Never Say Die!
August 10th, 2026 LisV
I am typing today. I could be making a diagram, drawing a picture, writing a song. I don’t always know the best or most optimal choice for what I choose to do.
I think optimal matters because Word processing software like any other software or engineering is an investment. Being a good steward of what you are given is possible yet not ideally turned up – at least in my opinion.
If you believe in God you might think me typing these words is the ideal path, the ideal chosen path – yet sin lack of truth and non ideals all factor into what I know or do not know on a given day.
Words in sentences are different than diagrams. More powerful, less powerful? Typed not said, typed not always heard. This file could be corrupted before read or heard. I could have cybersecurity problems that block this from getting to anyone, or anyone in the same format and delivery as I delivered.
Reading is a bit of an investment in trust, trust I might not think should be ideally given in a World full of 8 billion plus people, cybersecurity problems, and other problems including health problems. You get what you get is IBD, in by design, not to say if I didn’t have the perfect words to make your life and situation better, I wouldn’t type them, type them first, type them more swiftly.
I delivered swiftly based upon latency. If I put the above paragraphs through a team of editors, had AI review it before hand the words might not resonate more true? They might find a typo that I just can see because I don’t currently have my glasses? I delivered swiftly, delivering swiftly is a risk, sometimes the risk leads to rewards.
The World is running with the words earlier and faster has pros and cons. Closer to current time factors into relevance, might be less Human Rights abuses and More World Peace a little swifter.
I invest in Freedom of Speech – this is written form, spoken form is a bit different. I might feel more at liberty to say what I am thinking to a word processor than anyone I meet on my ventures through the city. I want people supported, I don’t know how to ideally do that and I don’t have close to full knowledge of what everyone or anyone is going through.
I have knowledge of my diagrams, I do not have knowledge of who has read my diagrams and when. I also use AI and latest investments in tech to try to improve on my diagraming process. My hope is that as my skills improve they will be more useful for inspiring Peace and generosity in the World. Real conversation that leads to change versus just politically correct speech that saves me and others from liability.
I have grown up and been a Christian many years of my life, but current circumstances make me question if God even exists. I think that is partially due to my knowledge of design choices and non ideals. Man can build a bridge, a tank, a data center, a new hospital yet all of that is chosen via profit and economic systems, where it serves the most value.
Yet we live in a country of Freedom of Religion – many different denominations, other religions, and people that are agnostic or atheist, or just don’t care – and I want all of them supported. It is a bit difficult for me to say just because the roll of the dice, the random way things turn out based upon what disagreeing sects of all religions fit to sin or a problem ideally chooses the way society is built seems wrong. God’s plan seems more like a roll of the dice than divine intervention and delivery at times.
My experience is one of many. One of many in 8 billion plus people. I know how much or how little power my words have on any given day? How much is this worth today, 1 month from now, 6 months from now, 10 years from now? If it saves some lives makes Peace the conversation is priceless.
Less than ideal comprehension of power is always ideal delivery? I might question that. Your phone has 10% battery or 100% battery but you don’t get to see the battery meter?
I might venture to say people of many different religions have reasons both good and bad for believing what they believe on any given day. Sometimes oppression factors into choice of religion – we have Freedom of Religion gets kind of set to others in the World have the same – yet that is an assumption likely unwise to make.
I know the World is not all truthful for both intentional and non-intentional reasons. Corporate profits just didn’t have extra money to increase cybersecurity and back that up? Combination can amplify, amplify unintended but to say of zero consequence – has pros and cons – grace that truth won’t ideal has value.
Profit factors into and facilitates who can pay their medical bills and who cannot, who has a roof over their head and who does not. Yet profit is chosen for many good reasons and potentially not all good reasons at times. Extra solar panels or more oil money and bigger cars? Both have value, make life better in real ways.
My diagrams might give me some knowledge about words to say and words not to say. All might not be given the grace to have those investments in advance which is not all pretty. While I might not know if God exists, having grace and forgiveness for each other’s words is power, power I would like to invest in for both self and others in advance if possible.
People that have written or made diagrams for years might have some anomalies or edge cases I don’t know about as well. Writing is a bit of a journey, ups and downs, pros and cons that hopefully delivers in ideal ways for the World at the end, in the middle, and preferably at the beginning.
There are 100+ directions I could have taken this document. But the words end up where they do. Change a sentence here a word there has power, power I do not fully comprehend yet I want to deliver in more ideal ways.
Human Rights abuses to less or curing cancer – 2 of many very valuable paths to choose from. More math, more writing teachers inspired? How could it change the World?
Surface area to useful. All that writing, reading, art, painting and life is all about?
Songs are written, then pressure waves hit the surface area of our skin, clothes, and eardrums. Writing on one surface area leads to differences on other surface areas.
Writing and reading, just a song worthy of singing along to?
Keeps my mind busy, keeps refining my typing skills – the venture is not all value out for self, hopefully is valuable to others in real and tangible ways as well.
If I sound too much like a Teacher people might not want to listen to my words, my song? Not all power, not all cold blooded? Insufficiently melodramatic?
What do people like and want to hear vs what do people need to hear to make the World a better place from I don’t talk to enough people to make that call?
Better numbers and better cybersecurity – a choice for the next sentence – from I might not call myself an expert in either?
I like the idea of a Dyson Sphere – a mythical megastructure that completely encapsulates a star (Space not talking about showbiz here) in solar panels to capture magnitudes higher level of energy than our current World even uses. An impossibly hard engineering feat that would dramatically change civilization in uncanny ways. It is kind of how I would think of the Power of a God, a cosmic God that could create a planet in a week.
The surface area surrounding a star would be much greater than even the star itself which is likely many many times larger than Earth or other planets. Lots of surface area to value added.
Aerospace and engineering to combating environmental problems (like Space) rather than just gains to drop bombs, payloads on different cities on the map depending upon the day and who is in charge? Problem is gains is one area likely will leads to gains in other areas. Less than ideals that are real that seem a bit impossible to factor in, nuclear weapons are created, ever really solved?
Less bombs dropped inspired is Surface Area to protected and useful. One less bomb dropped on Ukraine could be power, currently not ideally being invested in?
Surface Area to useful. Less frozen babies this winter, no reason to Make Peace?
I turn up engineering, better computers for our country, love Aerospace (who doesn’t like lift?) – yet does that fuel a continuous arms race – where World Powers just one up each other on repeat?
Investments in Space and tech are wins for future generations – I think it is a reason for forgiveness and grace, comprehension losses might matter less later.
Software with less bugs in 2030, 2035 is an investment. As tech improves one might think throughput on less bugs will help deliver in new and profound ways. A little better experience on the smartphone? Power in that.
I wonder what the metrics are for better writing and better writers. Writing that actually delivers? What leads to it, what prevents it? If I an increase the power on it, will it lead to control or hubris?
Should have spent my time painting or making a diagram? Maybe?
I could have theoretically spent my time painting, making diagrams, or writing – all interchangeably. One diagram replaced with a written document, or one written document replaced with a diagram, or a painting that is worth 1000 words? It doesn’t matter what I choose, choice will be seen as less than ideal?
If I had spent my previous days writing, my writing skills might be better on this document? Open to conjecture and hypotheticals? Not the best kind?
Not what AI and computing can do, help find ways to optimize process and investments for greater throughput and impact that might save lives?
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