The War against women in bathing suits online won, what will be the length of pride and control?
I knew better is easy to think without being true.
I hate living in this town, robbed of all my resources and sent home does not make me feel loved.
The idea God loves me, has a good plan for my life, to proser me gives feeling of not real, not actually delivered.
I pray for rain, God gives clear skies. Trust that God with my Future?
Willing to send people to lake of fire yet not willing to answer simple prayers keep people’s lives from dropping too low gives feeling of bad deal.
I do not hate the people in this town, I hate being trapped here, I hate that my resources have been negated.
Victoria secrets is less beautiful these days (in my opinion) that said beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Does not give feeling of loved. Does not give feeling of grace.
Future is ideal potential without support would be unwise. Might be cool to create some holographic lingerie.
I have had 20 years of silence. Feels like I am going through this World alone and now I can’t be there for my family. It hurts.
I have had my ability to keep a job reduced. Been put on SSI and then had that removed out from under me. That is miserable, hard to recover from, not sure I will recover from.
Insufficient support adds up, this is my 40th birthday, I am spending alone. It hurts.
My Mother is in the Hospital with a broken hip, my phones and accounts have been turned off. It hurts.
I am tired and I am scared. Money sounds nice, yet I am not sure I would have enough time to spend it.
Eternal Life sounds nice, yet I pray for rain and it does not rain, makes it hard to think Eternal Life is waiting for me. I have thought I was dead and lived multiple times, makes me think Eternal Life might be possible.
I don’t like being stuck in my home town, I don’t really want to die in my hometown. I don’t know how to make it all better.
I want people in my home town to be blessed, I feel trapped.
Please forgive me for what I have done wrong. Acknowledgment I am imperfect, acknowledgement I don’t know how to fix this.
May God fill all those limiting my resources with a profound sadness.
People are less than ideal Alcohol Amplifiers, and less than ideal Mercy Amplifiers
Said like one that had much to gain and little to lose
People make active choices, based on training, thus they don’t deserve grace?
Bright lines and melodies always associated with ideal?
[Insert race here] can’t feel can easily be turned up.
Feeling adds value can easily be turned upside down.
They hurt and they love, I can’t deal with that never thought?
Appreciator of things they don’t involve themselves in, allowed?
People that do drugs aren’t people can easily be turned up, life is amazing without drugs can easily be turned up. Doesn’t mean it is true.
The wrongs words can be generated, can be invoked. People can say that is not possible. Someone to call that out is a less than ideal system, fully comprehended?
Active Listening
Weight, Mass, Pressure
Life is sufficient iffy out can be wrongly stated
My story was less maybe other’s story will be more
Life says don’t talk to that leads to ideals? Potentially not always.
Weight of time and alcohol can be less than ideal long term.
Demonic Visions are In By Design, potentially not a know system to all
People in cars have the potential to be attacked by Demonic Visions and Evil Spirits while driving, and religion is factored out of Government decision making by choice
Just because the Devil can convince you he is not real doesn’t mean he can’t show up in non ideal ways at not ideal times. Risk mitigation in the system seen as all adequate seems unwise.
Prayers for safer transportation systems and less demonic visions for drivers and pilots matter and can be non ideally turned down.
Humanity tends to put evil in a specific box, religion in a specific box, driving in another specific box and not expect those boxes to entangle themselves. I can have religion and I can have work, yet I can have zero combination of the two?
Like personal relationships and business. Having friends at work potential for not all ideals, not making friends with people at work has potential for not all ideals. There is complexity in required distance.
On a different note. I want others to be less limited, and that is hard when I am being limited. Others less successful not the aim, my life able to succeed and prosper matters to ability to help enable others.
People to value creation is a lagged system. Two companies, one that takes two months to hire 1 employee. Another that takes 15 minutes. Which one will win?
Complex systems that cannot fully be perceived or comprehended limit throughput factor into support in ways that makes intelligence a potentially less valuable system.
If a man was to do one job, cutting limes for 8 hours a day for a one month period how might that change his outlook on life? What level of value would 8 hours of cut limes provide to a community?
Limes are citric acid, refreshment, and Vitamin C. They are sour that goes well with sweet.
Only cutting limes seems like it might get boring, having lemons, peaches, strawberries, and apples might give more variety. That said this is not cut lemons for a month, the criteria is limes for a month.
Imagine you get minimum wage and 20 limes to take home at the end of each day. You could take those limes and give them to your neighbors. Neighbors will small gifts that are refreshing and enabling can go a long way.
Potential for the citric acid to be less than ideal on skin long term, might need gloves, though latex gloves might cause problems for some with allergies in the community.
