I asked God to make it rain immediately and He did Not
If God truly loves me and wants me to trust Him He would make it rain immediately
Thus if He does not make it rain immediately does He love me or does He not love me?
Reality gives more of a feeling of owned by the Devil in Not Fully Appreciated Ways, God of lags delivery of prayers is not a fully comprehended system
Trust support lines that don’t deliver in timely manner?
Christian God possibly not the true God?
Life gives feeling of inside a dark supercomputer where evil has control of the reigns
Reality problematic, unreliable Not Fully Appreciated
God please help me find a better version of reality
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