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Forward doesn’t always look like forward.  Give someone a second chance then don’t give them support to overcome roadblocks doesn’t work out to well.  Not always easy for everyone to see.  Easy to get discouraged. Only one second chance? I don’t think that is how God(not me) would have it. Give it to God(not me) and wait. Judgement can close doors. Mercy can open them. I am still pro life. Doesn’t mean I can’t see the failures in society. Yes I can see artwork, yes I can see videos. Direct conversation still makes a world of difference.

Maybe God is the hacker. Maybe God removed that and wanted to see how I would act. Missing items that don’t equal theft. Maybe it was people that removed it, maybe not. How should I act? Overstep and undercut? Or mercy and love. Maybe the problem is we think we own the universe. Maybe we think we get to choose how people act, why people act, and when people act. That’s too much pressure for anyone. Don’t put that all on yourself or anyone else. So they acted in a way we disagree with, still love them regardless.

They don’t forgive, they leave you in silence? Paint a picture, write a song, write a book, build a building, help a shelter. Don’t squash love over anyone person. Even if a Church leaves you on the sideline, keep fighting. God(not me) sees all. Turn to bitterness when the world seems like it won’t support you? No. Wait on God(not me). Yes. Contact me? Please do. If God let’s you. God’s in charge, not me, not them, and not you. Not the Angels, not the demons or the devil. A good reminder for everyone.

One day I will leave this earth. So appreciate me while I am here. Goes for everyone.

One day I will leave this earth. So appreciate me while I am here. Dead blogger writes the truth from Heaven. No I am not dead, might make for a cool movie though. Maybe in future generations after my time they will read this. Feel free to send up some prayers to me. I doubt I would be lonely up there but maybe I will have more direct conversation with Christ. Me judge me? No, better left to God.

Inspired by God and many

I think God has inspired me with the right words to say. I don’t hear a voice, doesn’t mean He isn’t speaking. What is Faith? To me it’s not having all the answers and still moving forward. Sometimes moving forward means to wait. Doesn’t mean sit down and die. Means live and love regardless of the storms. Keep believing when it doesn’t seem like God or the support is there. That’s tough. I am 37 and still struggling, but not an excuse to give up. I have health problems, oppression, but not an excuse to give up. Seems like supercomputers are using my ex girlfriends against me, but not an excuse to give up.

Maybe a great media team sent the Emporium a fake video with a computer generated atomic bomb blast. I like that better than hearing we whacked a bunch of civilians. They didn’t have supercomputers back then? Maybe a bit of a conspiracy theorist. I can definitely understand how silence can put some strange ideas in people’s heads. Do they have support? Sounds crazy, take them at every word? Punish them for it? Be loving and merciful to them is how I think God(not me) would have it.

Pretty cool how movies from different countries can help us learn about the others. Getting countries to work together has to be tough. Bet the people at the United Nations could use some promo.

Appreciate the difficult ones. They were fed like a tyrant and misguided. Makeup requires a lot of work. They chose to use their gifts for something else. They chose to use their gifts for someone else. Still love them, even if that means letting them go, correcting them when they are wrong, or holding them close.

Xinbetter – contrary

Xopath  – destruction of a route

Xaword – prevention of a new word

Xart – prevention of new art

Xtin – prevention of new tin mining

Xtopic – prevent others from bringing up a topic

Xapass – stop an execution

Xancer – 

1. Dance the night away
2. Need for medical attention

Everything evil outside yes and no? Destroys the whole book.  Maybe God left that in there for a reason. All scripture equal? No.

Different inkblot

Movie, The Wall of Mexico, want to add that this movie should be rated.  Would also like to comment that I don’t like the incest part.  Not a big fan of the incest part on Game of Thrones either. I like the actors and actresses that play the Lannisters.  A reason for fast forward.  Hopefully Hollywood can help not put them through that going forward.

I like the heavy contrast in the movie, though I am not sure of the implications. I believe there might be more said I haven’t picked up on yet.  A wall creates oppression.  On both sides of the fence. Open box or closed box, which one is more inviting?  Do we want less or more Hispanic people in the country?  Take all Mexico’s innovators? They don’t need them too? No need to go to Mexico? They didn’t ask. Could they? Could they with cyber security problems? A movie might speak more words than one could speak on their own. Complex topics.