Throughput possibly could be enabled with a machine, a machine that you put 5 limes into and then drop like a paper cutter in an office that gives sliced limes. That machine could enable throughput, though would need maintenance and need to be washed, potentially higher value if made of stainless steel.
A day of cutting limes like this would likely give you an appreciation for what joy can be made from cutting limes and doing only one task, and what joy cannot be gained from doing only one task. A system that enables greater Throughput, increases encouragement for the community might not always be ideal encouragement and variety for the worker. Doing one thing really well does not always equate to ideal inspiration and support from the community.
Serves a vital task, a task that can be game changing is not always Respected. Society does not appreciate, foster an appreciation for small contributions by default. Hard work that is vital and adds a lot of value is not always respected or rewarded for the value created.
A society trained to appreciate small contributions will likely do better with the big ones. Gratitude for small blessings and contributions like having limes can lead to bigger contributions.
Society can enable Throughput. Set as is the default setting without community investment and support would be unwise.
Now imagine someone invested 2 hours at a hospital kitchen slicing limes for people to have a nicer day just as an investment for the community. A little extra investment can enable a lot of support and does not always have to be exceedingly taxing on people in the community.
Does society always or even close to always foster Throughput of those kind of community investments? From my experience in USA? No.
A society that claims to encourage real Throughput yet limits it continuously via legalism that is turned up by reliance on systems like the House and the Senate makes me question what is actually possible to trust our country with. Can’t be trusted with a little, trust it with Nukes?
System that throws up non ideal road blocks for investment can’t claim ideal support amped.
Proximity to easy matters. If it takes me 15 minutes to help someone that is shorter path than 5 hours. Never Say Die! NsdTp! Easy to add encouragement on a page already created. Never Say Die Throughput!
Easy for life to get over complicated with Computers, Giant Logic Systems, and trying to add Game Changers that will make life better for many while forgetting the value that small contributions enabled at scale is usually what has the potential to deliver the game changed.
People screwing with my family. Blocking my support, and God not making them pay sufficiently delivers feeling of bad deal.
I want to enable people feeling like they are chewing on broken glass and rusty nails to send a message don’t every try to fuck with me and mine to this level? No.
Not making buy in cost has consequences that are High, insufficient support for many years potentially via too much mercy and grace.
God can be trusted with that gives feeling of bad deal.
Imagine you are a man that is paying for his mother’s hospital bills when you look out the window and see an airplane flying directly at your building. The system that always loves those from wall street will find it in their heart to pay the loss?
A system that claims better but delivers it inefficiently gives feeling of bad deal.
Tested too far upsold to zero cost is dangerous. Need to see when the bridge will fail just keep stacking weight on top? Not all bridges left standing. Wiser not to stack that much weight on a bridge.
Money that is better than zero support does not make up for lost words lost wisdom. Wisdom in a latent way delivers feeling of gotcha, trap system.
Seek and you will find, knock and the door will open 5 years and 1000 struggles later? Just how the Golden Rule likes it?
Insufficient support a thing of the past a possible system.
Iffed resources gives feeling investment in training doesn’t matter. Math, training in Math is a less valuable system. Imagine needing to give advice and training to your Son or Daughter that could lead to them thriving and enjoying life or miserable on the side of the street and now Math is a joke.
People and Parents invest in training yet society makes that training less valuable in non ideal ways that is likely to lead to long term reduced support for that same society and God turns a blind eye.
I need a real time God, not one of redundant failed deliveries. Infinite Power that wants people to be Happy, Blessed can do far better than this.
Imagine if God blessed Earth for every particle on Jupiter. Jupiter’s mass is huge, and God’s Power is like every particle in the Universe raised to every particle in the Universe.
Infinite healing issues long term delays and cancer delivers feeling of Golden Rule? No
God could give everyone cancer, everyone breathing problems, give it to some while allowing others to sit in penthouses and own yachts gives feeling of God maybe not all that invested in the Golden Rule.
Trust the same God with Research Ethics?
System of Justice values Righting Wrongs over Enabling Greater Throughput, limiting Greater Throughput is a Real Wrong potentially in need of being Righted.
Cost of Support raised too high will lead to deaths.
An organization that helps 1000 people a day could easily hurt 1 person a year in a real way that righting properly could lead to that organization going bankrupt.
Homeless Shelters that create a bunch of documents and legal papers with cannot sue clauses and reduced liability clauses turns up legalism. Your homeless, cold, need food, but please read and sign this 50 page document first gives feeling of good deal? A system that makes that as the norm will turn up less legalism or more legalism?
God makes people feel “Blessed” in this reality gives feeling of Bad Deal. The person that walks away from signing that document might be the person that is CEO of a company tomorrow. Will he remember support networks as trustworthy? Worthy of investing in?
