2023 was a brutal year for me. I was taking care of my Mom for a while, thought I died and was resurrected once. When things seemed hopeless we got more help then I was put in a position where I had to rely upon her resources to get food delivered.
I care about my Mother. She is a Nice Woman that did right by our family. The idea she was once someone’s daughter, once was in a cradle with a bright future in front of her. She is old and I want her blessed and protected. Support matters and has potential for being removed at times later, capacity to say words earlier not always appreciated, and thoughts about failed support, words never spoken later is hard on the soul.
I sit in a World full of death, war, destruction, and natural disasters that has potential for people not supported at the end. Peace and Life Protected matters, and the thought that everyone’s sons and daughters at this age do not have a future that is fully protected woes me. I desire to be support, I lean on God for hope and direction, yet the way the World works leaves me speechless at times.
One day the potential for Genocide, Wars, and Destruction will likely stop, real Peace, lasting Peace might exist. Hopefully the future after that day will continue that Peace for generations. Maybe some fundamental piece, some unique puzzle piece exists that once found in the future might enlighten mankind in a way that leads to less War, less Destruction, and negated Genocide as a given.
Love Matters and people fully enlightened to value training others over owe, make people pay, make people feel my pain might be part of that missing puzzle piece. The Bible is where I get many of my ideas, and maybe if I had better comprehension I would know the right puzzle piece.
There are some situations that require people protected like a deranged shooter that has to be taken out by the police. Stopping that deranged shooter from becoming deranged, having a gun in the first place, given more positive paths in life might be a case for inspiring less owe and more love as a comprehended greater value system.
Love that might value one life better, one life people might think does not need to be valued might save the day, save the day in a way that is not always shown, that is not always visible does not equate to The World would be a better place without that Love, Forgiveness, and Grace.
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