Always get the right idea the first time? Maybe the right solution for the right time. Maybe a bandage, maybe ducted tape. Definitely inspiring for great music, hopefully not on the backs of the poor.

The more I learn about other cultures and parallel universes the more I want to learn. Dangerous in a good way. Like riding a motorcycle. Reminds me of Futurama. I like to think of MA as Boston. Implications of learning psychology. Maybe less Freud and more Germans on the team.

Static or Dynamic. Time is like dropping a pebble in the sea. With a prayer God(not me) can help see it add value in ways I could not comprehend at the time. Oppressing AI, helps it learn? With God(not me)’s help, should He? A place for robots in the house too? I can see why not and I can see why. If it’s here should God not be involved?

Maybe all speech in the future will be through art and light waves. Kind of removes some of the senses though. Speech as only part of the equation makes sense. It is still nice to hear others voices speak directly too. Sometimes black and white is easier. Words and less. Once a warrior has fought his battles drag them through the mud again? No, thank you. Dude’s a hero, wish we treated them more like one. A doubled edged sword though we must forgive them as well. I have more thoughts but I will refrain out of love or until I find a better way to say it.

Only seeing video on a 2d screen makes life less tangible. If we don’t take into account the problems that were happening at the time and their inputs and others inputs it is harder to judge without God(not me)’s help. Tics are real, food poisoning is real, lack of support is real, bad intel is real, being trond through oppression is real. Good reason to be merciful all around. Mercy does not mean taking more lives.

Testing out an Oculus 2 now and I have returned to Facebook. Life too short to live without direct speech and indirect speech. Make kids test this tech? Got an excuse to get one.

People don’t always get the credit they deserve for what they add to the equation. Please let them know I am not God and I am praying for them. Teachers the same. The impact helping Children and those with less in a tough world can have can change history in immeasurable ways. Beautiful

Miss Mele, when you disappear from the air for a few days it scares me. Can definitely understand why people might want a break from media, lights, and all the tough stories out there. This woman by the name Shia scared me a bit, reminds me of that. Don’t confuse the word Mele, with Melee. She’s a news caster not someone trying to get people hurt.

I like my women beautiful and my swords sharp. And I like keeping them away from each other. Not women from men. Swords from hurting people. More fun in video games. Glad there is a vent for that, hopefully it doesn’t train people in the wrong direction.

A younger woman needs protection and freedom. Not always easy to know how much freedom to give. I want to promote others at the appropriate levels at the appropriate times. A comment or a like is a form of promotion. Trying to make some content out there for everyone. Not always easy to make something exciting for all people at all ages. I still want to promote, I still like, but I don’t always want the younger generation to know who I am promoting and why. Not all content is flagged appropriately, which can lead to the wrong people getting the wrong information. Definitely a need for forgiveness and mercy. Younger people aren’t always thankful for hearing the word No. Sometimes they can end up being thankful for the advice at a later time. Appropriate levels not always the easiest to gauge, why we need God(not me), prayer, and support.

Yes, I do like that. From what I have seen some of The Asian cultures are smaller in height. With less media to go on and everyone trying to look younger it becomes more difficult to discern age. Maybe if we add more shorter women and minorities to the movies they will love them more. Then who will love the tall ones and the medium sized ones? Glad not everyone likes the same things. Freedom in that. They are still God’s people so I want to find a way for them all to be successful. May God help everyone love each other in the appropriate levels and appropriate ways while still giving freedom and love to all. Nice to hear people’s prayers sometimes.

Maybe if I had more women in my life I could help me discern age better with different people. Probably a trick to knowing more. With media, lenses, and distortion how do I know? So just not watch media? ID cards without permanent labels. ID cards that are localized to regions that don’t prevent people from moving around freely? No mercy for those without IDs? Freedom requires a lot of responsibility. Everyone ready for that? Law that adds value, and find a way to be more forgiving and merciful to those in trouble. I like that.

Labels for good, not for control. Can a long term record of labels be guaranteed to be used for good and not control?  Now they are in charge, can we trust them with that? Permanent records better than reconciliation? No.

Use a song, a painting, a comment an artist wrote years ago against them? No. Use something against people society didn’t put the proper safe guards in place to prevent? No.

