Thoughts October 3rd, 2024

Not always sure what to say. Been in over my head, or least I have perceived to be in over my head at times in my life.

Others in the World are likely going through the same things. People excessively stressed might not always use ideal words (God will give right words at right time does not equate to everyone is Christian, words spoken in good faith or not good faith matters, I don’t think I have always had ideal words yet sometimes reliance on God giving the right words at the right time, plus believe you have it and it is yours might lead to less than ideal words via Christians). English Teachers matter, and words spoken in Faith matters.

“If you insist on saving your own life you will lose it and if you lose it for my sake you will find it” – I am Christian, I am not Christ, I can’t perform miracles, I don’t have cosmic power. Combined with if you believe you have it is yours can convolute things a bit.

Belief people have the right words might equate to more words into the system, systems that have typos and miscommunication that is not all flawless. Add in potential for drugs and health problems, words of any one man or woman, especially in times of war or leverage might not ideal comprehension.

Sometimes words are spoken with the idea they have to be spoken or one will die – like if you think you have a sniper rifle pointed at you through a window. The thought has potential to amplify – I know from personal experience. It has potential to produce data, I would not consider it ideal data.

Less desire to save life might lead to less words, better words. Sometimes no words is better. Sometimes take the min instead of fight it might lead to less problems for self and others. Always taking the min in an oppressive system does not always ideal value either. People that don’t feel like they have allies, feel protected especially in times of war and financial insecurity might feel like they have to fight things for sufficient support. Turn the other cheek is useful, turn the other cheek when others are hurting might lead to people not blowing the whistle at companies when something is going wrong.

Stress might not lead to people fighting things in the right way, in a way that is ideal sin out. Which begs the question if extra stress is always good, is always sufficient in the first place. Others might be able to learn and avoid same problems in their own lives. When you are drugged, or drugs are leaving your system (for instance Nicotine, use may improve memory followed by removal might lead to brain fog) you might not be thinking maybe I shouldn’t fight things, maybe I should say nothing. God will give right words in combination that drugs and health problems, comprehension is less than ideal on the common might lead to less than ideal words. Drug rebound is not always pretty, people don’t always know it, or think about it, or include it in problem solving thoughts. The world doesn’t stop waging war for all people in rehab, yet if there was peace it might lead to better results from rehab facilities.

The rebound of drugs, any particular drug, might be used as a weapon. People tend to think of the cost of taking a drug as the immediate effect, when it might mean good value for a time, followed by cost. It might be desirable to comment on world events while recovering, it might be necessary to comment on world events while recovering, it might not always be wise to comment on world events while recovering. Desire to get back in the game, stop being dead weight, add productivity to world amplifies for good reasons, amplified as always good might lead to the previous sentences on this paragraph not fully entertained in theory or practice.

I want the World to be blessed and have World Peace.

Getting people to understand my point of view might lead to less problems. Lawyers (which I am not one of) argue cases for people, advocates help others. If I felt my point of view was ideally comprehended already, Christ had already said everything needed then silence might be better than this document.

Less requirement to fight my own battles could free me up to concentrate on other’s problems. I might not always ideal problems solved for others, thus that might turn up their requirement to protect self – which is not all good – might remind me if I don’t protect my point of view and problems, who will?

If others have similar problems to the problems I have had in this document it might help save them. I want all people protected and to have peace, not scammed into a messed up life, the wrong people might get blamed for scams or less than ideals added to the system. Thus I understand why people might feel the need to protect themselves, work on data I don’t have and am not given access to.

Sharing might provide value for self and others at time. Means too much might not lead to sharing. I mean this document to be helpful – I don’t like the idea of not ideal altruism out leads to zero value. Trying to make peace with others might lead to less bombs and wars, I have a stake in more peace and less people hurting, self being supported (less than ideal altruism out), the combination is not zero value.

Not thrown under the bus is valuable and facilitates capacity to support others.

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