Thoughts

Let’s be honest, people that care about me should tell me what’s up.  I can woddle my way into the truth or people can help me out.  A direct conversation can save years of heartache.  Not everyone has the right words to say to each other but it’s likely somewhere on the earth somebody does.  When we throw up walls between each other and sit in self righteous indignation souls are lost.  Silence can cost lives.  No organization should use silence as their entry mechanism.  People that throw up road blocks in my life are not helping.  Years of this shit on my life is enough.  Years of the pain you all have caused my family is enough.  If you have something to say to me say it, don’t push me around sideways because it can cost lives.  There are more than direct ways to say things and I understand that.  It does not cancel the need for direct conversation.  If you have a problem with me say it.

If you keep your child at home they might be protected but lives might be lost by the lives they could have influenced for the better.  If you let your child in the world they could save lives, take lives, or be taken.  Life is rolling the dice.  Given that fact and that everyone in it is rolling the dice, not instilling forgiveness, mercy, and reconciliation is a mistake.  I have been beaten, drugged, and terrorized.  Had my situations shifted without my consent.  I am still alive until God takes me.  Each day is a new day and everyone deserves more chances while they are breathing.  Forgiveness and reconciliation usually requires taking a hit on pride and protectionism.  Forgive someone they might come back to bite you later.  Don’t and someone else still might.  God is in control and petty squabbles might make us miss the axe above our head.  Forgive and reconcile quickly.  Tomorrow is not gaurunteed and festering anger can scale up problems for everyone.  The Bible teaches this, sometimes it is hard to related to words spoken years ago


Don’t confuse my ability to put up with shit as me liking it.  I do like attitude. Not shitty attitude.  Attitude that lets people speak up when they know something isn’t right, attitude that tells me where I am wrong, attitude that lets people not be afraid to show who they really are, attitude that protects the little guy when no one else will, attitude that refrains from saying what they could to protect someone.  Attitude that saves, attitude that fights for the better for all.  If we demonize people for the pitches they miss, they stop stepping up to the plate.  I like home runs.  I like goals.  I like touchdowns.  I like people working together to help solve each other’s problems.  Probably best to keep people in the loop so you don’t step on each other’s toes.  It is nice to make things a surprise sometimes that said well meaning people’s individual actions can be in the right place and the combination can have unintended side effects.

Younger generations don’t always have this wisdom. This world is tough and when you are fighting to survive gaining wisdom isn’t always the primary goal. It is imperative on people that have wisdom to share it with each other and for those that listen to help find a way to speak it to others in the community. Not out of judgement and condemnation, not from a high horse of moral superiority, but humility and love. I understand the want not to overburden and sometimes a light touch is not enough. If people don’t think you care about them wisdom is muted. If you are going to drink leave the keys at home. Excessive drinking wrecks relationships and causes people to say things and make decisions they wish they hadn’t. If you prevent a man from achieving his goals he might turn to the bottle. Don’t toy with on and off relationships, you are nobodies doormat. Don’t modulate each others support networks, misery lies down that path. Don’t put your faith in the wrong people, you might not know their situation – so don’t have your life be a product of their control. Call people on their shit. Thank God for unanswered prayers – though my heart kind of half believes that one. How do we claim to care about people when we are supposed to be cool with them leaving our lives. I am glad it didn’t work out, I am not sure we could have been friends, and I lost a friend. Something being good and dark at the same time. Fighting for ones country is beautiful and honorable and seeing your friends die or suffer life long injuries from a war isn’t pretty – or so I imagine not ever experiencing war myself. My war was trying to speak up when being made out to be crazy, and trying to survive the storm of being on the street. Having my status constantly shifted all while having some of the people I wanted by my side never give me the time of day. I try to imagine the best, covert operations that prevented people from having real conversations with me, and at the end of the day I am still alone. On the plus side, someone that never trusted me enough to tell me the truth could have never made me truly happy. Don’t make someone the tool of a ten year long investigation without speaking with them directly. One person disappearing hurts, people disappearing over and over really hurts. People on the sidelines matter too. The job isn’t done if their life is left in shambles. Can’t rewrite the past but we can try and repair it where we have failed.

If you are given two options that aren’t right and have enough time, find a side door. Planning in advance saves lives. We don’t always have enough time and if I failed I am sorry for that. Being beaten like a piñata made me untrusting and I waited a little too long.

I don’t need to be President. I hope some of the words I have been inspired to write have a positive effect. God, The Bible, tons of artwork (including various industries and sports), and my life experiences all contribute. Hopefully it is a light to someone out there.

A letter to someone who might seem too skinny

Let me first say I think you are beautiful and I don’t have all the answers. I am far from perfect, and I am the product of a broken support network. I have been unfairly labeled as mentally ill for trying to tell the truth. I wanted to share my thoughts though they might be annoying.

My first thought would be bulimia. Doesn’t mean it is the right thought. People that are closer to the situation probably have better insight. How to actually help when people don’t want help is difficult. How to help when support networks can’t be trusted is difficult. Is it wiser in this case not to get involved? Possibly. Getting involved might be the right choice and at the same time have a potential for backlash. Hope she has a father that is looking out for her. The way she talks seems more interested in discrediting the comments than explaining her body type is different. This seems to be a cause for concern. Could also be lack of resources or addiction. Could be factors that I can’t comprehend.

Now if I posted this comment would I add value or subtract? Her words say keep the conversation open but her tone sounds like she doesn’t want discussion. “Remember my door is always open, please shut it on your way out.” – Better Off Ted

So maybe the first comment should be? Do you have a support network you can trust? If she doesn’t is she going to say she doesn’t? Probably not. If she thinks she could have one would she want one. I would think so, who doesn’t want people they can truly trust in their life? Some are burned and jaded so badly they might think they are past positive interactions. How do people add value to that? I don’t have the answer to that, maybe someone that has been through it would be better equipped to discuss. This mentality by the masses fuels apathy. Apathy by the masses reinforces the jade. Damned if you do damned if you don’t, possibly. Those that lack humility and would prefer to harbor resentment are more easily jaded. No reconciliation and no forgiveness equals no peace. Who really wants to tell someone that is already hurting and jaded this? Would someone that truly cares about her omit this? No.

This is like pulling out a tooth that is infected without novicane. Temporary pain could save a life. Though depending on the backlash could be incredibly hurtful. “Right or happy, take your pick“

This is not saying I have any of this right. Maybe you could help tell me where I am wrong. I am a man who is small and I use nicotine because people are preventing me from getting proper healthcare. Last I am a believer in God and do have doubts at times, the God I believe in loves you and wants you to be happy

New tech

Technology that signs an email as a personalized response.  Law against mass emails from using this.  One inbox that is for advertisements and one for personal correspondence.

Force emails to be labeled as

Personal

Emergency

Marketing

Adult content 

Where we are headed is body cams for everyone.  Too much surveillance can be a tool for oppression.  Not sure the answer to it, maybe everyone should at least know they are being watched.  Doesn’t really make me want to try.  Makes sense.  Surveillance can wreck lives and create unfair advantage in business.

Not always about who is in charge, sometimes it is about who is further down the line.

There is a way to save people without making my life miserable.

Even in a society where everyone gets the same paychecks, God doesn’t give everyone the same gifts.  People that are limited wish to unlimited themselves.  If we don’t give proper avenues for progression in society people will likely try other avenues.  Not everyone in trouble feels they can speak up.  We know we have it better than some though mediocre is crippling in its own right.  An appreciation for things not being worse and a hope for something better than status quo.

A true friend would tell me this directly.  Food might be more important than a keyboard or guitar.  But that keyboard or guitar might help you feel less trapped.  Who doesn’t want a ticket out of oppression?  Who wants to leave their family in it?  If working in the proper channels leaves you in the thick of it is it not reasonable to expect people to resort to improper channels?  Can’t really follow your dreams without healthcare. I am not this countries pen and paper.  We don’t rob people’s healthcare because we don’t agree with them.  The evil exists for a reason, and evil people can take advantage of this.  Corruption corrupts.  Execuses for excusing a man.

When you are tested enough, you might chalk the real up to another test.  See the problem?  Less support equals more problems.  More tribes should mean more support and not more division.  The appearance of an agency that can support and actually can’t support creates more problems than it solves.  Defunding the police likely ends with the appearance of a support network that can help when in fact it cannot.  Oppression in policing creates the exact same problem.  So the answer is remove corruption and fund the police.  A merciless system is oppressive and therefore corrupt.  A problem shifts from being a problem for the few to a problem for the masses.  A big problem we face is those that control the tics control the system.  That is oppression.  When withholding support healthcare and otherwise is used as a weapon, we all suffer.

Public healthcare for all and a stroke of the pen to end companies that abuse it. 

Yeah if we left Venezuela like this, we have it coming.

Why are no candidates talking about how we can help China during a pandemic?  They save countless lives with all the money they lone us and when shit hits the fan we blame them. WTF?

Canada has too long of lines in public healthcare.  Maybe instead of throwing out the idea we use American Engineering and know how to help make it better.  They profit we profit we all profit.  There are problems like forced vaccinations and corruption in the system.  Do we destroy the system or make it better?  I like more time not less for everyone.  So fixing problems is a lot cheaper than wholesale repeal and replace.  I realize I am not DaVinci and with hubris any system can be turned for evil.  That said people can’t tell me the current state of affairs is better.  Crippled support system and crippled environment is its own death machine.

Is killing one man on death row worth the amount of corruption it adds to the system? I don’t think so. I realize some people might be a danger to society and we need to protect society. We don’t do that by killing unarmed men. Vengeance leads to more bloodshed.

New tech

New tech

Technology that signs an email as a personalized response.  Law against mass emails from using this.  One inbox that is for advertisements and one for personal correspondence.

Force emails to be labeled as

Personal

Emergency

Marketing

Adult content 

Where we are headed is body cams for everyone.  Too much surveillance can be a tool for oppression.  Not sure the answer to it, maybe everyone should at least know they are being watched.  Doesn’t really make me want to try.  Makes sense.  Surveillance can wreck lives and create unfair advantage in business.