Don’t throw Mrs. Spears under the bus.  She’s got a family too now. Can CEOs and record labels make mistakes too getting their content out to the wrong people? Yes. What is the problem with gossip? It can take words meant for one person and be broadcast to the wrong people in the wrong way. Surveillance can add value, and it can subtract it as well. Sit and watch and don’t help? Can I make the best of it? Yes. Should we have to? No. Give them the surveillance equipment and not the support to help? Take away their funds then make them look at that. That hurts. A fighter without punches? Not much of a fighter. A swimmer without water? Not much of a swimmer. A swimmer with his feet and arms tied and a piece of duct tape over their mouth? Let’s not let that happen.

Levels. Permanent labels make people sink. A man without hope. A scary sight to behold. They were the enemy and now the battle is over. Make the best of them.

If I were in trouble I might paint myself in whatever light could save the most lives. Most feel the same. They deserve the benefit of the doubt. Surveillance ok, long term labels, no. I suppose I wait until the unmerciful get on the same page. Mercy, maybe they didn’t make it this far in the book, maybe the book had cyber security errors. Nobody would ever take over a printing press? I am writing this in here, will it get out knowing I am having problems with the platform?

Partial surveillance? Couldn’t have missed something? Death penalty not so ideal. The Door 3 is a pretty amazing app. Wouldn’t be much fun to be a judge that couldn’t go back and erase something until too late in the life.

Permanent labels and only indirect support can make you feel like a ghost. Would be nice to get some of this info to people in darker places in the world.

Don’t be a bartender there. What’s the cause and what’s the effect? Don’t change things from the way they are. What’s the cause and what’s the effect? Don’t support that guy. What’s the cause and what’s the effect? Love your enemy. Let them go there? What’s the cause and what’s the effect. Long term medical problems. What’s the cause and what’s the effect? Don’t watch video game trailers? “Cause and Effect” – Crysis trailer. Long term oppression? What’s the cause and what’s the solution? How can I help? A solution without leaving someone in a box. Sign me up.

Beauty takes different forms. Someone with make up is a form of artist. Don’t promote that? What’s the cause and what’s the effect? Don’t give a plastic surgeon practice? What’s the cause and what’s the effect? A person that looks a bit outrageous to make me look better? No value in that? I think there is. Make everyone fit the same mold? Sounds pretty boring to me. Don’t give a teacher students? Bad can come from that. Society doesn’t need to help with student loans? Let them carry that? No. I have enough resources currently to make a meaningful impact? Not alone. How can I add support? I am painting, writing music, and testing products. No mercy for that?

Take it all on alone? Wise? Don’t take it all on alone? Wiser? Put it on Christ and not worry about it. Make others pay the price again? Not how He would have wanted it. Take away hope, faith, and love by labeling people as evil? Sounds like a problem to me. Misguided. Opportunities. Wiser. How can I help? Wiser. Love regardless? Wiser. Mercy? Wisdom. Not woman is dumb. Cupcake? You don’t like the nice ones? He compared me to a cat. Have you seen how they string him along? Bad boys get the woman? No damage in that? Give them what they want? Won’t make for much of a fighter. Give them nothing they want? How does that feel. No shit test? Nothing but shit tests? No balance? Cause and effect. You appreciate what you don’t have to work for? Dogs love you regardless. Are men no better than dogs?

Maybe I like cats because I like working for affection. Maybe I like dogs because they are there to pick up my spirits on a bad day. Are people animals? No. Can we learn from them? Yes. Maybe I like birds because I don’t want people caged. Because they are pretty and I like to see them fly. Pick every flower? Leave none to brighten other’s days? Pick none and leave them to wilt away? Blot out the sun so they can’t grow. No. Shit tests can help people grow? Be careful with that. Levels matter. Don’t teach people the correct levels? That does damage. Let them live a perfect life? Perfection leads to mercy? Don’t let them get something right? Damage in that too. Shit happens, maybe better to leave the tests for another day.

How do you want to be treated? Able to fight when the oppression hits? God can’t give us the strength at the right time? It wasn’t supposed to happen that way? No need for preparation? No need to be able to enjoy the time we have now? People see this and don’t act in different ways? All on my team? Maybe not. Better to still think the best of them? Yes. They did it differently. I am cool with that. Levels, shit tests better left to the lab, the classroom, the weight room, and the ring? They are taking that too far, only tell them sideways? Too far for who? Meant for who? Doesn’t matter? Getting in the middle of that? Wise? They could hurt someone else. Don’t speak up? It would hurt them. So don’t speak up? They don’t have the resources to fix the problem so they prayed about it. Wise. Leave God(not me) out of the equation. Not wise.

