Perfect Gray

I was thinking about creating a diagram on Perfect Gray. Yet I chose to write instead, potentially a bit faster to get thoughts on paper.

There are moments, moments that are Exactly between White and Black, Good and Bad, that are like standing on top of the gray mountain, looking out and experiencing, experiencing in a way that gives desire up, down, left, right looks good, that the moment in time feels almost like it didn’t exist.

I have perceived a new level of gray today. It is easy to think that I have comprehended all levels of gray I ever will, I ever have the potential to comprehend. One document say documentA, and another document say documentB might mean entirely different things than when read together, ideas entertained together is hard to fully appreciate. Gives comprehension, realization for both better and worse likely in a way that doesn’t show up everyday.

Things that are just in by design, like health problems you can’t fix get set as just status quo, no longer look or seem as awful as they possibly are. They have the potential to jade sight and sound, give an entire different comprehension of experience. Reduced pain is powerful – one day you take Tylenol or some over the counter pain medication – gauge your experience, do you get angry at the same things, do you have more capacity to view things uninterrupted?

Right at the line of uncomfortable has potential to raise comprehension, raise comprehension of how content and documents, music and art might be perceived in entirely different lights based upon subtle, like viewed with Tylenol or not (low strength does not always equate to similar results). Gives reasons for forgiveness and grace, highlights good, and bad potentially in self more than others at times – even if the way I perceive content is based upon my own experience, it might be hard to divest from this content is good, or bad because I have to make a choice whether it is good or bad for me.

Gray leads to desire to assess. Is this good, bad, right for me to watch, wrong for me to watch, how do I turn it into a win win, what kind of critical thought does it inspire? I know watching content more than once has the potential to change comprehension, perception, what health problems I experience at the time of watching, view, listening, yet it is difficult, hard at best to divest completely from assessment as a whole rather than just as assessment in a particular part in time. Value of content factors into future value, not assess as such, as known, knowable?

New content is produced everyday. A World of 8 billion plus people continues to grow, grow content creation daily. Easy to set self to know, know everything possible, that there is no potential for surprises, for gains to knowledge and experience – we win status quo, what we know, for good reasons at times. Setting A know is not all get, not all set, not all appreciation for the future brings changes to somethings not all things. Complexity grows faster than our ability to comprehend it, we use computers to summarize, yet we know details and value is lost in translation at times.

This document might help save the world when combined with another document created at some past date or future date. Small changes have potential for vastly different results is a known, yet knowns do not always get appreciated to the level they should. People assess each other on first impressions, yet are first impressions really established ideally? I have many pieces of art, dependent upon which one people see first could vastly change their respect or disrespect for me. Something as simple as order, miscomprehension combined with health problems of the day, trials of the day set to ideal value, steeled? Book cover, first page always leads to sufficient assessment? People always taught to look at the potential instead of the problems?

I don’t establish assessment ideally on a daily basis. Don’t judge from The Bible in combination with the thought seems powerful. If I don’t invest much time in something think I fully see, comprehend? If I don’t drive a car, I know everything I need to know? Not in not out, gray seems apt.