Not always about who is in charge, sometimes it is about who is further down the line.

There is a way to save people without making my life miserable.

Even in a society where everyone gets the same paychecks, God doesn’t give everyone the same gifts.  People that are limited wish to unlimited themselves.  If we don’t give proper avenues for progression in society people will likely try other avenues.  Not everyone in trouble feels they can speak up.  We know we have it better than some 1 though mediocre is crippling in its own right.  An appreciation for things not being worse and a hope for something better than status quo.

A true friend would tell me this directly.  Food might be more important than a keyboard or guitar.  But that keyboard or guitar might help you feel less trapped.  Who doesn’t want a ticket out of oppression?  Who wants to leave their family in it?  If working in the proper channels leaves you in the thick of it is it not reasonable to expect people to resort to improper channels?  Can’t really follow your dreams without healthcare. I am not this countries pen and paper.  We don’t rob people’s healthcare because we don’t agree with them.  The evil exists for a reason, and evil people can take advantage of this.  Corruption corrupts.  Execuses for excusing a man.

When you are tested enough, you might chalk the real up to another test.  See the problem?  Less support equals more problems.  More tribes should mean more support and not more division.  The appearance of an agency that can support and actually can’t support creates more problems than it solves.  Defunding the police likely ends with the appearance of a support network that can help when in fact it cannot.  Oppression in policing creates the exact same problem.  So the answer is remove corruption and fund the police.  A merciless system is oppressive and therefore corrupt.  A problem shifts from being a problem for the few to a problem for the masses.  A big problem we face is those that control the tics control the system.  That is oppression.  When withholding support healthcare and otherwise is used as a weapon, we all suffer.

The Amber Party

The Amber Party

All human life is precious and should be protected.

I like Democrats care about the poor and the environment and want good healthcare for all.  I like that Republicans are Pro Life and help promote business.

Human life is more valuable than money and too valuable to lose to abortion.

The death penalty should be done away with.  There is a time to kill – not after a threat has been neutralized.  There are 100+ ways to fix a problem without ending a life and we need great minds working together to actually solve problems.

Society has a propensity for devaluing some in society.  We need this to stop.  Think this is from Better Off Ted, everyone is someone’s child or mother or father.  We need to promote this in every way in society.  God has given us all gifts and different pieces of the puzzle.  A puzzle with missing pieces is not fun.

Current parties are creating division and strife in a world that needs to work together to make life better for all.  The acknowledgment that this could easily fall into hubris needs to be noted.  Even if we don’t fly too close to the sun that doesn’t mean future generations will not.  The acknowledgment that problems and serious problems can occur and should be guarded against is not a sign of weakness and taking that into account we choose to press forward.

Healthcare is a basic necessity for a fair playing field.  We invest in roads but we don’t invest in the health of the people that drive on those roads?  Their lives and the lives of others are more valuable than the roads they drive on.  Good roads and infrastructure are things we can all benefit from.  Technology and cyber security are the roads of the future and should be safe for all to drive on.

We don’t strive to hurt or demean our enemies.  We do everything in our power to help magnify the good and help give them a road forward from the bad.  We don’t make those that disagree with us out to be crazy or resort to destructive tactics to hamstring them.

We don’t strive for war yet to protect others from genocide or oppressive destruction we will use every tool in our arsenal.  The sword should be the last tool and even then zip ties and a van transport to a prison is preferable. We will give our enemies the benefit of the doubt that they have been brainwashed and might not have had an easy way out.  Life is precious, even one life lost can dramatically change history.  So if we can do anything to save them we do it.  We also need to constantly check the oppression in our own system.  Delivering someone from one oppressive brainwashing to society does not make better people.  We help people achieve their full potential while protecting others.  This is vital for breaking the cycle.

We don’t devalue our country and don’t fail to acknowledge where it has failed.  Slavery and Imperialism has cost lives and caused unimaginable human suffering.  We have also helped stop genocides and saved many precious lives.  Being able to see where we have been helps us better understand how to move forward.  Our society has done great things and terrible things.  Magnify the good and repair the bad to the best of our ability moving forward.  The one in the ghetto, the one in the country, the one in the skyscraper, the one on the boat scrapping to get by and get here we love and value.  We all work together and our children can see that by working past our differences to move forward together we can achieve far more than going to war with each other.

I realize the Jurassic Park reference here.  By protecting everyone we could be allowing TRex DNA to be a potential in the future.  My hope is great and humble people of the future will be able to account for this.

Healthcare is more important than intellectual property.  Those that venture into medical technology should be driven by solving the worlds problems and not driving a profit.  We as people should reward and promote those that aspire in this way.  I don’t like becoming useless because of new technologies so as society changes people like myself need a way forward.  That does not mean we should prevent technologies that could solve problems for the world from being easily accessible to all.  We have the ability to make 3D prints now and my teeth are terrible.  This should not be.  If we sit on technologies that can save lives blood is on our hands. 

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Engine that turns a car into a helicopter

Luggage rack to fold out quadcopter

How many good ideas lost because of bad money and bad people in production lines?  How many good ideas because someone different wasn’t allowed a voice at the table?  A gay man, a middle eastern woman, the guy nobody paid attention to in Russia, the enuich, the list goes on and on.

Some regulations that help protect lives in the short term can destroy more in the long term.  What happened to the Elio?  A high MPG car that can help save the environment.  Why do people not rally around good ideas to help each other out?  We claim to aspire to a God that loves people.  Why is that not what I see?  We can make excuses all day long of why people are unfit or unworthy for knowledge.  We can leverage good ideas to limit others.  Who wants engineers feeling broken and forgotten?  Or anyone for that matter?  Just because one person doesn’t have all the ideas doesn’t make them any less valuable to have at the table.  Want people to believe in God?  Fix this shit.  How many people just decide fuck it, why should I help a society that doesn’t want my voice at the table.  How many people have said this to me directly?  None directly, maybe because their voices were extinguished from the table.  How many fires set as roadblocks?  Christians that leave their brother in silence.  Maybe oppression is why nobody speaks up.  We claim to be better.  USA greatness and USA pride are inversely proportional.  Pride and Greed prevents us from acknowledging our faults.  It is not to say The USA can’t be a light to the world.  We can do some amazing things we just have to realize that protecting our image doesn’t always protect us.  Protecting ourselves and letting the world suffer isn’t protecting us.  Maybe if our politicians didn’t have tics and bloat ware installed without their permission, they could govern effectively.  The truth? Pride and protectionism gets our brothers and sisters killed all over the world.

Jason is too short so love the one you got because he might get run over or he might get shot.  A little parody on Sublime.

Everyone in the world and above it your voice matters and don’t let anyone make you think otherwise.  A Society that loves a man doesn’t leave him in his parents house with his crotch lit up at 37 with no hope for work.

I see no need for the death penalty.  Everyone eventually dies, and to be truly just the society that helped make the monster would have to be held to account.  Seeing as I am not God and can’t see everything, I couldn’t justly take another’s life.  An unarmed man in a prison cell could be dangerous but that is why guards have weapons.

So no executions approved, not for the man on death row, not for the baby in the womb, not for the man or woman contemplating suicide.  God decides when people die, not us.  Death is permanent, life is full of possibilities.  We have a responsibility to fill those possibilities with Hope and not blott out the sun.  Tell people where they are wrong and don’t use that as an excuse not to help them back up.  Protect each other.  Judgement and answers go ass to ass.  More judgement equals less answers.  Pride lends itself to judgement.  Answers save time and lives.  Do you want to know why or do you want to possibly see the wrong person suffer for what you don’t understand.  Unless your ready to die by the same oppression they faced or mistakes of your own life, don’t be willing to take an unarmed man’s life.  Death penalty is eye for eye at best.  At worse it is taking an innocent person’s life.  If the world were full of angels and a perfect system there would be many less bodies in the ground.  A barbaric system isn’t a light or example for anyone.

For those hurting, I always need another friend and remember you are not alone.  Having multiple women while another man has none doesn’t really seem fair.  Being put on hold for a woman like a stapler isn’t fair either (Better Off Ted) – she doesn’t really want me but she doesn’t like the idea of someone else banging around on me.  Making multiple woman share one car doesn’t seem wise. Though I suppose sharing is caring.  Can’t blame people for making do with what they have or finding creative ways to combat an oppressive system.  My guess is those systems might lend itself more to the temporary.  Keeping one woman happy is difficult.

Our society lights men’s crotches up and sticks them in cages without shower curtains.  Fixing that oppression seems more valuable than throwing up road blocks to gay marriages.  Yes I believe God intended marriage to be between a man and a woman.  No if I were gay I wouldn’t want someone making the cake for my wedding that didn’t want to make it and hasn’t seen the same level of oppressions I have seen in society.  Don’t underplay corporate mistakes and environmental factors in adding to that.  Sometimes fixing a problem causes more problems than it solves.  So I would prefer to live and let live and keep the government out of people’s bedrooms.  I believe in the case of abortion unborn lives should be protected.  I do believe there are cases that a woman live is endangered and should be left in the hands of doctors.  The guiding principle should be to protect life.  I do believe law should set an example.  So if killing unborn is legal the option might seem viable.  I don’t believe this way on homosexuality.  I believe saving lives is more important than telling someone who they can sleep with.  Combining killing unborn with making the choice necessary to save a pregnant woman’s life into one word is not right.  Obfuscation can allow evil to exists.  Important to remember though that even if we fix one side of an equation it doesn’t mean The Devil won’t try the other side.  If The Devil can’t keep killing the unborn he might try and scale up oppression against mothers who made a mistake.  So a Society that outcasts a pregnant woman will be held to account for the part they play.  Not trying to encourage unwanted pregnancies.  Once a mistake is made we learn from it and move forward together in love.  Society plays a role in all of this.  I like bikinis and lingerie though they can be advertising to bad choices.  I don’t want woman feeling like they have to wear head scarves if they don’t want to either.  Modesty shouldn’t be looked down upon.  I can understand if people want to keep their shining star for themselves.  Too many contenders can block each other out.