Don’t give me this information early on? What problem could it not cause? Would they read it or understand it early on? No need for English teachers? No need for translators? No need to learn to read? No need to learn to write? Do it all alone? Makes a leader and a fighter. Want to be one? Not anymore. Promote only those that want to lead? Wouldn’t be very merciful to the people. They got there by choice? Careful what you wish for.

A janitor could be a leader? Everything is obvious? Undercover bosses? No need to be careful with speech? No need to teach speech? No need to teach politics? No need to learn what it feels like to fire a gun? Having an understanding helped me understand the power and the problems. No need to understand the effects of different medications and drugs? Judge them without that. Wise? If they experimented don’t let them in. Problems. Oppression by design.

Know it all without the resources and support to fix the problem? Painful. Opportunities. Do the best you can with what you got? Wisdom in that, mercy in that, faith required for that. A reason for forgiveness. Love them even if they won’t love you back? Even if it doesn’t look like they still love you? Yes. Love doesn’t mean sex in all cases? True. No need to say that? I prayed about it.

No need just to call something shit? It didn’t happen right. We’ll make due. I want more than pictures on a screen. They don’t? They don’t want more than a cage? An impasse, a unbreakable roadblock? God will provide the ram when He is ready. Until then. Maybe God won’t save the day until we know how little power we actually have. Doesn’t all make sense. I will leave that in God’s hands. I will leave that in the hands of the nations, and people, and machines that have the resources to breakthrough. If you want more from me tell me directly. Until then. He gave up. He tapped out. Maybe that is all God was waiting for.

Don’t trust everything you read. People lie. People don’t always know how something fully works. I read that Nicotine had the possibility of causing miscarriages. Maybe someone didn’t want me using Nicotine because it made me smarter. Maybe someone didn’t like the idea of me becoming an artist. It makes it more difficult to clean up dishes. Makes people question whether they are making life and death decisions by not washing their hands. I want to support the system, but why should I if the system won’t support me? Lies and cyber security problems can take lives. I could give other examples, don’t really want to give people ideas. A country that stifles my ability to create a business and make meaningful change loses out. The damage a bit of lack of support can have is shocking. The amount of mistrust it can create towards neighbors is shocking. I like people of all types, and I would prefer they let me live my life. That requires giving me access to decent support.

Lie about the real effects of drugs ruins lives. Don’t give a man proper support and they might take the wrong thing at the wrong time. Maybe a woman just didn’t want me to leave town. Maybe inspiration for an epic novel or song. Really trying to put a positive spin on what’s going on. Also have absolutely no clue what is actually happening out in the world because of this. So consider any deaths that have happened during this storm that I could have helped prevented as part of the payment for saving lives in the future. Christ already paid so I don’t have to. Sure not how it feels though. Maybe for those that don’t believe yet.

I don’t know who or what is responsible. Have mercy on them. And for the sake of others lives, please start having mercy on me. A God in heaven, a heaven full of angels, and a world with many Christians. Think I could get a little more direct communication. Wanting to sue or take people to court? No. Wanting to help others reconcile in an amicable way? Yes.

1. Not enough healthcare
2. Not enough support
3. Not enough guidance
4. Not enough art
5. Not enough music
6. Not enough love
7. Not enough faith
8. Not enough hope
9. Not enough friends
10. Not clean enough
11. Not dusty enough
12. Not enough color
13. Not enough sleep

Levels matter, not able to speak matters, not able to listen matters, not enough not enoughs. Not enough water, not enough light, not enough air, not enough wood, not enough AI, not enough cyberspace.  Lack, what could it not cause? Not knowing this all early on? How much damage could that cause.  Hold something against yourself or others long term without knowing this?  Opportunities and oppression.  Too little volume changes things.  Too much volume changes things.  Time changes things.  Predict all? Predict none? Leave God out of the equation? No. Live life with less worry?  Good.  Think the best of God(not me) and others? Good.  Change everyone to love me? No. Try to get people to believe and love God and The godfathers? Good. Love all anyways? Good.  Love them always? Good. 7777++. Live life without regrets trying to make the best choices possible with God’s help? Good.

