먼저 뇌졸중을 했다, 꿈 내에서 꿈에 있었다, 이동하려고, 다시 일어나 중지, 다음 나는 파티에 있었다, 내가 좋아하는 일부 여성을 만났다, 다음 사람들이 어려운 누락 될 것 같다 때 사람들이 어려운 누락 될 것 같다 때 여성을 검색, 매우 불편 한 꿈의 첫 번째 부분을 수행 굴착 의자와 쇼핑몰 주위에 실행
First I had a stroke, was in a dream within a dream, try to move and I stopped, woke up again and stopped, next I was in a party, met some women I liked, then ran around a mall with a wheeled chairiot playing a diggerie do first part of dream very uncomfortable, searching for women when people seem to be missing difficult
내 예술은 다른 사람과 같은 수준에 있지 않다실현, 무료로 사용하고 개선, 많은 영감을했다
Realize my art isn’t on the same level as others, free to use and improve upon, was inspired by many
나는 모두를위한 완벽한 프로모션 사람이 아니에요
I am not the perfect promo guy for all
사람들이 나에게 당신의 환영을 이야기하고 싶은 경우에 나는 무한한 시간과 자원이없는
If people want to talk to me your welcome to and I don’t have infinite time and resources
나는 모든 감시를 정말로 막을 수 없으며 특정 법률이 다른 사람들에게 다르게 적용되는 것을 좋아하지 않는다.
I can’t really stop all surveillance and I don’t like that specific laws apply differently to different people
사람들은 또한 테이블에 음식을 넣고 자신의 모기지를 지불 할 수있는 방법이 필요합니다
People also need a way to put food on the table and pay their mortgage
다른 수준에서 다른 사람들에게 법을 적용하기 위해 감옥에 있는 사람들을 던지는 것은 매우 차별적인 것처럼 보이며, 또한 아이들은 보호되어야합니다.
Throwing people in prison for applying laws to different people at different levels seems very discriminatory, also children need to be protected
어쩌면 법은 모든 것에 카메라를 주어진, 더 나은 될 필요가
Maybe the laws need to be better, given cameras on everything
다른 사람을 위해 아트 워크와 콘텐츠를 만들 수 에서 사람들을 마비 수 있습니다.
Could paralyze people from being able to create artwork and content for others
얼마나 많은 것을 공유하는 것이 안전한지 모르는 것은 매우 위험할 수 있습니다.
Not knowing how much is safe to share could be very dangerous
나는 사람들이 공유하는 것을 두려워하지 않기를 바란다.
I don’t want people to be afraid to share
어쩌면 미래 세대는 이것에 대한 해결책을 가지고
Maybe future generations have a solution to this
사형은 억지력으로 작용하고 사형이 시스템을 마비시키는 것을 막으려고 노력하는 데, 내가 이 글을 쓴 이유를 정확히 알지 못하고, 이 프로젝트의 예술 프로젝트에 대한 사형에 대해 이야기할 수도 있고, 어쩌면 시스템 사형의 문제를 외치려고 했을 때 시스템을 마비시키는 창의적인 해결을 일으키고 시스템을 마비시키는 창의적인 해결을 위한 것일 수도 있습니다.
The death penalty serves as a deterrent and trying to prevent the death penalty paralyzes the system, not exactly sure why I wrote this, might be talking about the death penalty for art projects in this one, maybe was just trying to call out the problem in the system death penalty causes creative work arounds that paralyze the system and
어떤 사람들은 그것이 효과적인 억지력으로 작용한다고 생각합니다 (어떤 사람들은 손목에 때려 죽거나 방정식에서 벗어나는 것이 괜찮다고 생각할 수 있습니다.
some people think it serves as an effective deterrent (some people might think if they just will get a slap on the wrist it is ok to leave people on the street to die or out of the equation, not the best setup, thinking people can just treat each other like trash and not have consequences for such)
어떤 사람들은 불리한 빛으로 자신의 이미지를 그리는 사람들처럼 그들이 좋아하는 방식으로 작동하고 방정식에서 좋아하지 않는 사람들을 제거하는 저렴한 솔루션으로 생각할 수 있습니다.
Some people just might think of it as a cheap solution to make things work how they like and remove people they don’t like from the equation, like those who paint their image in an unfavorable light
이미지는 중요하며 과거 이미지를 용서하고 움직일 수 있다는 것만이 중요합니다.