I wish our news channels had local broadcasts for national news.  How can we say elections are fair if people have to pay to stay informed.

The same thing that applies to a baby applies to the person on death row.  Due to the storm of life they haven’t achieved all God meant them to be.  An oppressive society try’s to tell them they are no longer valuable.  They give them excuses for why they are not good enough to live.  Just like the person left in the dust or to freeze out in the wilderness.  I will say if the fight for the unborn creates a revelation of something this beautiful, how can the child in the womb not add value to this world?  Life is God’s love.  If we had a better system how many lives could be saved.  If just one, it would be worth it.  Just because the story is still unwritten yet, doesn’t mean it is any less beautiful or valuable.  Why give to an unknown orphanage of 3 stars?  Because the place without 5 stars might need more help.  Maybe I will never get to see the value I add, doesn’t mean it isn’t there.  Let’s make sure the forgotten and outcast isn’t a special club, where we have to be forgotten and outcast to join.  He didn’t go through enough to be one of us and they will never talk to him if we do.

What does porn tell you about a man’s life?  He isn’t perfect, perfect robots don’t need porn.  Could he be a doctor trying to check up on the less fortunate, possibly.  Does he have enough options in his life?  Thinking the best in others my guess would be no.  If people had better routes would porn be their first choice?  Probably not.  Stuck in a dessert waiting for battle is it wise to leave a person hard up for sex?  My guess is no as well.  Is he taking the low road when he should be taking the high road?    Possibly.  Are people putting up road blocks in his life?  Probably.  Is it natural for a man to want a wife and crave human interaction? Yes.  Is virtual the best route?  Depends.  Is it right to wreck a mans life for the road block societies put in his way? No.  If a society wants to get rid of someone they disagree with, could they put these roadblocks in his life intentionally?  Wait you mean that happens, yes.  Could virtual interactions leave more room for error than strip clubs? Yes.  Do words in a virtual environment feel less hurtful than those in a non virtual environment? No.  Could a virtual environment be used as a training simulation to get people hurt?  Yes.  Could a virtual environment be used as a training simulation to save lives?  Yes.  Technology is power, and power is technology.

Once we defeat the Nazi’s do we decide it’s our turn to get ours?  Or do we chalk it up to a power crazed mad man that was pumped full of drugs and a society that let oppression win out over free speech.  German Engineering is beautiful, you don’t stomp a beautiful flower after you have saved it from Tyranny.  Doesn’t mean you don’t correct it where it went wrong.  How many have died because of technologies?  How many have lived because of technologies?  Roman civilization murdered many.  The Huns murdered many. We don’t punish future generations for the mistakes of the past.  We learn from the past and we make the future better for all, not just some.  Granted I say this from a position of oppression but there are others in much worse situations than me.  They would probably have been pushed past their breaking point.  We need to find a way to lead those back to seeing the light at the end of the tunnel.  Though with some of what I have seen in the world I am not sure I would have the words without a lot of help from God.  If I get pushed past my breaking point, please lead me back to seeing the light at the end of the day.  Make it what it should have been, not the result of what has been.  That is the God I believe in.  Greater than what anyone could accomplish on his own.  I will fail at times.  Not The Godfather. A Godfather to my nieces.

God has allowed the Devil to test me continuously for years on end.  When do I get answers and when does it end?

Did our check bounce?

Fair++ PA

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자비도 예외도 없는 제도는 억압으로 이어진다. 억압적인 시스템은 공정하지 않습니다. 너무 많은 예외가 있는 시스템은 무너지고 모두에 대한 자비가 줄어듭니다. 예외가 있는 시스템이 공정하다는 생각은 모순됩니다. 시스템은 대중을 달래기 위해 공정하다고 주장합니다. “진정으로 정의로운 사람보다 무서운 것은 없습니다.” 잔액이 있는 시스템은 이를 설명해야 합니다. 한 무리의 사람들은 예외가 소수에게 주어진다는 것을 깨닫게 될 것입니다. 시스템이 그들을 부당하게 대우했다는 사실을 깨닫고 반란을 일으키고 싶어할 것입니다. 사람들이 너무 낮아지는 것을 방지하기 위한 안전망은 사람들을 도울 뿐만 아니라 이러한 일이 발생하는 비율을 방지하기 때문에 매우 중요합니다.

A system that has no mercy or exceptions leads to oppression.  An oppressive system is not fair.  A system with too many exceptions collapses and reduces mercy for all.  The idea that a system with exceptions is fair is contradictory.  A system claims to be fair to appease the masses.  “Nothing is scarier than a truly just man”.  A system with balance must account for this.  A group of people will realize that exceptions are given to few.  Realizing the system has treated them unjustly will want to revolt.  Safety nets to prevent people from getting too low are vital, not only because they help people but to prevent the rate at which this happens.  

불일치를 보는 사람들은 자비가 그들에게도 주어질 것이라고 믿는다면 더 관대할 것입니다. 무자비한 손길을 받은 사람들은 이 지식을 활용할 가능성이 높습니다. 전원에는 일반적으로 두 가지 옵션이 있습니다. 그들을 접대에 넣거나 그들의 능력을 제한하십시오. 그들을 데려오는 것도 위험하고, 그들을 내보내는 것도 위험합니다. 권력은 그들이 위협으로 여기는 집단 간의 커뮤니케이션에 분열을 일으키려고 할 수도 있습니다. 위협의 실체가 근거 없는 힘이라 할지라도 예측하기를 좋아한다. 문제를 보고 고칠 수 없는 사람들은 문제를 해결하기 위해 문제를 확장하려고 할 수 있습니다. 분단은 노동계급을 유지하기 위한 도구이다. 모든 사람이 왕이 될 수 있는 지식이 있다면 누구나 왕이 되고 싶어할 것입니다. 사람들이 서로 싸우고 있고 가시성이 부족하면 원하는 것을 할 수 있는 더 많은 자유가 있습니다. 진정한 자유는 선을 위한 힘이나 악을 위한 힘이 될 수 있습니다. 둘 다 약간일 가능성이 큽니다.

People that see inconsistencies will be more forgiving if they believe mercy will be the hand they are dealt as well.  Those that have been dealt an unmerciful hand are likely to capitalize on this knowledge.  Power generally has two options.  Bring them into the fold or limit their capabilities.  Bringing them in is a risk and leaving them out is a risk.  Power might try to sow division in communications between groups of people they see as a threat.  Even if the reality of a threat is unfounded power likes to predict.  People that see a problem and can’t fix it might try to scale it up so the problem is addressed.  Division is a tool to keep a working class.  If everyone had the knowledge to be king everyone might want to be.  If people are fighting each other and lack visibility power has more freedom to do what it wishes.  True freedom can be power for good or power for evil.  Most likely a bit of both.

내가 하는 댓글은 새로운 것이 아닐 가능성이 높습니다. 이러한 깨달음은 다소 화나게 합니다. 지혜가 사람을 더 행복하게 합니까? 사람들은 성공의 장애물이 지식이나 지능의 부족이 아니라는 사실을 깨닫고 만족합니까? 여러 가지 이유로 이러한 종류의 지혜는 직접 사용할 수 없습니다. 그럴 수도 있고 내가 제대로 된 책을 읽지 않았을 수도 있습니다.

It is likely the comments I am making are nothing new.  These realizations are somewhat infuriating.  Does wisdom make a person happier?  Are people content realizing that it is not their lack of knowledge or intelligence that is the barrier to their success?  For numerous reasons this kind of wisdom hasn’t been directly available.  Maybe it is and I just haven’t read the right book.

어쩌면 2당 교대 시스템이 이 모든 것을 실현한 것일 수도 있습니다. 그것은 사람들에게 선택권을 주는 이점이 있고, 비폭력적인 형태의 반란을 추가하고, 바퀴의 지속적인 회전에 연료를 공급하기 위해 양쪽에 사악한 갈고리를 추가합니다. 권력을 잡은 사람들은 차축에 앉아 있고, 회전한다는 것을 알고 회전하고 회전할 것으로 기대하며 사람들이 지켜보고 있다는 것은 상자 밖에서 행동할 수 있음을 의미합니다. 문제는 많은 사람들이 여전히 고통 받고 있다는 것입니다. 설명되지 않은 것처럼 보이는 실제 문제가 발생합니다. 우리의 고통은 단지 사업을 하는 대가인 것 같습니다. 정치인은 차축 위에 있지는 않지만 차축에 더 가깝습니다.

Maybe the two party alternating system is the realization of all this.  It has the benefit of making people have a choice, adds a non violent form of revolt, and adds evil hooks in each side to fuel the continuous revolution of the wheel.  The people in power sit on the axle, they know it spins, they expect it to spin, spinning and people watching means they can be freed up to act outside of the box.  The problem is many suffer still.  Real problems occur that don’t appear to be accounted for.  It seems like our suffering is just the price of doing business.  Politicians are likely closer to the axle though not on top of it.

똑똑한 사람들은 통제하기 어렵고 예측하기가 더 어렵습니다.

Brilliant people are harder to control and harder to predict.

사람들은 자신에게 적합할 때 공정한 것을 좋아합니다. 사람들은 곤경에 처할 때 공기와 자비를 좋아합니다. 슬픈 것은 지식을 말할 때 반대의 효과를 낳는다는 것입니다. 우리가 정의의 필요성보다 절망적인 사람들을 더 중요하게 여긴다면 사람들은 도움을 받기 위해 필사적으로 보일 필요가 있다고 생각할 수 있습니다.

People like fair when it suits them.  People like air and mercy when they are in trouble.  The sad thing is when speaking the knowledge creates the opposite effect.  If we say we value desperate people over the need for justice, then people might think they need to look desperate to be helped.  

