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Not sure who this is for. There is a game on The App Store that is named Radiant One. There is a mission called The Secret. It is a bit tough and might take a few tries. Not for the faint of heart. This isn’t meant to hurt anyone just reminded me a lot of my experience(not those around me) in Portland, Oregon 2010. Might be how The Angels might have felt watching me though the story is different. The game says I have to share more to get more of these stories. My earlier blog wasn’t meant to be hurtful to those that made the movie The Ring, just wanted to give a similar picture. I think that game portrayed some of the anxiety I had in Portland, Oregon

Dream, Sunday, March 21

I was moving through the woods and trying to live life and care about everyone. I was one political party then the other. I was listening to an actress that I had seen before. She was up on stage in a new room. I really like what she had to say and wanted to tell others about her. I gave the information to a friend and then he said “So sign it, if you want”. It wasn’t what he said but how he said it. Like I expected him to have to say it. It made me mad and I didn’t remember why immediately after the dream. When he said it, it made me mad because I felt like it was portrayed in a different way and I lost my voice. I don’t really understand all dreams, I share some and don’t share others. This one I felt like should be shared.

Really liked part of the sermon at HP UMC today. Couldn’t listen to all of it effectively with some health problems, listening to some music at the same time helped, hopefully not misread due to surveillance

Just because you see the same person before and after an event doesn’t mean they are the one that is responsible. Not always an easy thing to understand

I like my lobsters healthy, I like my healthcare happy

With all the amazing technology Asia has produce for our country we should all be more grateful

Cyber security problems really make it tougher for us all to work together, I like promoting each other’s products and without a safe environment that becomes tougher

Multidimensional

Multicolor

Multilayered

Multishape

Multibounded

Universes Chess Board, some new, some old, replays the same over the millennia?

Does a truth fix a lie? Might help prevent it from moving further up the chain of command. Use surveillance without expecting to be surveillance?

No Universal Wildcards, what does that mean? Use if this situation and not in that situation. Useful in this situation and not in that situation. Can’t use use a wildcard at a roulette table. Still not worth throwing out the deck.

Long term prediction depends on God’s input.  What does that mean? We can make best guesses on a set of variables, but we can’t make accurate guesses about them all. We can make games in a few dimensions. We can make art in a few dimensions.  Doesn’t mean we can guarantee all of them. Do your best and fight the obstacles when and if they occur.  

Should I censor this, if I didn’t tell them, somebody else would not have?

I can think of a way a bunch of problems can cause side effects to each other, and I don’t know what those combinations would be, not sure I even want to.  Look at the grand scale of the Universe then look at a spec of dust. Our civilization in knowledge is that spec.  That’s a huge room for mercy. Don’t beat yourself up about it, why, we need everyone at their best.

They don’t like seeing that? Show it to them anyway? How would you want to be treated? They are hurting don’t show them? Not how I would want it. They are scamming them? Don’t speak up about it? The times (not the New York Times) are leading them to scam others? Don’t be merciful to them? If they are merciful to them, does it create fuel for others to scam as well? Like a prism.  How do we unwrap?

My problem, probably authorities and CEOs problems, no time off the clock gets annoying at times.

Prayer, Mercy, and Forgiveness on all sides helps.  Less lies help.  There are times lies make sense. Too much oppression equals more lies and less answers. Speaks truth under oppression? Reward that. Decided to correct course after being enslaved to a lie? Reward that. Protected someone else by lieing? There is a time for that, a slippery slope. Like that they told the truth but can’t reward it because protecting someone else. Understand that. Don’t destroy the system for a lie and I don’t need to know everything.  Appreciate what I miss, not always straightforward.

They didn’t do it the way I wanted. If they did would it have been better?

I don’t want President Biden to spend his presidency having to continually defend himself from attacks about the past.  I don’t want former President Trump having to continually defend himself from attacks about the past. I want The President to be empowered for the future.  Magnify the good so we all benefit. A leader is only as good as his support. Waterfall or falling rocks. What is a prettier site to see? Yes landslides are pretty magnificent too but I hope you understand the point.  Want leaders at their best? Forgive them.  Want support at their best? Forgive them. Leaders are part of the support system? That’s how we make it happen.

Is there not enough news without the scandals? Better technology? Better the support system. Who is the support system? All of us. Infinite resources and infinite time? Not yet. Expect too much out of anyone on this earth and likely to be let down. See the beauty in the imperfections while simultaneously encouraging others to be their best. Not every person know what they can handle before they take it on. Judging what is right for you doesn’t mean it is right for others. I have different bars at different levels. I like somethings and I can still appreciate the beauty in others. I want filters and I want diversity. I don’t like friction about caring about both. No filter? Put the deaf guy with the blind guy? No diversity? Blank canvases look prettier?

