. We sometimes experiment when we don’t seem to have the right words. I want to fix this and I don’t know how. No mercy for that? That one is a little down on his luck. No longer a child of God? If God’s child walks away, then returns, do we bar the door? He wanted to be a fighter. Not an excuse? Fighters don’t need dinner too? He tempted us past judgement? Not an excuse? God wanted to write a reconciliation story? There’s still time for that. No need for forgiveness? No need for mercy? Young people don’t always understand how to be merciful to one another. People don’t always agree on how to teach each other. Let’s not call each other fools. Mercy for me without mercy for them? What love is there in that?

I must get justice of my own? Negative. God might fight my battles for me. Maybe I can help fight some of His. If I took the swing it would have been more merciful? Count God out of the equation? No way

Don’t give this to the guy in the ER?

Queen’s Authority

Queen’s Authority

They were testing the Queen’s Authority.  Just because they asked for it doesn’t mean you should give it to them.  People like attention from authority figures.  If they don’t get it the right way they might try and get it the wrong way.  What about authority figures that don’t know they have authority.  Truth to power can make people bite off more than they can chew. He spoke up and got sent to darker places. Who doesn’t need a flashlight? The battery was running a bit low.  Hero in.  Saved my ass.

Cops, CEOS, Priests, Pastors, Presidents, Father’s and Mother’s

Justice can sometimes be less painful than Mercy. You did wrong and now let’s make it right. Or she knows and she just won’t say. Sometimes people know things for the wrong reasons so they choose not to take justice. Justice shouldn’t be just ice.

Dreams

I think God can use Lucid dreams.  He made everything so He can use them for his good.

I heard one. I didn’t hear God say Jason only one.  Really haven’t heard God call me by name.  Those that give a child a cup of water will in no way lose their reward in heaven. Yet I am not called by name. I choose to have faith that I will not lose my reward in heaven.  Not saved by the laws, saved by the sacrifice Christ made.  The sacrifice already paid in full.  Divorce a concession to hard hearted men.  Make them stay together when they are miserable?

We like the love and mercy part.  But love your enemies?  But I am scared to go talk to them.  No mercy and love for those that are scared?  Maybe they aren’t ready to talk to you yet.  Think leaving them in silence will make them better Christians? No friction always better? Years of silence beats a quick fight between brothers? We labeled them a cheater for life because they hurt us? No mercy and love for those that made a mistake? Sounds like cheating forgiveness and mercy.  We had to test them when they just needed support?

Make them sad and they will run back to them?  Not the wisest approach.  Sometimes people turn on the gas, world circumstances change, then they forget to remove the label.  A solution that tries to contort others will to our own.  Word of advice? Don’t do backbends in the shower.  Nobody wants to clean that up.  Getting into position with walls you can’t get out of.  Speaking literally here, I literally did that. I could have died. I escaped but not easily. Creative solutions not always the optimal ones.  Surveillance can create insecurities. So a reason to be merciful to all.

Why humiliate myself by saying it? So you don’t have to.

Their partying while we’re at war? Glad to hear. You guys are back? Thank God

Lie Detectors

I am wondering if lies of love and protection register different from self interested or other agendas. Is Politifact good? Sometimes.  Is corruption in politics good? Wouldn’t think so. Can mercy be misread as corruption?

No mercy for Assange or Snowden?  Because we all have our act down perfect?  Death penalties, labels for lifetime. No I don’t want to prescribe to that. Don’t take a list meant to help people and use it to destroy people’s lives.

Encouragement, encouragement, encouragement, speaks the truth, makes us uncomfortable and goes against the narrative, no more encouragement? No room for John McCain? Spoke against corruption and torture, someone I would like to have on my team. Fighting war and fighting for peace.  Do I make the decisions? No. In a democracy does my voice matter? Yes. Can I see the problems on both sides and still want mercy? Yes.  For both sides. Yes.  People could label me as a relic from the past. Am I a police officer no.  Should I and all citizens speak up when we see oppression? Yes, though when and how.  I want less oppression and I want people protected. Can’t control what people think or their actions. Wisdom can help us know if we are adding value.  Do I want to be required to be an activist? No.  Do I want voices of those in pain to go unheard? No. Would I like to win some too? Yes

I keep trying to make positive change and it seems like nothing changes.

When I was under the influence I formulated the wrong ideas.  Didn’t mean for people to get hurt.  As far as I know outside of me, people didn’t.  Surveillance, everywhere, all the time, good?  People don’t say the wrong things under duress?