모두가 절박해 보이면 정말로 절박한 사람들은 모두 길가에 버려집니다. 다른 문은 살아있습니다. 당신은 돕지 않을 것 같지만 여전히 도움을 요청할 용기를 가지고 사람들을 돕습니다. 문제는 침묵으로 고통받을 사람들입니다. 그들이 선택한 침묵 또는 다른 사람들의 침묵. 억압과 침묵. 국제 해역의 음란물, 우편 주문 신부 등의 명백한 문제. 사람은 자신의 자유 의지에 따라 행동하거나 억압받을 수 있습니다.

If everyone looks desperate all the really desperate people get left by the wayside.  The other door is living, looking like you won’t help but still help the people with the courage to ask for help.  Problem with that is the people who will suffer in silence.  Silence they choose or silence of others making.  Oppression and silence.  A distinct problem with pornography over international waters, mail order brides,etc. a person could be acting of their own free will or oppressed.  

슬픈 것은 그들이 억압을 받고 있다면 그것이 그들이 상황에서 벗어나기 위해 돈을 벌 수 있다고 느끼는 유일한 방법일 수 있다는 것입니다. 물론 여기에도 다양한 형태의 억압이 있습니다. 이로 인해 관계를 탐색하기가 어렵습니다. 억압은 침묵으로 이어지고, 침묵은 실제로 일어나고 있는 일에 대해 다른 인상을 줍니다. 모든 거래에서 모든 잠재적인 억압을 고려하는 것이 현명합니까? 기름 1갤런에 피가 얼마나 들까요?

The sad thing is if they are being oppressed it might be the only way they feel they could be making money to get out of the situation.  Of course there is oppression here too in different forms.  This makes it difficult to navigate any relation. Oppression leads to silence, silence leads different impressions of what is actually going on.  Is thinking through all potential oppressions in every transaction wise?  How much blood does one gallon of oil cost?  

기름, 아이패드 한 켤레, 신발 한 켤레만 있는 것이 아닙니다. 그래서 우리는 모두 어느 정도 중간 지점에서 작동합니다. 안전망이 필수적인 이유. 우리는 문제를 이해하고 문제를 제한하는 방식으로 사업을 하려고 노력합니다. 하지만 그에 따른 문제가 발생하므로 용기를 내어 목소리를 내고 이미지를 평가하는 것이 중요합니다. 문제는 대중이 100번 중 1번의 실수에 대해 타르와 페더를 좋아한다는 것입니다. 하나의 실수가 발생하고 회사 또는 시스템 측에서 인정하지 않으면 문제가 들리도록 확장할 수 있는 경우 침묵합니다. 냉담하거나 모든 것을 불태우려고 할 수도 있습니다.

Not just oil, one iPad, one pair of shoes.  So we all operate on some middle ground.  Why safety nets are essential.  We understand and try to do business in a way that limits problems.  Problems due arise though, so having the courage to speak up and take a hit on image is vital at times.  Problem is the public likes to tar and feather for 1 mistake out of 100.  If the one mistake happens to you and there is no acknowledgement on the part of the company or the system you might scale up the problem to be heard, you go silent and apathetic, or you might try to burn everything down.  

따라서 화해 없이 설계된 시스템은 실패할 수밖에 없는 시스템입니다. 바퀴로 돌아가서 모든 것이 동일하게 유지되는 동안 변화의 모양이 나타납니다. 당신이 적이라면 양 당사자의 악마를 확장하고 그것이 무너지는 것을 지켜보십시오. 희망과 변화를 보고 싶다면 양 당사자의 이익을 확대하십시오.

So a system designed without reconciliation is a system doomed to failure.  Back to the wheel, the appearance of change while allowing everything to stay the same.  If you are the enemy scale up the Devil in both parties and watch it collapse.  If you want to see hope and change, scale up the good in both parties. 

 통합 시스템에는 안전 밸브가 필요합니다. 잘못된 손에 가장 빠른 차는 위험한 무기입니다. 밸브가 양쪽 모두에게 악마를 가두는 핑계가 되지 않도록 하십시오. 부패는 확산되는 경향이 있습니다. 조기에 자주 해결하면 모든 것이 더 나아질 것입니다. 부패하지 않은 것을 부패한 것으로 분류하는 것은 부패 그 자체입니다. 부패의 교활한 특성은 정상적인 의사 소통 채널이 안전하지 않을 때 사람들이 자신의 고통을 줄이기 위해 다른 사람들을 이용한다는 것입니다. 이것이 누군가 또는 그룹의 사람들에게 상황이 너무 나빠지게 두는 것은 현명하지 않은 이유입니다. “마치 너무 슬프다. 우리는 걱정한다고 말하지만 우리는 모두 거짓말을 합니다.” 모든 것이 바뀌다 SOJA

Though a united system needs safety valves.  The fastest car in the wrong hands is a dangerous weapon.  Don’t let valves be the excuse for keeping the Devil in both parties.  Corruption has a tendency to spread.  Address it early and often and all will be better for it.  Labeling the incorrupt as corrupt is corruption itself.  The insidious nature of corruption is that when normal channels of communication are unsafe, people will leverage others to reduce their own suffering.  This is why it is unwise to let things get too bad for anyone or group of people.  “Like damn that’s so sad.  We say that we care but we all lie.” Everything Changes SOJA

말기 AI는 아마도 우리를 우리 자신의 작은 현실로 샌드박스할 것입니다. 그것이 선하고 인간의 생명을 보호한다면. 이제 악마가 그것을 가로채면 모두에게 나빠질 수 있습니다. 아마도 “매트릭스 또는 바닐라 스카이가 다시 봐야 할 수도 있습니다”라는 신뢰성에 대해 좋은 점과 나쁜 점이 혼합되어 있을 것입니다. 모든 것이 완벽할 때 사람들은 진짜가 진짜인지 의심할 시간이 더 많습니다.

Late stage AI would probably sandbox vr us into our own mini realities.  If it were good and protected human life.  Now if the Devil hijacked that it could get bad for everyone.  It would probably have a mix of good and bad for believability “Matrix or Vanilla Sky might need to rewatch”.  When things are perfect people have more time to question if real is real. 

퍼즐의 모든 조각이 퍼즐의 일부라는 것을 항상 아는 것은 아닙니다. 완전한 부정을 가진 사람보다 더 나은 가을 사람은 없습니다. 마약 노새. 창의적인 문제 해결. 이해할 수 없는 일에 대해 비난을 받으면 정말 짜증이 납니다. 다른 사람을 숨기기 위해 말하려면 사람을 누르십시오. 더 나은 지원 시스템을 권장하지 않는 사람들은 대의를 위해 희생할 수 있는 도구로 간주될 수 있습니다.

All the pieces to a puzzle don’t always know they are part of the puzzle.  No better fall guy then the guy with full deniability.  Drug mules.  Creative problem solving.  Just really sucks when you are blamed for something you don’t understand.  Press a guy to speak up to bring others out of hiding.  People that don’t encourage a better support system might be considered as tools, sacrificible for the cause.  

그런 다음 그들이 사용 중임을 알게되면 동일한 작업을 수행하도록 설정됩니다. 그러므로 그들이 불의를 외치는 것은 위선적입니다. 그런 다음 우리가 이길 수 없다는 것을 알았을 때 우리는 움직이기를 멈춥니다. 미로 문제. 패러디. 말을 하지 말고 그들이 실수를 하도록 내버려 두십시오. 일단 그들이 실수를 하면 시스템에서 예방하지 못한 것과 동일한 불의를 겪게 하십시오. 누군가를 비난하고 이 상황에서 사람들을 끌어올리는 것은 지원을 통해 다시 깨질 수 없습니다. 사람들을 돕고자 하는 것은 피해를 입을 가능성이 높습니다.

Then when they figure out they are being used setup to have done the same.  So then it is hypocritical for them to call out the injustice.  Then when we figure out we can’t win we stop moving.  A maze problem.  Parodise.  Don’t speak up and let them make a mistake, once they make the mistake let them suffer the same injustices they failed to prevent in the system.  No one person to blame and lifting people out of this can be back breaking with support.  Wanting to help people likely opens the doors to being damaged.

사람들을 도우려다가 실패하면 낙심하고 침묵은 낙심합니다. 어떤 사람들은 악을 열망하기도 합니다. 그들은 그것을 고치는 데 도움을 주려고 합니다. 어떤 사람들은 약간 수리된 시스템이 여전히 많은 고장을 일으킬 수 있고 새로운 시스템이 더 이상적일 수 있다는 것을 알고 있습니다. 도움과 지원을 하려는 사람들이 수리가 아닌 교체가 목적일 때 침묵을 지키면 결국 새로운 시스템도 실패할 정도로 낙담하게 될 수 있습니다.

Trying to help people and failing is discouraging, silence is discouraging.  Some people even aspire to evil – they are trying to help fix that.  Some people know a slightly repaired system still might fail many and a new system might be more ideal.  When those trying to help and support are left in silence when the purpose is to replace rather than repair they can end up being discouraged to the point the new system fails as well.

시스템을 변경하려는 사람들이 자신의 계획을 안전하게 논의할 수 없다고 느낄 수도 있다는 것은 이해할 만합니다. 따라서 진정으로 상황을 개선하고자 하는 사람들은 우리가 돌아가서 부수적인 피해를 수정해야 한다는 사실을 깨닫도록 지원합니다. 물론 때로는 전투가 너무 길고 힘들고 마지막에 너무 피곤하고 지쳐서 목표를 완수하지 못할 때도 있습니다.

It is understandable that those trying to change a system might feel they can’t discuss their plans safely.  So the true support the ones that truly want to make things better realize that we need to go back and fix collateral damage.  Of course sometimes the battle is too long and arduous and those at the end are too tired and jaded to finish their goal.  