My levels for what I like and what I don’t like are different than others. That’s why I like others in the conversation. No? A perfectly acceptable answer. Make them love me? No. Try to support them regardless. Yes. Try to make the best choices for my life as well? Yes. The rest in God’s hands

If one universe exists. Could there not be 2 or more? My belief would be that God, Christ, and The Angels would rule all of them. So I am praying that if any other Universes exists that they are blessed and protected. In Christ’s name I ask this.

Some things are just wrong, they are over they are in the past, and move forward. Justification? Some things just can’t be justified outside of forgiveness and Christ.  Magnify the path forward.  Show them where they are wrong? Sometimes.  Will it make them better? Blame a guy for the decisions they made in the void without the proper support? No. Always wise to remember the support could have been in the void too. A little correction early in the voyage can steer a ship in the right direction. A little over correction too early in the voyage can steer them in the wrong direction. Blame them for that? No. Can I rewire something once it is broken? What is the cost in that? Somethings better left in God’s hands than mine.

I am grateful there are proper channels for people to vent their anger. What would it mean if they couldn’t?

Would I like a mansion? Who wouldn’t? What would it cost to them? A beautiful club without people to enjoy it with? Less beautiful. Make them lonely at the top? No. Heaven the same for all people? No boat for the sea captain, no spaceship for the astronauts, no pools to lounge at, no beaches to enjoy, no bikes and an open road? Same for all equals less. Different magnifies each other, I am grateful for that. Everyone agree with me on everything? That’s not different.

Leave them in jail? For how long? There is damage in being deprived of support and resources to better their lives in relationship to society. Support now or pay later, what sounds better?

One of the problems with media? We don’t always know how it will be listened to. I listened to the same song today and it made me feel worse and made me feel better depending on my state of mind at the time. Confusing. Probably has to be hard on artists, sounds good one day and might not sound as good then might sound better again. Would like this guitar better with a face on it. Do I have a guitar to give? No, this is meant to be inspiring. Maybe someone can turn this into a great guitar, free to use, Inspired by many and a Saffron flower

This is meant to be a piece of art, not a button to a bomb. Take me at face value here.

A button that will launch a bomb? No thank you. A button that will make everyone’s lives better? That’s my 123.

Just FYI I made a prayer to always keep a candle lit for me in Heaven. I made a prayer to keep one lit for God, all The Angels, all The Universe and all The World from the beginning until the end of time. Still like to keep one lit up for those on earth to see, don’t use it going out as a reason to lose faith.

Read this entire next paragraph or none of it, because you won’t like just hearing part of it

The way I see it this entire shit storm is caused by wanting to keep people locked up in cages too long. Unforgiveness and the death penalty. Wanting to go to war and kill people.  Using lies and destruction to try and prevent people from building and succeeding in life. Trying to derail people’s companies and ambitions. Not enough healthcare and support for people at all stages of life. Our way or the highway. Not enough accessibility and instruction for those without. Not enough appreciation for diversity. Correct that all without mercy and forgiveness and we are just scaling up the problem. Beauty in the storm and I can’t fix it all. Have mercy for what I can’t see. More pieces to the puzzle are better, keep moving forward if there are some missing. Respect authority and don’t make them out to be God. Somethings I have left unsaid, understand why this is?

People see different things as the problem. Can’t see everything in the storm. No need for authority? No need to challenge authority at times? Glad they are God and I am not.

When I was writing this idea that sounded like a voice popped into my head. “Great I can’t see” hopefully that meant people were reading it. Maybe they need more devices and screens to be able to read it. Maybe they need Alexa to read it to them.

Send married people to space? Closed quarters surrounded by ice? Constant surveillance? Double deadbolt the door? Deadbolts always look the same? Relationships to someone level of marriage to others? We didn’t agree on that. For the reasons we think? For the reasons we thought at the time?

The Bible as a key to a door. What that door opens unknown? Better always feels like better? Short term sacrifice for long term gain?

No mercy for cops? Make them Chief Justice bringer?

A man and a woman like each other, thinking of them as Boxers, be careful over optimizing others

Ice Boxing – too cold, gives more energy sometimes, like walls that are closing in

Fire Boxing – Peer Pressure, fuel fuel divide, I need them? I need them? Success plus pride potential for less opportunities, pee on the ride? Not the best idea

Wind boxing – Wiffs with no connections? Oh their nice.  Oh their nice too. Looking googly eyed at each other but won’t step up to the plate?

Boxing for charity events, prize for the most people helped – giving advice here, I don’t have a prize

Does speed lead to better results? More results faster

Quality results faster? How is that possible?

To observe and prayer

Ponder the epic meaning of more, fix that and then that, time for you, time to be at your best? More worse? Sometimes. More better is more better. Think the best of people. Support is different and support is more.