Image is important and being able to forgive and move past image is the only thing is important too
이 때문에 죽어가는 세상의 사람들을 보는 것은 내가 puke 할 수 있습니다
Seeing the people of the world dying because of this makes me want to puke
내 3D 카메라가 메모리 카드가 누락된 것 같아요.
Think my 3D camera is missing a memory card
I apologize for not translating as much as I should
left row of teeth are throbbing
a reminder that both left and right side don’t pay the bills
Samsung enjoying your new tablet, I bought an evo pci e hard drive and put it in a ASUS enclosure and haven’t been able to access it yet through the file system. I like Apple products too but not being able to install without a credit card is annoying
Getting a bit tired of video cameras being rate limited, don’t want to take all the camera guys jobs either
on the plus side these constant reminders remind me not to trust the system too much
Hope Hollywood is having better luck with all this, lots of content creators outside of Hollywood too
I think the world needs more software reviewers, legalism makes this more difficult, maybe platforms could give me a pass to video their software
I think God is picking up on some of the effect work, enjoying what I am seeing
Mathematical models dependent upon lens location, waterproof of electronics, and physics simulations, water displacement, really liked the Lytro Cameras
YouTube seems to be limiting resolution now, might help with network speeds, I do like higher fidelity content as well, not sure of what is needed in the world right now
Lower resolutions might get people to go outside more, no insurance and health problems make it more difficult
YouTube notification algorithm modified by health problems
When does the next Windows come out? Sitting at Windows 10 feels a lot like OS X, really liked the Windows Mobile phones cool user interface, good price point as well, not sure who owns my pod, liking Infinite Galaxy
God can 3D print planets and I can’t get my gear to work
I want to support companies, I don’t want to create a market for sending me broken gear, bugs are different than giant pieces missing, could just be cyber security problems, not even sure if my money is getting to the companies
Going to save for a while until things get better
I like healthcare but I don’t want to create a market for it
I like cops but I don’t want to create a market for crime
I like art and I don’t want to prevent others from going into other fields
I like news and politics but I don’t want to create a market for world problems
I like Church and Saints and I don’t want to create a market for problems
What I want? A nice apartment, freedom to travel, working gear, friends and family
I can fight oppression, I don’t want to create a market for it, and all that can turn on a dime
I want to give, too much people become dependent too little people lose hope, I am not God and too stringent I feel like an accountant
Inspired by a product tester video I recently watched
I am not God, others are not God, and I feel like God is holding out on me
The art and tech I have seen is amazing and some can be better
Walking around outside a mall feels familiar but I haven’t been there. At night, see someone that looks like my ex girlfriend looks like they are having fun. Keep walking someone asks for a piece of gum. Think I am out, keep walking. Can’t help but think of a dream I had about one of my friends from Dallas another dream I had months ago, can’t remember all of it and left some details out of this one
I am not sure what to say, I don’t like how it turned out, I understand how it turned out that way, not sure I would change anything if I could
Guess what I am saying is I don’t like the hand I was dealt, and if I wasn’t dealt it I never would have met some people who I really cared about
Could have played my hand better, can’t change the past
God (not me) sees and understands all things, I don’t, no worries and worries
Some mercy in not knowing all things and some pain going without answers
Want the full dream? My ex girlfriend from college Lauren was being spanked like at a car wash with several other women and men in a bathing suit. A bit annoying to have ex girlfriends show up in your dreams. She looked like she was happy so I was happy to see she was having fun. The woman that asked for a piece of gum was in more modest clothing looked like a mix of Karen (Dallas) and Steph (Providence) but I didn’t see her fast enough. Full names for the world to see is somewhat difficult. People look similar, add in similar names it gets more annoying. I didn’t remember I had a piece of gum, but later I realized I had one but it was only nicotine so I didn’t go back and give it to her
Seems like God should protect me, if it wasn’t meant to be that way
The right questions to ask with the right reasons, doesn’t sound dangerous and maybe at times it is, ok just accept no, doesn’t matter that the other guy was using that to their advantage, who was the other guy? I don’t know, “all’s fair in love and war”, they pretty much said it, drop a phone once doesn’t always break, drop it time and time again it does, setup for a perfect storm
Now try to make a plan that is both exciting, romantic, and mesmerizing while preventing the bad combinations
Let it go or don’t, doesn’t seem like God gives me all the answers, maybe He can use this for good, even if I had a stroke and am sitting in a chamber somewhere
I can live through all parts that lead up to a problem, doesn’t mean it is wise or merciful for me to, make them keep trying, make them keep saying no, not an ideal system though drama can be more exciting at times. God chooses and authority makes decisions, do they always line up?