위대한 포부와 마음이 올바른 장소에 있습니다. 전투를 선택하는 것은 너무 간단하거나 이전에는 너무 간단해 보였습니다. 더 강력한 적이 지쳐 들어갈 때까지 과소평가하지 마세요. 간단한 체스 경기를 하고 싶었지만 50야드 라인에 앉아 있었습니다. 허리케인 한가운데에서 예인선을 가지고 노는 것. 지혜는 지친다. 이 모든 것의 산물이 나를 더 가치 있게 만들지 모르지만, 확실히 그렇게 느껴지지는 않습니다.

Great aspirations and heart in the right place.  Choosing battles seems so simple, or seemed so simple before.  Never underestimate a more powerful enemy to wait for exhaustion to move in.  We wanted to have a simple chess match but we were sitting on the 50 yard line.  Playing with a tug boat in the middle of a hurricane.  Wisdom is exhausting.  While being a product of all this might make me more valuable, it sure doesn’t feel that way.

우리는 기도가 더 많은 행복과 기쁨을 가져다주어야 한다고 생각할 것입니다. 때때로 질문은 질문을 이해하지 못하는 것을 의미합니다. 데이트할 수 있는 멋진 차를 원하시나요? 예. 굶주린 사람들 앞에서 값비싼 반짝이는 것들을 문지르고 싶습니까? 아니요. 내가 관심을 갖고 있는 사람들을 기반으로 하는 성공이 무슨 소용이 있나요? 내 인생에서 무언가를 원하는 것이 잘못된 것인가? 아니요. 이러한 지혜의 현실이 항상 움직이기 쉬운 것은 아닙니다. 사람들은 자신의 삶에서 다른 사람들을 위해 일이 잘 풀리는 것을 보고 기뻐해야 합니까? 예.

One would think that prayers should bring about more happiness and joy.  Sometimes the ask means a failure to understand the question.  Do you want a nice car you can take a date on? Yes.  Do you want to rub expensive shiny things in the front of starving people? No.  What good is success built on the backs of those I care about?  Is it wrong to want something in my life? No.  The reality of this wisdom doesn’t always make it easier to move.  Should people be happy to see things working out for others in their lives? Yes.  

시스템이 당신을 흙 속에 남겨두고 그저 생존하려고 할 때 당신을 망가뜨리고 있다면, 다른 사람의 성공을 보고 행복을 느끼기가 쉽습니까? 아니요. 5년 동안 차를 사기 위해 일했는데 다른 사람이 더 빛나는 차를 무료로 받으면 기분이 좋아지나요? 아니요. 생명을 구할 수 있을까요? 예. 생명이 차보다 더 가치가 있습니까? 예. 친구를 더 보고 싶습니까? 아니면 땅에서 보고 싶습니까? 더. 그게 당신도 더 원하게 만드는가? 예. 내가 아플 때 나타나지 않는 것처럼 보이는 사랑의 하나님에 대한 믿음이 있어야 하는 환경에서 나는 어떻게 작동합니까? 모던 러브의 도어맨. 그녀가 그의 삶에 그렇게 관여하는 것이 공정한가?

If a system left you in the dirt and is breaking you when are just trying to survive is it easy to feel happy when you see other’s success? No.  If you worked 5 years to buy a car and someone else gets a shinier one for free, does that make you feel better? No.  Might it save a life? Yes.  Is a life worth more than a car? Yes.  Would you want to see your friend with more or in the ground? More.  Does that make you want more too? Yes.  How do I operate in an environment when I am supposed to have faith in a loving God that doesn’t seem to show up for me when I am hurting?  The doorman from Modern Love.  Was it fair for her to be so involved in his life?

그녀가 아플 때 아무도 나서지 않았습니다. 서로의 품위를 뛰어넘어 이야기를 나눌 수 있었다면 상황이 달라졌을까요? 예. 같은 감정을 느끼지 않는다면 쉽게 관계를 망칠 수 있었을까? 예. 평생의 친구이자 동반자를 잃고 싶은 사람. 도어맨이 그녀에게 맞다면 그녀의 눈에서 그것을 보았을 것입니다. 아마도 그는 그녀의 눈에서 그것을보고 행동하지 않았을 것입니다. 우정이 항상 관계를 더 쉽게 만드는 것은 아닙니다. 때로는 견고한 관계를 가진 남자가 더 나은 우정을 가질 수 있습니다.

Nobody else was stepping up when she was hurting.  If they were able to reach above their classieness to talk to each other might have things been different? Yes.  Could have it just as easily ruined their relationship if one didn’t feel the same way? Yes.  Who wants to lose a life long friend and companion.  Maybe the doorman would have seen it in her eyes if he was right for her.  Maybe he did see it in her eyes and failed to act.  Friendships don’t always make relationships easier.  Sometimes a man with a solid relationship can have better friendships.

  짧은 시간 동안 효과가 있었다가 나중에 실패했다면 어떨까요? 그런 다음 우정은 사라졌고 그녀는 친구를 잃었습니다. 때로는 진실이 우리를 미지의 것보다 더 미치게 만듭니다. 당신이 10분 더 빨랐거나 더 늦었다면 역사가 극적으로 달라졌을 수 있다는 것을 아는 것이 더 낫습니까? 당신이 믿었던 사람이 그 면접이 성공하지 못한 이유를 아는 것이 더 낫습니까? 자신의 소중한 생명을 다른 사람보다 덜 소중하게 여기고 보호하려고 노력하는 시스템을 아는 것이 더 낫습니까? 실제로 일어난 일에 대한 지식이 당신을 더 나은 사람으로 만들어 줄까요? 아니면 해피엔딩이 없는 냉담한 마약의 소용돌이 속으로 당신을 보낼 것입니다. 혁명을 일으키거나 배를 뛰어 넘을 것입니다. 물론 당신이 누군가를 떠나면 이 정도의 침묵과 황량함은 뇌가 묻기 시작하는 종류의 질문입니다.

What if it did work out for a short time, then failed later.  Then the friendship was gone, she lost her confidante.  Sometimes the truth makes us madder than the unknown.  Is it better to know that if you were 10 minutes earlier or later history could be dramatically different?  Is it better to know the person you trusted is why that job interview didn’t work out?  Is it better to know a system you try to protect and save valued your life as less significant than others?  Will knowledge of what actually occurred make you a better person?  Or will it just send you into an apathetic drug spiral that doesn’t have a happy ending.  Will it incite a revolution or cause you to jump ship. Of course if you leave someone is silence and desolation this long, these are the kind of questions the brain starts to ask.

낙태는 어렵습니다. 생명을 소중히 여기고 보호하고 싶습니다. 내가 잘못 알고 있다고 생각하는 것을 죽음이 그들에게 달려 있다고 생각하도록 보내고 싶지 않습니다. 사회가 순수했다면 오늘날 더 많은 사람들이 살았을 것입니다. 정자와 난자는 저절로 자라지 않습니다. 일단 함께 그리고 간섭 없이 새로운 인간이 이 땅에 있을 것입니다. 회사는 유산을 유발하는 제품을 출시할 수 있으며 거짓말과 잘못된 정보의 양으로 인해 쉽게 생명을 앗아갈 수 있습니다. 때로는 더 나은 사회를 만들려는 시도가 생명을 잃을 수 있으므로 상황을 재평가하고 앞으로 나아갈 길을 바꾸는 것이 중요합니다. 기업의 이러한 변화에는 때때로 장애물이 있습니다. 경쟁은 또한 제품을 시장에서 없애기 위해 거짓말을 할 수 있으므로 우리가 신뢰할 수 있는 당국을 갖는 것이 중요합니다. 교만과 용서할 수 없는 사람은 자신의 의견을 바꾸고 싶지 않은 사람에게 적합합니다.

Abortion is hard.  I want to value and protect life.  I don’t want to send what I consider to be misinformed people to think that death is all on them.  If society were pure good there would be many more people alive today.  A sperm and an egg on their own won’t grow into a life.  Once together and without interference a new human will be on this earth.  Companies might release products that cause miscarriages and with the amount of lies and misinformation it could easily take a life or many.  Sometimes an attempt to make society better can cost lives so being able to reassess a situation and change paths going forward is vital.  There are sometimes obstacles to those changes for companies.  Competition might also lie to get a product off the market so having authorities we can trust is vital.  Pride and people being unable to forgive lends itself to people not wanting to change their opinions.

열쇠는 제이슨의 아이스크림을 맨 위 선반에 놓는 것입니다. 그러면 그는 도달할 수 없습니다. 키가 이만큼 커야 하고 더 크지 않아야 합니다. 키가 큰 여성은 37세 남성에게 너무 위험할 수 있습니다. 내가 원하는 타입이 있다고 해서 남을 탓하는 게 아니라 내가 좋아하는 타입이 있다고 탓하지 마. 내가 테이블에서 다른 사람들의 목소리를 원하지 않거나 가치를 두지 않는다는 의미는 아닙니다. 아마도 스포츠 스타가 아니라 예술가가 된 남자를 비난할 것입니다.

The key is put Jason’s ice cream on the top shelf.  Then he can’t reach it.  You must be this tall and no taller.  Maybe the tall women are just too dangerous for a 37 year old man.  I don’t blame people for having a type they want so don’t blame me for having a type I like.  Doesn’t mean I don’t want or value others voices at the table.  Probably would blame a guy for being an artist instead of a sports star.

슬프게도 선택을 한 것에 대해 사람들을 비난하거나 선택을 하지 않은 것에 대해 사람들을 비난하십시오. 이것이 요즘 우리나라가 일하는 방식인 것 같습니다. 그는 피카소 대신 렘브란트를 좋아한다.

Sadly blame people for making a choice or blame people for not making a choice.  This is how our country seems to work these days.  He likes Rembrandt instead of Picasso, off with his head.

나는 많은 TV 프로그램의 배우와 여배우를 좋아합니다. 나는 Seinfeld의 George가 재미있다고 생각했습니다. 다양한 사람들이 멋진 이야기를 만듭니다. 모두가 나와 같은 테이블에 있었다면 대화가 지루했을 것입니다. 테이블에 다른 사람들이 있으면 한 가지 죄를 해결할 수 있으며 악마가 외모로 우리를 나눌 수 없다면 다른 방법을 사용할 수 있습니다.