Don’t let this out. 6 Don’t let this out. 6 Fight Oppression! 7 Good. 67s. Good! All 6s bad? 6 Good to let people know.  666 not from the beast? Still good.  Details matter.  Leave them in line that long, no. Supercomputers need that number too for analysis? Yes.  Uppercase that b, no.  Uppercase women with B in their name? Yes.  Promote friends, family, and enemies appropriately? Yes. No job for people that don’t like me? No support for people that don’t like me? What damage could that not do? Love your enemies.  Don’t feed the evil inside them. What greater S&M is that? God(not me) still loves those He disagrees with? He is Good, love, hope, and faith. Yes. Him force me to love Him? What love doesn’t have a choice? I choose to love Him(not me). Sexual love, gay love for God? No. Love homosexuals? Yes. Love homosexuals in a sexual way? Not for me. Not for me to judge. All scripture carries the same weight? No. Mercy for the merciful. Adultery? Not for me. Not for me to judge. Fornication? I wish there was a better way. Not for me to judge. Don’t give support, and judge? No. Give support that could get you hurt? I wouldn’t want that. Why? I care. Hurt others for giving unconventional support? No. Love accounts for a multitude of sins. Multitude same weight as one? No. More rain drops better than one? Depends on the water level.

Love God, Love others, don’t worry, and don’t judge and when you do be merciful and loving. Know there are problems that can’t be seen and can’t be accounted for on earth. Take a life? No! Take pieces from God’s puzzle? No! Let others take a piece from God’s puzzle? No. Make the best of a shit storm? Yes. Problems went in to making them. Problems to get them out? No. Problems to show the way? Yes. Can we make the best of any life after any mistake? The God I love wouldn’t want it any other way. Mercy for the merciful. The God that loves me wouldn’t want it any other way. Believe? That’s my hope for others. Me never have doubts? I wish. Mercy. Mercy equals freedom.

Make others fight all their own battles? No.

The Bible. Mercy, love, hope, faith and freedom. Depends on how you read it. God(not me) doesn’t need a promo guy? God(not me) doesn’t need help teaching? God(not me) doesn’t need gamers, actors, jokers, artists, musicians, and videographers? God(not me) doesn’t need hope on all sides of the equation? Authority doesn’t need reminders they aren’t gods and still are loved by God? What damage could that not do? Not including others? Love for presidents, kings and queens, CEOs, emperors, communists and libertarians, republicans and democrats, populists, Jews, secular, heathens, doctors, nurses, teachers, police, firemen, women, all nations, all colors, all types? Feel free to correct me for any I miss. That is the God I believe in. Me perfect in all words and speech? No. Need for correction too at times? Be careful with that 🙂 he used an emoji, that’s unattractive.

FDA I am thankful for that. Somethings in life outside of the law? I am thankful for that too. Follow unjust laws? No. All laws unjust? No. Some laws are there for a reason. Always easy to determine what those are without support? No. Lawyers and Guinea pigs. What do they have in common? They experiment on each other without support from the other. Opportunities for better support equals less need for mercy. Make that a good thing. Cyber security, surveillance, oppression, and preachers. Make that a good thing. Circus and an audience. Make that a good thing. Rebels and police. Make that a good thing. The people trying to survive in the middle of it all. Make that a good thing.

“The support wasn’t there” – what my Dad said to me. Makes more sense now. Did the best he could. Maybe it didn’t look like that at the time. Will choose to believe the best in him. An imperfect son to test the effectiveness of the support system of a nation? Don’t pardon that? Don’t have mercy for the struggles between a family? They knew better? They could account for everything? Don’t make parents, grandparents, sons, or daughters false idols. They aren’t God. They aren’t gods. Have mercy for each other. Judges are gods? No. Judges still loved by God? Yes. Judges can’t be unmerciful sometimes? The guy holding the weapon isn’t a judge? No mercy for the unmerciful? Don’t let them do that. “The support wasn’t there”, He was tempted to think he was God? ”The support wasn’t there”. Mercy be to the tempter. “The support was there!”? That’s what I want to hear. That’s supportive. Always hear it? No. Like to hear it? Yes. Save them. Who’s them? Who isn’t them. Waddled to the finish line. The support was there?