New technologies give us greater insight into the future, they didn’t know that yet is a perfectly acceptable answer, they did and thought there was no other way
Free choice and God makes all our decisions for us is tough, sometimes authorities will act like gods, if people didn’t lie and people didn’t have a reason to at times
God goes silent on some things at least in my life, doesn’t mean I don’t feel like He is talking to me at times, kind of feels like He’s been MIA at times, maybe for mercy’s sake
They are producing for free already, why would I want to fund that? Makes me want my own printing press
It is not always about the gem of knowledge, sometimes it about the light shining on it, oh he added that later, surveillance by IT? Or opposing forces? They experienced that they should know better, give them a little taste of their own medicine, doesn’t account for the other variables in their life
Return fire later in life, not wise, and not always by the same person, let’s use that to our advantage, or how about no
Cyber Security Blessed, I saw it they didn’t, or did I
Guess I just have to restock funds and go back to the table at a later day, less direct conversation support bow out
First the tablet, then the router, then the provider, sequential? Think more like branches one to that agency and one to that agency? Only two, think bigger
IT guys Hackers Intel Agencies Corporate Ad Systems Microphones in rooms Video Cameras picking up on what clothes you bought and wear The idea that surveillance picks up on everything or everything in the same way seems a bit tough to comprehend, they heard that, they heard that, they saw that, but didn’t know what they were thinking, they didn’t talk to him, “Not yours”, a world of knowledge we don’t know and don’t understand, and nobody to teach or have real conversation with about it
Is a non optimal solution better? Sometimes
No pressure
Sit in silence and wait, then they will speak, or maybe a better way
Those paths are divergent I understand that but they don’t
Those paths are convergent but is it what they want?
“Let’s try not to complicate things”, good luck with that
They are building that house awful fast, maybe I need to higher more workers, but if you make it that fast they will be out of a job, pull together team they only move at 3GHz we got this new 4GHz processor, yeah years ago, oh they didn’t have that we just think they did
It is all their fault? No, credit where credit is due? If only it were that simple
I have it better than some and wore than others, or so it appears
Don’t blame someone for watching the surveillance tapes, a lot of pain down that road, trap me with that? Bad idea, help me with that depends on what you mean by help
They got health problems, let’s make them the promo guy for healthcare, by taking their healthcare? The stories got to be believable, Hollywood is sounding pretty amazing right now, truth obfuscation++
Oh you thought C++ was bare metal? Who told you that? How can I make plans for business when there are so many layers
Even if I was President, I still couldn’t get it all right, don’t blame them for that? A perfectly acceptable answer
Right before the speech he looked down at his phone before crossing the street, safety first, just because I clue people into ideas doesn’t mean other people haven’t had them already. Don’t blame the guy that is trying to put a safety reminder into the story, I came for action and movies and I got a lesson, that annoys me
A phones function is communication and it’s side effect can be a distraction at times. A cars function is transportation and it’s side effects can be detrimental
What is the value in teaching someone how to formulate ideas? They created a combination I didn’t know about. I am trusting you all with this “Can you really trust Mr Whostheboss?”
This video looks different than the first time I saw it I think, changing a video cover is like changing lighting, or changing make up, Hollywood teaches tech, tech teaches Hollywood, life teaches us all, I don’t like that this cover makes Indian people look scary, I do like terminator movies though, don’t make one man the representative for all, no boss?
The problem with answers? They aren’t always what you wanted to hear, or they wanted to hear, or it might hurt the third or fourth parties feelings, and that can all be used to control you
Answers good for you? Or for them? Or them or them or them or them or them? Yes hear that enough times makes you want to find out more
Reverse psychology, it’s simply complicated
I broke the window because I heard a voice to be used for a bigger purpose, I am cool with that, wasn’t prepared for what happened next, the problem was others didn’t realize I had a time bomb medical problem in me at the same time, or maybe that was part of the test, sorry if I failed
Tortuous training and followed by a test I wasn’t expecting. How would that work? Study for Algebra and Science, go to English class, get a History test. I prepared for the wrong test, a perfectly acceptable answer, punished for what we didn’t know doesn’t really seem acceptable, give but don’t tell people what the right hand is doing then your treasures will be in heaven, I think that’s how it goes
You are only allowed to date people in your field, seems a bit short sighted. They spend all their time seeing and working with that beautiful woman, take them from them? I wish the system looked out more for me, bet we all think that I times. The truth? That hurts. I believe in God and that combination is tough. Surveillance doesn’t see how hard I press my left hand when typing, or maybe it does. God knows what I am thinking
Wonder if Marvel ever thought about mixing The Hulk and Ultron, as if some child in a hospital wouldn’t have said it first, movie suggestions are derivative works, better not to have them?