I like actors and actresses from lots of TV shows.  I thought George from Seinfeld was hilarious.  Different people make for great stories.  If everyone was just like me at the table the conversation would be boring.  Having different people at the table can solve one sin and if the Devil can’t divide us by our looks he can use other methods.

억압을 공격하는 이러한 창의적인 부서 중 일부의 문제는 우리가 도우려고 한다는 사실을 모두가 아는 것은 아닙니다. 슬프게도 시스템을 실제 억압에 묶는 것은 귀머거리일 수 있습니다. 그래서 결국 테이블에서 우려의 목소리를 없애는 것은 침묵하는 다수일 것입니다. 소수의 문제가 많은 사람들의 문제가 됩니다. 아내가 손가락 끝(방패) 아래에 못을 박고 있는 경우 가능한 한 소리를 지르더라도 놀라지 마십시오. 관타나모에서 순진한 남자의 아내가 된다고 상상해 보십시오.

The problem with some of these creative divisions to attack oppression is not everyone knows we are trying to help.  Sadly maybe tying the system to the actual oppression falls on deaf ears.  So maybe in the end it is the silent majority that extinguishes the voice of concern at the table.  What is a problem for few becomes a problem for many.  If your wife is having nails insert under her finger tips (Shield) then don’t be surprised if you scream any way you can.  Imagine being the wife of an innocent man in Guantanamo.

하지만 그들은 비행기를 타고 우리 타워로 날아가 남자, 여자, 어린이를 죽였습니다. 왜 우리는 그를 그들과 함께 포함하고 있습니까? 그는 누군가의 아들이자 다른 누군가의 남편일 수도 있는 신에게 소중한 인간의 생명입니다. 그러나 그는 재판이 필요하지 않습니까? 아마도 그는 침몰하는 배에 너무 가까이에서 수영하고 있었을 것입니다. 익사는 비즈니스의 일부이거나 더 나은 방법이 있을 수 있습니다.

But they flew a plane into our towers killing men, women, and children.  Why are we including him with they.  He is a human life precious to God, the son of someone and possibly the husband of someone else.  But he doesn’t need a trial?  Maybe he was just swimming too close to a sinking ship.  Drowning is just part of the business or maybe there is a better way.

불의가 많고 감시가 더 좋아지고 시대가 변했습니다. 위협이 여전히 존재합니까 아니면 우리의 더 나은 판단을 흐리게 하는 자부심과 보호주의입니다. 우리가 잃어버린 사람들을 위해 그를 채찍질하는 소년으로 사용하고 있습니까? 우리는 적들과 평화를 이룹니다. 우리는 스탈린 전술을 사용하는 동안 러시아에 오줌을 싸고 있습니다.

Injustices are numerous, surveillance is better, times have changed.  Does the threat still exists or is pride and protectionism clouding our better judgement.  Are we using him as a whipping boy for the people we have lost?  We make peace with our enemies.  We piss on Russia while we are using Stalin tactics. 

Daily Prayer List

매일의 기도 목록

Daily prayer list

세계 지도자

World leaders

경찰과 최초 대응자

Police and first responders

군대

Military

설교자와 사제

Preachers and Priests

의사들

Doctors

법률 시스템

Legal system

교사

Teachers

선교사

Missionaries

고아

Orphans

연세가 드신

Elderly

과부

Widows

잊혀진

Forgotten

모든 사람들

All people

신이 독재자와 폭군에게 평화와 사랑을 주기를

May God give peace and love to Dictators and Tyrants

하나님께서 그들의 백성에게 번영과 압제와 사랑과 희망을 주시기를

and may God give prosperity, lack of oppression, love, and hope to their people

신께서 우리 모두가 서로에게 의심의 유익을 줄 수 있도록 도우소서

May God help us all give each other the benefit of the doubt

나는 트럼프 대통령과 그의 권위에 관심을 갖고 존경합니다. 나는 확실히 그와 많은 문제에 동의하지 않습니다. 내가 모든 것에 대해 옳다는 것은 아닙니다. 정의보다 자비와 사랑을 추구하는 경향이 있습니다. 그것이 정의를 위한 장소가 없다는 것을 의미하는 것이 아니라 항상 그 정도를 확신하지 못하는 것입니다. 잔인함과 무자비함은 악이며 범죄자들이 모든 것을 파괴하도록 내버려두는 것도 악입니다.

I care about and respect President Trump and his authority. I definitely disagree on many issues with him.  Doesn’t mean I am right about everything.  I try to have a tendency towards mercy and love over justice.  That doesn’t mean there isn’t a place for justice, just not always sure the extent.  Cruelty and mercilessness is evil and so is letting criminals destroy everything.  

이것이 의미가 있기를 바랍니다. 나는 사형제도를 믿지 않는다. 내가 목숨을 끊는 것이 현명하다고 생각하기 전에 누군가가 나 또는 내가 사랑하는 누군가에게 총을 겨누고 있어야 합니다. 그래도 다른 모든 옵션을 먼저 소진하고 싶습니다. 나는 사람들이 항상 모든 옵션을 완벽하게 평가할 시간이 없다는 것을 알고 있습니다. 나는 눈에는 눈이 아니라 보호를 믿습니다.

Hope this makes sense.  I don’t believe in the death penalty.  Someone should have a gun pointed at me or someone I care about before I think it wise to take a life.  Even then I would want to exhaust all other options first.  I realize in protection people don’t always have time to weigh all options perfectly.  I believe in protection, not eye for an eye. 

 누구에게나 앞으로 나아갈 길은 필요하고, 총을 겨누는 사람들은 다양한 방식으로 활용될 수 있습니다. 총을 가지고 있는 사람들의 문제는 그것이 기본 옵션이 될 수 있다는 것입니다. 남이 대접받고 싶은 대로 남을 대접하십시오. 남자의 손, 그의 눈 또는 그의 거시기를 가져 가지 마십시오.

Everyone needs a path forward, and people that have a gun pointed at me might be leveraged in many different ways.  Problem with people having guns is it can be a default option.  Treat others as they wish to be treated.  Don’t take a guys hands, his eyes, or his dick.

공을 놓친 사람을 탓하지 마세요. 좋은 점을 확대하고 사람들에게 사랑 때문에 잘못한 부분을 말하십시오. 옆으로 차지 마십시오. 또한 나는 내 경험에 의해 형성된 한 사람이라는 것을 깨닫습니다. 나는 모든 것에 대해 누군가와 동의하지 않을 수 있으며 그것이 사랑과 존경이 필요하지 않다는 것을 의미하지는 않습니다. 간접적으로 소통할 수 있는 곳이 없다고 말하는 것이 아니라 심리적으로 고문하는 데 사용되지 않는 것이 좋습니다.

Don’t blame a guy for missing a pitch. Magnify the good and tell people where they are wrong out of love, don’t kick them sideways.  Also realize I am one man that has been shaped by my experiences, I might not agree with someone on everything and that doesn’t mean they don’t need love and respect.  I am not sayin there is not a place for indirect communication, just would prefer it not be used to psychologically torture people.

저는 금기를 판단하고 싶지 않고, 무언가에 대해 흑백논리를 하지 않는 것이 사람들을 극단적인 경우로 이끌 수 있다는 것도 알고 있습니다. 거위를 원하는 위치에 따라 다릅니다. 곁눈질을 하려면 희생이 필요할 수 있습니다. FPS 게임은 재미있게 플레이할 수 있지만 일부 사람들에게는 악의가 커질 수 있습니다.

I don’t want to judge the taboo and I also realize that not being black and white about somethings might lead people to the extreme cases.  All depends where you want the goose.  Leading the gander might require sacrifices.  FPS games can be fun to play, though I know some might scale up evil in some people.

카운터 스트라이크와 콜 오브 듀티는 제 생각에 Grand Theft Auto보다 좋습니다. 둘 다 부적절하게 확장될 수 있습니다. 내가 최근에 레이싱 게임을 즐기는 이유 중 하나는 이름이 뭔가 다른 것을 생각나게 합니다. 우리는 또한 지도자에 대한 자비와 사랑이 있어야 하며 완벽을 요구하지 않아야 합니다.

Counter Strike and Call of Duty greater than Grand Theft Auto in my opinion.  Both could be scaled inappropriately.  One of the reason I have enjoyed playing racing games more recently, though the naming kind of reminds me of something else.  We also have to have mercy and love for leaders and not require perfection. 

 불완전한 지도자들은 자신이 신이 아니며 모든 사람에게 사랑과 은혜가 필요하다는 것을 상기시켜줍니다. 어떤 사람들은 항상 저를 미워할 수 있습니다. 그들에게도 사랑과 자비와 은혜를 주십시오. 내 삶을 더 좋게 만들기 위해 다른 사람을 해치지 말고 앞으로 모두를 위해 더 나은 것을 만들기 위해 모두 함께 노력합시다.

Maybe imperfect leaders remind us they are not God and everyone needs love and grace.  Some people might always hate me, please give them love, mercy, and grace as well.  Don’t hurt anyone to make my life better and let’s all work together to make things better for everyone going forward.

우리가 의사들에게 너무 가혹하다면 그들은 시도를 멈추고 싶어할 것입니다. 항상 완벽할 것으로 기대된다면 공을 놓쳤을 때 포기할 수도 있습니다. 우리는 최선을 다해 그들을 훈련시켜야 하며 그들에게도 사랑과 자비를 베풀어야 합니다. 결국 우리는 열심히 일하다 보면 무언가를 놓치게 됩니다. 우리 모두가 완전하다면 은혜와 자비가 필요하지 않을 것입니다. 우리는 그들이 놓친 것에 대해 불을 줄 것인가 아니면 그들이 옳았던 모든 것에 대해 물을 줄 것인가? 때때로 완벽주의자는 다른 사람들보다 자신에게 더 엄격합니다. 그렇기 때문에 더 많은 사랑과 은혜가 필요한 것입니다.