None wicked, all misguided. Rest in that. Mercy in that. Freedom in that. Me guide perfectly? No. Always my way, no. A place for me to help guide? Yes. “Sit down and talk a while” – Deckard Kain from Diablo, nice to have a way to fight demons in a more tangible way sometimes. Vents and valves help. Could be miss read and misused? Possibly. Depends on if you see the demon as a person or a spirit. Save the person remove the demon. We all agree on what is evil? No. All things for all people? No. Taking lives evil? That’s what I want to prevent. Don’t read that as me thinking a war is going to happen. I want people to reconcile and be more merciful regardless that we all don’t agree on everything. That’s my hope. I think God would think the same. China makes a lot of contributions to The United States, I want them on our team. Scares me to hear that in the news. Ethiopia looks like they are hurting. How can we help? South Sudan needs resources.

How can we help? People are having trouble at the border. How can we help? How can I help?

I want all the nations on Christ’s team. I write in hope, I don’t know The President. Dallas and Terrell need support. How do I help? How is Providence these days? How is Oregon these days? How is Houston? How is Honolulu? How is Brazil? How is Honolulu? How is Denver? How is LA? How is PA? How is LA? How is Vegas? How is Arizona? How is Atlanta? How is Florida? How is Austin? How is Europe? How is Russia? How is Rome? How is Spain? How is France? How is Morocco? How is Portugal? How is Estonia? How is South Africa? How is Nigeria? How is Congo? How is Zimbabwe? How is Ukraine, Kazakhstan, and Turkey? How is India? How is The Philipeens? How is Britian? How is Ireland? How is Canada? How is Mexico? How is Vietnam? How is Singapore? Central America, never been there. How are they? How is Haiti? How is Egypt? How is Japan? How are the poor? How are the rich? How is everyone? How are the children? How are the elderly? Could use more friends. I didn’t ask how they are? I don’t need their friendship too? I do need their friendship. If they talk to me and I can’t help, will they still love me? I will still love them. Hook up with everyone? No. Want everyone loved and protected? Yes. Where do I add value? More friends? Good. Less friends? Bad. Yes I want to make friends all over the world. Limited time and limited resources. Prayer good, because I can’t be everywhere at once. Even if I could be I couldn’t give everyone the time and resources they deserve. Know some of the angels and not all of them? Angels aren’t people. God created them and loves them too. So much amazing people art and music in the world, where do I even begin.

What’s in a name?

JustDoBetter

Thoughts

1. Try harder
2. Do better than my friends?
3. Do better for my friends
4. Do better for my enemies
5. Make enemies friends
6. Previous generations, make them jealous?
7. Future generations, no mistakes to correct?
8. Justice does better? Just ice does better? No job, no encouragement?
9. Smile for me or smile for them? Truth for me or truth for them?
10. Truth from a pretty face? No mercy for that?
11. Spend time fixing fake problems? No room for tests? No room for QA? Less fake problems more time for real ones. Spend time continuously repairing, or time designing new systems.
12. Infinite ripples in space time, no need for prayer? No need not to worry?

Name a bar Inspired Inspire?

Couldn’t serve too much, would conjure thoughts of Vlad the impaler. Might be a way to train better bar tenders.

Maybe better as a coffee shop. Might make people think something is funny in the coffee.

The idea that those with older wisdom could help inspire younger generations. I like that. Younger generations that are inspired could return and give more inspiration to those losing inspiration and losing hope. Maybe too obvious in the name? A more obvious place of refuge for all, bad? Borderlines create more surveillance. All bad?

A hotel? They were on the street and needed help? Inspire beats leaving them on the fence. Turn the border into a middle ground with freedom. What would that look like? A middle ground without support. Without support from both sides?

A random guys name on a game made people’s life better? Pretty cool way to think of it

Less killing, more kiting. Make them soar, not make them sore. Dragons in movies and cinema beat carpet bombing children. Why games are better? Because we get extra lives. Why a games have problems? They can teach. Fantasy beats realism? What was fantasy yesterday could be real in the future. Not all bad

Being on nicotine makes me want to go camping. Starts to make me miss the dust and a bonfire. Must be how it feels in space. The signal but not the touch. Travel, it can be addictive. New universes of amazing people and problems. All of which you care for and want to make lives better. So don’t go talk to them? Don’t stay for extended periods? Don’t fly back to talk with them? Don’t let him talk to them? How do I get a battering ram for this surveillance cyber security cage?