Trust factors into Throughput vs No Throughput
May God increase 10 fold trust test for all those that use trust tests against me.
“Trust”
People that want to inspire others to trust must first prove self trustworthy?
Those that want to increase my trust want me to be surrounded by Trustworthy people, Right or Wrong? The best way to insure surrounded by Trustworthy people are to test those people of ability to Trust, Right or Wrong?
A man that has stayed at 10 hostiles without killing someone is more trustworthy not to kill you if they stay at the same hostile? The bar for fear and protectionism can be raised to 7 deadlocks, and even a person that has stayed 5 years in hostiles has no guarantee of being ideally more trustworthy.
Denying a warm bed to a warry traveler? How is that to be remembered?
Protection and cops increases feeling of Trust. Less Drugs increases feeling of Trust. Over the counter drugs, caffeine, and alcohol has potential for not always increasing trust. Potential side effects matters, potential for connection to drug lords matters. Children aren’t always talked about with the fact getting involved with drugs could be a link to a Cartel Drug Lord they never knew existed.
Drug Lords do not always get to their place in society because of their own choices. They are not always likely in ideal control of their own actions. Limited visibility is a useful system has potential for less than ideals.
God has given me insufficient support in the past time and time again factors into trust. Negated miserable past does not give feeling of Trust God with this or that, does not inspire Ideal Faith.
God of Infinite Power is Timely gives feeling of bad deal. Does God listen? Actively Listen? If I told Him I don’t like the way He is writing the script?
Making a good living is hard, ability to invest in Educational Resources is limited to many in society. Some go to college, sleep on warm beds, some sleep on the streets and it all will just work itself out ideally?
Investment in Better is Hard, Challenging, requires work, that path of more resistance seen as too great of resistance seems less than ideal. Person gets PhD replaced by drug lord a day before graduation?
Society has some choice in how to turn things up, a man could get cancer during his PhD, then has to choose how to live. Education and Training with less cost can be powerful in an ever changing World. Three months of intense training that could lead to significant swift financial gains might beat a long time investment in a PhD.
People are required to Trust God with the Future, that investment in time and resource will be rewarded and not punished. That has not been my life experience.
The way reality works is a questionable system at best.
Reality is a sometimes consistent system likely not fully appreciated by all. Gives feeling of possibility of extra realities, people in different realities. Investment in Geneva Conventions matters to this reality yet potentially Not to other realities gives feeling of Bad Deal. Stop torture in this reality only for it to be going on in a bunch of other realities?
I saw that and I heard that can be iffed in Not fully appreciated ways
Drugs and Hallucinogens can cause perception of sounds that don’t exist.
Insufficient resources turned up like no food and water could lead to perception of sounds that don’t exist.
Neural Implants on brain could send signals to auditory nerve that could lead to perception of sounds that don’t exist.
Brain Cancer could attach to synapses on auditory processing part of brain.
Bluetooth Speaker behind a wall could lead to perception of sounds that don’t exist.
Magic Tricks could lead to perception iffed
Real Magic, Physics we don’t understand, Acts of God, Neutrinos and Cosmic radiation, All Part of the System, satellites with the potential to shoot rays like microwaves?
Radiation and Environmental conditions could affect brain waves
Art that is not always perceived as Art could be part of the system
Easy to see one face of something a line can be a square in 2d, a square can be a cube in 3d, a cube can be a hypercube in 4d? https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypercube
10 reasons eyes and ears can’t always be trusted, and that is before you add in relevance limiting from others and vastly limited positional perception (we see in a short cone in front of us, not the entire Universe, everywhere on Earth so to speak).
The perception is sound, the comprehension is ideal -> 1/10 or more than 1 out of 10 likely?
There are more problems than brain cancer that can effect perception less than ideally. Harder to breath can make everything seem different. Having one puzzle piece partially correct does not equal having all puzzle pieces correct.
Evil spirits also have the potential to effect non ideally.
Evil spirit Demonic like systems can be turned up by tech. Like a Chron job that sends discouragement and disrespect on random time intervals.
How reality works? Buildings at a distance tendency to move less than objects up close. People have access to objects closer to make swifter changes, objects in distance might have important data (like a document in a briefcase on top floor of a building). Objects that are close by have potential for faster use like a Computer Cache, Objects in Distance with Non Null Time Costs required to retrieve.
Proximity matters, distance costs time. Investment in Proximity is Power Not Always Fully Appreciated. The reverse landmine is a possible system. Landmines are meant to reduce support, systems that enable support like a water bottle dispenser have the potential to enable support.
Holographic Printing is Improving, If 2d to 3d can do this much, imagine what 3d projected into 4d could do.