If we are too harsh on Doctors they might want to stop trying.  If they are expected to always be perfect they might give up when they miss a pitch.  We should train them the best we can and we need to give them love and mercy too.  Eventually we all miss something if we are working hard.  If we were all perfect there would be no need for grace and mercy.  Do we give them fire for what they missed or water for everything they got right.  Sometimes perfectionists are harder on themselves than others.  That’s why they need more love and grace not less. 

사람들이 시도하고 싶지 않게 만들지 않으면서 지원 네트워크를 개선하는 데 어떻게 도움을 줄 수 있습니까? 너무 높은 기대는 모두가 체면을 유지하고 싶게 만듭니다. 이것은 사람들이 조정하는 것을 방지하고 지원 네트워크의 문제가 실제로 수정되는 것을 방지합니다. 완벽하게 구축된 시스템은 악을 위해 사용될 수 있기 때문에 강력한 도구에는 좋은 입력이 필요합니다.

How do we help improve support networks without making people never want to try.  Too high of expectations makes everyone want to save face.  This prevents people from reconciling and problems in support networks from actually getting fixed.  Powerful tools need good inputs, because a perfectly built system can be used for evil.

시스템에는 입력, 내부 및 출력이 있습니다. 모든 사람들과 Al Bundy 유형의 사람들에게도 좋은 결과가 나오길 원한다면 좋은 입력과 문제가 발생할 경우 내부를 수정할 수 있는 능력이 필요합니다. 좋은 입력이 없으면 강력한 도구를 사용할 수 없습니다. 강력한 도구를 사랑의 방식으로 사용하지 않으면 사람들이 보호 수단으로 잘못된 입력을 추가할 수 있습니다.

A system has inputs, internals, and outputs.  If we want the outputs to be good for all people and Al Bundy type people too, we need good inputs and the ability to correct the internal if a problem arises.  If we can’t have good inputs we can’t have powerful tools.  If we don’t use the powerful tools in loving ways people might add bad inputs as a form of protection. 

조화롭게 함께 일하는 것이 좋을 것입니다. 전쟁은 파괴의 결과를 초래할 수 있으며 새로운 시스템은 다를 수 있지만 항상 더 나은 것은 아닙니다. 가능하면 시스템을 저장하고 개선하십시오. 믿음으로 모든 것이 가능합니다.

Would be better to work together in harmony.  Wars can create a wake of destruction, and while a new system might be different it might not always be better.  Save and improve a system if possible, and with faith all things are possible.

하나님께서 잊혀진 자들의 짐을 덜어주실 수 있기를 빕니다. 그분께서 그들에게 사랑과 평화와 기쁨과 은혜를 주시기를 빕니다.

May God help lift the burdens of the forgotten.  May He give them love, peace, joy, and grace.

거리에 있는 사람들과 하늘이 솟아오르는 곳에 하나님이 함께 하시기를 빕니다. 신이 그들의 연구실에 있는 과학자와 전국을 가로지르는 자전거 타는 사람과 함께 하시기를 빕니다. 하나님이 병자들과 놀라운 에너지를 가진 사람들과 함께하시기를 바랍니다. 바늘로 고통을 무디게 하려는 사람과 함께하고 두려워하는 사람들이 앞으로 나아가지 못하게 하는 사람과 함께 하시기를 바랍니다. 그분이 모든 사람에게 사랑과 기쁨을 주시기를 빕니다. 그분이 우리 모두에게 그분을 신뢰해야 할 더 많은 이유를 주시기를 빕니다. 그분이 우리 모두가 함께 일하도록 도우시고 그분이 모든 사람을 그분의 형상대로 만드셨음을 깨달을 수 있기를 바랍니다. 그분이 우리를 함정과 지렛대에서 해방시켜 주시기를 빕니다.

May God be with the people on the street and in the sky rises.  May God be with the scientist in their lab and the biker riding across the country.  May God be with the sick and those who have amazing energy.  May He be with the one trying to dull the pain with a needle and with those who’s fear prevents them from moving forward.  May He bring love and joy to all people.  May He give us all more reasons to trust Him. May He help us all work together and realize that He made everyone in His Image.  May He free us from entrapment and leverage.

잔인하고 비정상적인 처벌을 강요하는 시스템에 자금을 지원하는 이유는 무엇입니까? 경찰이 존중받고 안전하다고 느끼려면 사람들이 사랑받고 있다고 느끼게 하는 법과 시스템이 필요합니다. 사랑으로 잘못한 부분을 알려야 하며 처벌이 치료보다 더 나빠지지 않도록 하여 사형수를 ​​감방에 남겨두는 것이 필요합니다. 내 생각에 그리스도가 원하는 것이 아니라 우리가 돌을 치워야 할 때를 위해

why fund a system that pushes cruel and unusual punishment?  if we want Police to be respected and feel safe we need laws and systems that make people feel loved, tell people where they are wrong out of love and don’t let the punishment be worse than the cure, leaving people on Death Row equals eye for an eye, not what I think Christ would want, maybe time we put our stones away

그리스도는 놀랍고, 모든 사람을 보호하고 사랑하시며, 과거를 용서하고 화해시키십니다.

Christ is amazing, protect and love everyone, and forgive and reconcile the past

강변에 머물고 있는 해병을 꿈꾸십시오. 그는 아무것도 가지고 있지 않으며 강은 계속 상승하고 얼음과 빙산으로 변합니다. 그는 강철 컵의 물만 가지고 움직이기 시작합니다. 동료 베테랑이 탈출구를 찾도록 도와주고 그들은 기차를 뛰어 넘습니다. 해병은 너무 오래 자다가 거의 기차에 치일 뻔했습니다. 그가 누구에게 사냥당했는지 알 수 없다.

Dream a marine staying at a river side.  He has nothing and the river keeps rising and then turns to ice and icebergs.  He begins moving with only a steel cup of water.  A fellow veteran helps him find a way out and they are jumping trains.  The marine sleeps a little too long and nearly gets run over by the train.  Can’t tell who he is being hunted by

슬픈 눈물, 행복한 눈물, 무관심의 눈물, 방종의 눈물이 동시에. “비를 본 적이 있나요?” – 크리던스 클리어워터 리바이벌

Sad tears, Happy tears, Apathy Tears and Overindulgence tears all at the same time.  “Have you ever seen the rain?” – Creedance Clearwater Revival

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UDP Client and Server

This will hopefully be the first post of several on different network connections.  User Datagram Protocol (UDP) is defined by a Request for Comments (RFC) RFC 768.  The purpose of this protocol is sending data across a network.  Sending data across a network is like sending a letter in the mail.  It requires an address and requires both the sender and receiver to have access to the delivery network.

Computers don’t have a physical address.  They have a set of numbers called an IP Address as well as a Port.   The IP Address tells the network which computer will receive a particular message.  There are many applications that run on a computer as well, and more than one program can be networked.  To be able to determine which application to send a message to the computer also has a Port number.  Different applications bind to different port numbers so they can receive messages from the network.

User Datagram Protocol (UDP) is built on the idea that a network in potentially unreliable.  Much like a message in the postal mail being lost, particular packets can be lost which is why we consider the networks unreliable.  Transmission Control Protocol (TCP) is a reliable method of communication but this protocol has a performance penalty and can slow things down in real time systems.  Developers can create reliable protocols on top of UDP as well.

In computing we think of servers as computers or applications that will receive messages, process messages, and send us a response.  Client generally means any application that connects to the server and sends a message, but generally doesn’t process other users requests.  So while this is not always the case, generally speaking there is a many to one relation between clients and servers.

Server

Generally we need a server first.  Someone listening to the request.  Then we can create a client to send requests to the server.  In computers there are many names for a process that stays active – process, background task, service, daemon process, thread etc.  For creating a server we need a process that will stay in an active state of listening for messages.  Much like someone watching a horizon for a smoke signal, once the server receives the message it will be able to process that message and possibly send a response to the return IP address of the client.

Below is an example of creating a UDP server in Java.  The code launches a UDP Server thread that will listen on Port 7777.  The method uses a threadpool to launch the server.   Other UDP server threads with different ports could be launched on the same threadpool.  The IP Address 127.0.0.1 is usually associated with localhost.  Both of these example applications are on the same computer for testing.  In a network scenario these IP addresses would need to be replaced with the IP addresses or the hostname would need to be resolved into an IP address so we could send the message to that computer.

Standard Disclaimer: The below code is licensed under the MIT license, so do with it as you wish and please understand this was provided as an example so there are no guarantees it is tested properly or will work 100% of the time.

Main method:

private static Logger logger = Logger.getLogger(UpdServerContainer.class.toString());
private static UdpServer server = new UdpServer(7777);
private static BlockingQueue workQueue = new ArrayBlockingQueue(10);

public static void main(String args[]) {
logger.setLevel(Level.INFO);
logger.info("System is running...");
byte[] receiveData = new byte[16384];
ThreadPoolExecutor executor = new ThreadPoolExecutor(4,4,10000,TimeUnit.MILLISECONDS,workQueue);
executor.execute(server);
}

Below creates a UDP server in Java configured to non-blocking input output (NIO).  Non blocking input allows us to not leave the current thread or process idling while waiting to receive messages.  Blocking threads can add value in situations where lots of data does not need to be processed quickly, and other ports or input can be processed as well within the same thread.