I want great safety practices and I don’t want to eat the remains of the lost. A changed title over a picture, 1000 words changed on a dime. Construction workers picture with Breakfast Club title, maybe that wasn’t how they meant it, maybe I misread originally
I wanted to use my tools to change that from happening? Damn right, it sounded hard to hear when I couldn’t pay my bills? Damn right
Important for surveillance to understand I am not composing what I am writing sequentially always, sometimes I go back and edit parts of the story
What they said, but is it how they meant it, did they have enough time to talk? Could they talk? Hard times in the unknown, maybe we just need more surveillance, not being able to speak freely
Halfsies isn’t really my mo, crystallized at the top of a pyramid, hope this makes sense, like a wall of many directions yet unable to move, I am not paralyzed, focusing more on internal forces than external forces currently. It matters how long you leave it in, definitely would be a lot easier to forgive with an upgraded healthcare system. Maybe someone is in trouble in The Pyramid in Vegas. I like that building don’t use it for evil. Would be easier to drive with a clean bill of health
Could use an airline ticket though I might end up as breakfast, and who will take care of my cat. Maybe I will drive, but out of insurance
I am going to trust that Vegas women aren’t the boogie monster, know I don’t want kids at this time, and know this slot machine is currently broke
My card recharges when?
Solo business trip? As if they couldn’t pod a party? Death trap or pot of gold, as if that story is not enticing
Will be staying at SAHARA Las Vegas, April 18 2021 to April 2021 I am trusting my readers with this, Do I understand the full implications of this? No
I bow my head as a sign of respect, I like hand shakes but currently lit up right now and the pandemic and all
Could be misread, what couldn’t? Not an excuse to go heretical just trying to illustrate picking up things from other cultures, a head nod can beat a hand shake in certain instances, no I didn’t mean that
That referring to a setting a Japanese man against a USA man
Health problems possible at anytime during my journey, I apologize in advance
I guess we want to talk about it. There is a better way than leaving me with less and sending me home to live with my family. Yes I still care about my family and doing this can make others lives worse
I am looking for a drug out there like Nicotine that isn’t illegal and has similar benefits without the cancer risks. Can anyone help point me in the right direction?
I had this really interesting dream. I woke up and can’t remember parts of it. Moving quickly things can get missed. I remember someone being saved by the off chance of someone else being in the situation. Something about racism though not sure about it. On the way out of the place I looked back and saw an older women abusing a younger women.
Then I was out on steps surrounded by fountains at night. Like outside a corporate office building though the inside was like a house. Like stone henge on the outside with fountains surrounding the inner circle and marble pavement with an open sky view of the stars. The steps were after a walkway pavement that had grassy hills on both sides, though I couldn’t see that far back, was looking forward and up.