4 Dimensional Defense Law possible?
Investment in Training in advance, better challenges less mistakes can be invested in (x)
The World makes mistakes (y)
Society is overly legalistic (z)
Relevant truth Recall and Precision is effected by Non Ideal Limiting via missing relevant details and noise (n)
xyzn -> what would x++ mean, what would x– mean?
I have Religious videos on my YouTube account, if a government turns off accounts does that equal the government no longer protects religion?
Sometimes people need more support rather than more tests
Having Oxygen cut off to brain and then waking up is scary, debilitation miserable that has the ability to reduce to a child like state of the world is unfair.
Less Smoking is a Choice. Less Marijuana is a Choice. A Choice that has to be made years in advance. There is no guarantee that not smoking will leave you with more days of easy breathing, that said more away from miserable pain can be huge. Vaping has seemed to be less than ideal with my breathing at times, though Aleve seemed to help reduce (possibly more anti-inflammatory). That said Aleve constantly has potential for other problems.
Easy to not fully appreciate the power of lost oxygen to the brain, how it can make reality feel dull and less sharp, like life is walking through a foggy haze where just putting one foot in front of the others takes a lot of strength.
I would advise the world to stay away from choking S&M, high potential that’s someone’s daughter or son and there is a lot of surveillance in the world (pictures likely to get back to family members). Limiting someone’s oxygen for fun, like huffing paint likely to lead to lost relationships and lost loved ones. War and long term Jails high potential for not all free breathing amped either. Increased stress and anxiety not an ideal amp.
Better dental care can also lead to more ability to chew food. Choking on food is a terrifyingly miserable experience. Heimlich is not known by all and not all might engage in a timely manner.
Thought I choked to death the other night, then I woke up again. Was trying to gag myself after taking a little too much Nyquil. Trying to sleep can be hard at times. After waking up I have felt foggy over the past couple of days.
Things can compound in non ideal ways, reliance of Nicotine and Cigarettes might be extra factors when other potential problems happen. Thus people that can avoid them are likely to do better in my opinion. Though I am not a Doctor.
Nicotine can make viewing Movies and TV more enjoyable from my personal experience. Problem is it is a reliance system, with potential for diminishing returns overtime. And just because Nicotine Gum or patches don’t have smoke does not equal they don’t have potential complications and complexities that can make life more difficult.
Life experience matters, and what works for one person might give vastly different results for another.
Loss of access to Nicotine can also increase Anger, potentially at non ideal times and in non ideal ways. Can just turn access off and expect null cost throughput to be stable and maintained seems unwise. Kind of a potential enabler and disabler built on reliance that can be taken by reduced access to resources, transportation, and ability to purchase.
I want others to have a good life experience, what that means can vary from person to person and can not always be ideal enablers for all in the system. Nicotine for some seems wise and not for others seems wise. Less resources robbed for all seems wise as well. Back pain can increase Anger, Nicotine can help decrease Back pain where as sugar can increase it, at least for me, which might be particular to a specific injury. Nicotine can be less anger into the system, potentially not always consistently.
Pain can easily lead to Anger. Lost throughput can easily lead to Anger. Lost oxygen to the brain has the potential to lead to Anger as well. Anger Management can be a lot of value for all parties, because life might test you with health problems at a later date that increase pain, anger, and anxiety.
Troubling the Youth with the Wisdom of the Old about the dark days of smoking and trouble breathing? Wisdom can be a burden and can be an enabler. Known as far less than an ideal enabler seems unwise.
The old get a few chances to pass their hard learned wisdom along. Many times only likely have time and energy to give a few they are at liberty to speak. Each gem a potential burden on the listener, potential way for the world to capitalize on losses from that past.
Wisdom will always be appreciated? No. Wisdom is always test free? No. Tests are not always appreciated. Complexity grown is not always appreciated. I simply want people to breathe lighter and be more enabled for the future. That said some wisdom and burden from the ages might be jade and less than an ideal throughput enabler. Times have changed is a valid argument. Wisdom is applicable based upon conditions known at previous dates, not always based upon conditions known to be possible at future dates.
Potential for new drugs similar to Nicotine and Caffeine in the future. People like being awake and like researching new drugs. A New Drug does not always have testers, thus if you are one of the first to take it potential for useful as medical data. Important to keep in mind that Systemic Oppression has the potential to limit usefulness and quality of Numbers on drug testing data. Max Profit systems have incentive to skew numbers to make purchase look more favorable potentially in Non Ideal Ways.
Oppression factors into thoughts and numbers that drive thoughts about how useful a drug is and what if any side effects it is likely to have. Investment in less Oppression and Better Numbers years in Advance has the potential to have profound impacts on the system that are not always fully appreciated. Like investing in Research Ethics before you wind up locked in a mental institution.
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