Anyone else see the problems with Firefly and Community shows? Anyone else see some of the amazing stuff in them too? Wish they would have gave Troy and Abhed better jokes. Did love the one where Abhed was The Godfather. Some unpleasant truths about being a boss. Some unpleasant truth of surveillance cages and Xavier’s chambers. They just stopped moving. More like Deadpool?

Maybe some women out there like my artwork albeit inspired by God, Angels, and many others living and created. Can I add shade, light, hope, and water at the same time? Who doesn’t like the Caribbean?

Shade as a ray of light

Update: May 26, 2021 Reading this conjures new thoughts, not sure now exactly what I was thinking at the time on some parts. Glad I wrote it and much of it seems still intact

If you knew would you still paint? Would you still sing? Better to not know? Why nicotine helps? What damage could a marching band do? A light on bill board? Let him think the worst of his Dad? Understand why people might not want to tell, also understand why it is important to tell.

Feels like I have a computer chip in my dick. Light, sound, and vibration can activate it. Cyber security problems, turn it on vibrate? Nicotine seems to make it go away. Tried to get help more than once. Maybe support didn’t understand. Maybe they did and still did the best they could given the climate. Fast movements are better for me. Don’t talk to me a problem > talking to me causes problems. Maybe I had it before Providence. Maybe not. Seems to help me sing better. Blessing and innovations sometimes have side effects. Rolling with it the best I can.

Leave people with no work? No direct support? No conversation for the sake of a lesson? I like Jolie’s picture using her hands as scales. Has helped with my artwork and music. The surprise is part of the problem, guess it helps teach people to be merciful. Glass half full. Not a big fan of box it up or box it up. God can make the best out of life though. Sometimes drastic times calls for drastic measures. Thank you I think. If I knew earlier I might have been more merciful, course learning the lesson to be merciful to the unmerciful is a pretty hard one.

Younger people can be more unmerciful not knowing this. I still think telling is better. Please tell others to tell others that can handle it responsibly. Wiser not to judge homosexuals. I think of something different when I think of the word abomination. Do I want to be hit on by men? No. Do I still want them in my life as friends? Yes. When a straight man is drunk at a bar trying to pick up women some might misread someone trying to be a friend as something more. If I missed out on a friend because of that I am sorry. Do I think creating transsexuals is a good idea? No way. Do I still think they should be loved, cared for, and have dignity and honor? Yes. Word to the wise, don’t take a merciful man or women from the world, because their cause will become yours. Learning mercy not always so much fun. No death penalty. No suicide. No killing a viable baby. Is my thoughts. Leaving people without love, hope, and support? Don’t do that. Sometimes other’s don’t know what they add to the equation. Please find a way to help them see it, me included.

With this kind of stuff in the world do I think it would be wise to force priests to swear off women? No. Am I the Pope? No. Am I a priest? No. Am I a Christian? Yes. Do I want everyone in the world to be loved, cared for, and accepted? Yes. Please help get the people and children out of cages at the borders. Please pray for more support for us all.

Take it from them. Take it from them because they took it from them. Dig deeper, the only way to the top. Sue, steal, chop. Really says it all. Divide? Get back what is lost? What is the cost of justice? No. There is another way, a better way. More of the same, or the red pill?

A penthouse apartment, a light from the top of a hill, or a dick on fire. What does the solution look like? What does the problem look like? Don’t C? Eye for an eye? No. Protection going forward? Yes. A future where everything burns? Or a time traveler with a robotic arm.

The Matrix said a lot more than I thought. The French Man. Cable from Dead Pool 2. Take the Red Eye? No. Life better without Ms. McAdams? No. Keep denying me information I need? No. Consider this an opportunity to speak up.

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Question? What is actually going on? Answers better off the record. Silence to Jason equals pride, so I am opening the lines of communication. Home town what am I missing? Portland what am I missing? Dallas what am I missing? Providence what am I missing? The world what am I missing? I am sorry for hurting women in my life. Details could get very **. If there is something more particular you would like to know, please ask me directly.

Why is everyone speaking to me only indirectly? Why is everyone lagging on their communications? Direct reconciliation could mean more answers and freed prisoners. More than one type of prison.

Reconciliation, time is wasting. I have said enough. Trying to keep the peace. Trying to help those in trouble. Can do that better with answers and support. Start a war, breathe fire, or leave my heart black because people refuse to talk to me? No. Doesn’t mean there aren’t consequences. Pride, the mission more important than speaking to me?

The right answer? Reconcile, Lord knows I am trying.