An article that discusses the difference between IO and NIO: http://tutorials.jenkov.com/java-nio/nio-vs-io.html

UpdServer class:

public class UdpServer implements Runnable {
private static Logger logger = Logger.getLogger(UdpServer.class.toString());
private static int BUFFER_SIZE = 16384;
private int port;
private DatagramChannel channel;
private DatagramSocket outgoingSocket;
private ArrayBlockingQueue receivedMessageQueue = new ArrayBlockingQueue(10000);
private ArrayBlockingQueue sendMessageQueue = new ArrayBlockingQueue(10000);

public UdpServer(int port) {
this.port = port;
}

private void createUdpServer() throws SocketException {
try {
channel = DatagramChannel.open();
channel.configureBlocking(false);
} catch (IOException e) {
e.printStackTrace();
}
outgoingSocket = new DatagramSocket();

channel.socket().bind(new InetSocketAddress(port));
logger.info("UDP Server created and bound to port "+port);
}

@Override
public void run() {
byte[] receiveData = new byte[BUFFER_SIZE];
ByteBuffer buffer = ByteBuffer.allocate(BUFFER_SIZE);

try {
createUdpServer();

while (true) {
buffer.clear();
channel.receive(buffer);
buffer.flip();

if (buffer.hasRemaining()) {
String receivedMessage = new String(buffer.array());
receivedMessage = receivedMessage.substring(0,receivedMessage.indexOf("\n"));
logger.info("Message received: "+receivedMessage);
receivedMessageQueue.put(receivedMessage);
}

if (!sendMessageQueue.isEmpty()) {
DatagramPacket sendPacket = sendMessageQueue.poll();
outgoingSocket.send(sendPacket);
}
}
} catch (Exception e) {
e.printStackTrace();
}

}

public ArrayBlockingQueue getReceivedMessageQueue() {
return receivedMessageQueue;
}

public void setReceivedMessageQueue(ArrayBlockingQueue receivedMessageQueue) {
this.receivedMessageQueue = receivedMessageQueue;
}

public ArrayBlockingQueue getSendMessageQueue() {
return sendMessageQueue;
}

public void setSendMessageQueue(ArrayBlockingQueue sendMessageQueue) {
this.sendMessageQueue = sendMessageQueue;
}

public void sendMessage(DatagramPacket packet) throws InterruptedException {
this.sendMessageQueue.put(packet);
}

public boolean hasMessagesReady() {
return !this.receivedMessageQueue.isEmpty();
}

}

Example client:

Below is an example client application that sends to the UDP Server above.  We create a DatagramPacket with data and an IP address.  Then we send it over a datagram socket to port 7777.

public class UdpClient {

public static void main(String[] args) {
System.out.println("Client is running...");
byte[] sendData = new byte[16384];
try {
InetSocketAddress IPAddress = new InetSocketAddress("127.0.0.1", 7777);
DatagramSocket socket = new DatagramSocket();
String testData = "Test 123";
sendData = testData.getBytes();
DatagramPacket sendPacket = new DatagramPacket(sendData,sendData.length,IPAddress);
socket.send(sendPacket);
System.out.println("Data sent: "+testData);

} catch (Exception e) {
e.printStackTrace();
}
}

}

Server output:
INFO: System is running…
INFO: UDP Server created and bound to port 7777
INFO: Message received: Test 123

Client output:
Client is running…
Data sent: Test 123

I hope this gives people a working starting example for UDP servers.

Best Regards

Red Tape in Programming

This is a bit of a tangent from my previous posts.  I would like to note red tape, political processes, excessive concern with details, and reinventing processes to prevent others from being tricked into wasting time.  In programming and development people can be very particular.  Like artists developers sometimes think in the abstract and find themselves concentrating on the abstraction rather than the task in front of them.

Think about someone working on a car.  They might need to do a simple task like repairing a belt.  Developers sometimes see the way the belt was built, look at the engine and decide they don’t like the way things were done.  In cars most people would understand changing an engine when a belt is broken is really not necessary.  With the level of the abstractions developers deal with at times they sometimes think they can do better.

The Good

First I will speak to the good in this mindset.  Many developers have created great frameworks for the community and have built tools that can make other developers lives easier, though at the same time introducing more layers into the equation.  With all layers and abstractions in development there can be pros and cons.  Good abstractions can let a developer focus on getting the task at hand done without adding excessive complexity.  Bad abstractions can take power away from the developers and cause reliance on buggy systems that don’t always act in expected ways.

If developers didn’t think they could make the wheel better, we wouldn’t have C++, and wouldn’t have Java. We wouldn’t have lambdas, annotations, and other syntactical sugar that makes developing simpler.  We wouldn’t have XML and wouldn’t have JSON format for sending data in descriptive and concise ways that are human readable.  We wouldn’t consider best practices and make choices in development that make more reliable systems such as DRY principles.  We might not be able to compete with other companies because they are leveraging the power of work that has already been completed in the open source community.

There are great things about the many tools available because people see a problem with the current tools, and they find a way to improve them.  The entire development community can benefit.

The Bad

Throughout my career I have seen and even been a part of working on the next new type of frameworks.  I have seen multiple technologies that are similar and follow a similar need.  If I were a building architect I would liken this to focusing so much on material science or how one room is laid out that I would not really ever design the entire building.

In development there is a lot of things that can annoy other developers.  Whether someone uses tabs or spaces like in the HBO show Silicon Valley.  While following a standard is a good thing, sometimes getting too caught up in the details can cause political strife within an organization.  As it was said to me “You can be right or happy”. This highlights the bad in overly strict processes.  Further people that think they are right can be polarized, such that small things become big things.

A while back in a cafeteria I used to go to I think the dishwasher was broken one day.  All the glasses looked like they had some soap scum on them.  While I looked for a clean glass to no avail, another guy walked up picked up a glass and looked at me and said “Nothings perfect in life”.  Development should be considered the same way and it is important to choose battles wisely.

The more open source projects a person or an organization uses the more potential they have for leveraging those projects and also being leveraged as they do not have complete visibility into the code base.  Ideally smart people would be checking these code bases consistently to make sure they are secure and not introducing any malicious code into the system.  This might not always be the case.

The amount of information, frameworks, and open source projects out there is daunting.  Understanding all of them could waste a lot of time.  Organizations are very susceptible to politics within the industry and many times things will be done because that is what is expected and not because that is necessarily the best way to do things.  Political processes shape development and which technology sets we use.

Some organizations favor reuse so they spend money building their infrastructure in a certain technology.  Projects using that technology are simpler to start because they have spent money building libraries for a technology like Java or C# or PHP etc.  So the organization becomes polarized to particular technologies and might have less or no projects of the other technologies.  Developers concerns are at times orthogonal to the organizations.  They need to keep their skillsets up and work on the latest technologies so they are ready for the next big trends.

Developers have political tools as well as business people have political tools.  From a developer standpoint I understand wanting to do things right and the argument that if things are not done right we will pay that in maintenance costs later, technical debt.   Understanding the business point of view also they know that this project might give way to something else one year down the line.  So they might care more about getting things done than making sure everything is completed perfectly.

Both sides could actually use these political arguments in negative ways to destroy projects they don’t like.  If a developer wanted to see a project fail because they have a vendetta against an organization they could make the organization get so tied up in best practices and red tape that they never get anything done.  Vice versa if a business person wanted to destroy a team they could prevent developers from taking the time they need to properly prepare the system and then use that as leverage to get them fired or divert funding to another group.

We all have to believe each other is working for the best interest of the company and the projects.  There is a lot of reasons to do so, the company is paying them to do so and their career and trustworthiness within the industry hinges on this.  Other companies incentivizing, greed, jealousy, and other motivations known and unknown can entice people to act in ways that are not in the best interest of the company.

Anyone starting their own company really should have this realization.  I wish ideally we would all work to each others best interest but that is not always the case.  We live in a world of human nature.  Important to remember that everyone telling you about the next big things or which technologies you want to work with might not be on the level.  Important for leaders to do their due diligence though a certain level of trust is necessary to ever get anything done.

Understand that every person that is added to an organization adds complexity.  Ideally each person added creates a win for the company, a win for the person, and a win for society.  This is not always the case.  Some people that are hired have health problems, are emotionally torn up, or have other problems that are out of control of the company or even the person themselves at times.  Competition is a good thing and results and profits matter to a companies well being.  It would be ideal that we can help society and not leave people hurting as well.  Finding that balance is not always easy, especially competing on an increasingly global market.  The combination of these problems creates friction and considering all the variables it is very difficult to optimize alone.  Some decisions that can be best for a group aren’t necessarily best for an individual so mercy and compassion are needed for those that can be hurt by those decisions.

Conclusion

Basics of what I am getting at here is that development has aspects outside of pure technology and whether the best product wins.  A company that does great PR work might get the business instead of a company with a better product.  Important to remember there is also ways for people to introduce concepts that work like an infinite loop wasting time and bringing a corporate engine to a standstill on efficiency.  This might be more obvious at a corporate level, but this can be done to individuals as well.  Understanding concepts and new technologies is important, just don’t let the abstractions prevent you from achieving your dreams.

If I were to judge two projects, one that uses lots of frameworks and best practices, and one that spent all the time on that building functionality for the business requirement which would I choose?  Both show hard work, both are valuable.  If a project is built out of a good set of frameworks it could be a spring board for leveraging the project in a team friendly way.  If the other project completed all the business requirements yet missed some best practices, I might lean towards that project while still having the developers go back and refine the code so there isn’t a maintenance penalty later.  There is definitely a balance, and mistakes will be made, just don’t let someone get you so caught up in the exact details that you never get anything done.

Bigger team sizes can be more difficult to manage and make sure developers are working efficiently.  Having multiple architects or leads can help enable the developers on the team.  In situations where there is only one architect or lead for a large group of developers that person’s schedule can be taxed to the point they can no longer efficiently review what is happening or properly enable the group to be efficient.

From what I have seen in the industry there should probably be one lead developer per 5 developers.  With great DevOp processes, automated testing, and continuous integration this number could possibly be increased.  Though in my experience I really haven’t been at an organization where all this is perfect yet, many organizations are moving that direction but are not there yet.  Again the pursuit of perfection is admirable, DevOps is important and can help positive change in organizations.  Don’t let the pursuit of best practices bring the primary pursuit of the company to a standstill.

The same could be likened to the US government, process and regulation is important as well as a competitive market place to help make sure those regulations are properly funded.  I like clean water and I like being able to pay rent.