I heard this voice say “would you just let it go?”. My thought is yes, because of the storm inside the building. Then my thought is no because I can’t remember what happened. And last my thought is I might want to let the younger women go because of the storm but not right because I don’t want her to be abused. Then the thought that that older woman pissed me off yet she might have been through the same thing. Part of me wonders if when I thought I would just let it go I forgot what happened in the building
Kind of pisses me off I can’t remember that part of the dream
Figured I should share, sometimes not always because the forgetting makes me a bit leary though I think this one is from God. Kind of annoying God only gives me part of the story. Something to think about with surveillance. We see the top view, but we don’t experience the other senses and input experiences. They were crying? Why, were they sad or were they pretending, or did they eat too much habanero salt? A lot that we miss out on being outside the party
When I was in solitary feeling like a lobster about to be cooked it gave me a dejavu feeling though saying this could be misread. I wasn’t sexually abused as a child. The memory I have was like being in Halloween surrounded by Tyrants at a dinner table. Like military men and black and white intelligence, though surviving through it makes it seem like it was part of a show. The ceilings were high and an emperor was drawn on the messed up glass. Felt like the remains of a dark experimental hospital. The ceiling had squares that I grouped that made me think of emperors horses. The stone cement tiled slabs we slept on made me think I was sleeping on top of a coffin, like after the table I slept on at my apartment in Providence after the Halloween party at the club. They showed some Tim Burton filmed I liked as well as I remembered this day of the dead costume one of the bartenders wore. I didn’t have the money for a costume and felt a bit out of it that night. Can’t remember if it was the alcohol or the health problems
I am saying more now because the haze of drugs and oppression after leaving the system made it more difficult to speak up. A lot gets left unsaid
In an oppressive system seeing signs that say report oppression is like a one two punch. I should speak up when that guy went missing? Probably just got transferred cell blocks. Have to take a lot on faith when your in jail. If I said something that offended the guard, please understand why. Speaking more specifically about judgement comments. I don’t like being touched by guards when I am lit up like a lobster. Course I blame that more on the system, though it has problems too. Let them die on the street? Don’t protect the other inmates? Yes sorry for medical or judged that I offended, just a manifestation of other problems
I have been hit enough times from enough directions that I can’t really blame anyone. Doesn’t mean I don’t want to see the system get better. I also realize that there is so much in front of me and so many amazing inventions showing up that these problems might end up being a relic of the past. I want to see more of the future and less of the past, while still appreciating the good times and helping fix the problems that still exist today. The future is a bit of a slot machine, hopefully can be optimized so more win going forward
Still a little bit questionable if I am actually part of reality or in some lighthouse. I am not sure where to set my trajectory
1/3 ginger syrup, 1/3 water, 1/6th cranberry juice, 1/6th orange juice, Cheyenne pepper, Habanero salt, Wasabi Powder – tastes a bit like grapefruit juice with a kick – Cheyenne and Ginger possibly thins blood from what I have read
You don’t want your child to have access to that until it is policed better? Smart man or woman. You don’t have the resources yet to police that better? Your preaching to the choir
Speed and accuracy
Separate networks, how would that work?
what am I saying?
I want faster more accurate systems that are delivered to all people in the appropriate manner, gimping the younger generation doesn’t seem wise to me, me or you successful doesn’t gimp future generations. Me only successful or you only successful does
People that can deal well with the success of others are more likely to be successful, that applies to both sides of the fence
Teeter totter is the wrong way. Lift lift is the right way
They need oppression, oppression will help them grow, or maybe it will stop them from solving your problem
Once people are out of high school let them live their life
John 8:15 “You judge according to the flesh; I judge no one ”And yet if I do judge, My judgement is true; for I am not alone, but I am with the Father who sent Me.
Be more like Christ. Takes tact and wisdom to get the above statement correct. Preachers as gamers, like a Bishop. Duality and balance required sometimes. A lot of room for mercy in that. Not a priest or preacher, doesn’t mean I don’t have respect for them. I don’t want anyone left under the bus, including them
Be careful about people who say oh your playing the game, no man is God
I see your hurting, how can I help seems better in my opinion
Oh he or she had the right words at the right time, always trust that?
Have mercy on those that don’t always have the right words, perfect words aren’t always from perfect motivations, and even if they are, they could be motivated by the wrong people
You need to pray about it? A perfectly valid answer sometimes
We need to control them? Ok, tie your airplane to an anchor
CEOS have to make decisions on what is best for their company, and we all get to be CEOs of our own lives, we all answer to God, we all have limited time and resources
The problem they chose not to respect my time and resources, the problem they chose not to talk to me when I wanted to help, The problem they didn’t have the resources, the problem they were oppressed, the problem too many people trying to control the situation, the problem they were trying to teach me a lesson
The solution? Direct conversation when possible, and not always possible, less oppression leads to better conversation, I enjoy indirect conversation too, takes a lot of faith to only rely upon just that. Artwork can be both direct and indirect. Helps to know what people were thinking
Would like to think we are past labeling people for the gutter, the problem I want to live my life and have support doing so, without being controlled. Persuasion and manipulation aren’t always easy to differentiate. He wants us to tell him to do push-ups without saying do more? Levels matter. Sometimes the best gauge is direct communication
Some people have problems to the level of looking like a tyrant. Trying to unwrap that isn’t always easy. Looking mean for protection not ideal, might scare off good people in your life. People that are drugged or terrorized might bluff out of fear. Didn’t have the right support and was trying to protect their life and livelihood, that can cause problems.
Optimization can be a bit of a roll of the dice, even with the right support system
You know a better way to accomplish that but didn’t tell me? Why
We developed this great new drug that doesn’t have those side effects? What side effects does it have?
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