Prayer? When we pray to bless them what are we saying? We are saying they are not us. They think differently than us. When we pray bless and protect us. We are saying we see the image of God in others and ourselves. Always easy to see the image of God in each other with so many difference? Is life, love, and common problem sets not enough to see that we all are made in The Image of God? Speech that both amplifies our common problems and appreciates our difference is not easy. A lot can be learned from Speech, not always easy for those under surveillance to understand that.

Wasn’t expecting to listen this long tonight, but I learned a lot

Goal Tender as the Weather Guy

Fight the void and have to fight epic players – both sides?

You didn’t block that, how do I block them, how could I block someone that fast?

Like walking in a Space Suit on Pluto

Canada is a bit of an unknown, a neighbor to The North. They have some puzzle pieces too, what can I learn from them?

People fighting in a ring can swing back as expected. After the match is over we shouldn’t be taking swings. People can swing back later in ways we didn’t expect. So might as well use it for good. They knocked me out and I still want to promote them? Yes. What does boxing do for people? It fills a void. What do movies and art do for people it fills a void. Is the void good? It brings on the lights. The void can take us to dark places at times but I am glad it is there. No Kickboxing? No Sports? Doesn’t seem like it would be healthy for any of us.

What does the void bring to the table? An opportunity to shine

Don’t give for too long, the void can take us to dark places

I like voids in space better than nooses, that’s by design. The silent treatment for long enough feels like getting hit. One way to make a fighter

Inspired by many

My new friend from a Uganda Oprhanage made a great point on defense of mercy. Staying up later in life sometimes takes more work. So older people sometimes need the job more. Needs to be mercy for those that have health problems as time goes on. Mercy by helping rather than taking lives.

Popularity acceleration, something to think about, rate at which something is amplified and accelerated. Immediately drive at 350 MPH? Appreciate the speed and control the car if no appreciation for the ups and downs?

If someone held a gun to my head and said read The Bible I wouldn’t want to read it. Why because my conception of God would be that He is merciless and forceful. Do I think reading The Bible makes me feel better? Sometimes. Some health problems mixed with the knowledge of man’s ability to lie and sin and add in that God stays silent on some things makes it more difficult. God said He will write it on our hearts.

In a fallen world there are still problems. Better with God and Christ’s forgiveness. Yes. Always easy to have faith through the storm? No. God still loves us regardless? Mercy will be given to the merciful.

If God weren’t merciful in his judgement what would that look like? That piece of sand on your shoe you walked out with? Theft. That extra breath you took walking up the stairs to work? Theft. But they had health problems. That really The God we all want to believe in? Would that be the same God that loved us so much He sent his only son to die for us on a cross because the Old Testament law had already failed us?

God is love and do you think a loving God wouldn’t put a safety net under his dangerous creation? Weather, who controls that?

White you can’t see the value in beautiful snow?

Blue you can’t see the value in beautiful water?

Yellow you can’t see the hope in a new day’s sun?

Red you can’t see the beauty in a red dress?

Orange potassium never helped anybody?

Brown you can’t see the value in earth tones and a nice cup of coffee?

Black you can’t see the value in shade, The Universe, and the gaps where everything isn’t painted white? Jail cells can be all white walls, and never turning out the lights can be a scary thing. Don’t misread that to mean taking life is cool.

Purple in a beautiful sky

Always easy to see during the hard times? No. But life is worth living. Every action we take for the better God ripples through time. The actions we take contrary to God’s plan, He put something in place for that. Glad He sent his son to die for us, accepting His forgiveness is easy. Living the life He wants us to live is hard without dedication and prayer. Pray without ceasing, that’s a pretty tall order. Easy to believe God has forgiveness when the support isn’t there? No. That’s a misconception that the support is ruler of The Universe. None of us have all the answers. I still question but The God I love would have mercy on many anyway.

Wearing a cross, that isn’t saying something? Deaf guys don’t need encouragement too? Make everyone wear one? Oppressive Government and can’t I still believe the best in people regardless of what I don’t see. Do I fail at that too sometimes when the support doesn’t seem like it is there? Yes. I like other necklaces too. Removing a necklace doesn’t take away God’s love or salvation.

There is more to this world than meets the eye. More than one sense. More than one conversation. Even if not many are talking to me. Did I walk away from God? Yes, I didn’t have these words at the time. Did I return to God? Yes

They were young, they chose wrong, hold them responsible for that? No. No correction problematic over correction problematic too. I prefer to balance closer to the mercy side. They made a mistake, take away their eraser? What would a loving God do?

My teeth hurt though, gnashing and what not. Don’t go to the dentist? Oh they lost their job. Oh they weren’t sure if they would live so they enjoyed the time they had left. Read those last 2 sentences as judgment or mercy. Read it as mercy

Do I believe these words were inspired by God, The Angels, All the people from the beginning ink of time until now, The Universe and all the animals? Yes. We’re they all said directly to me? No. Did I hear some words? Yes. Possibly of a hidden speaker? Possibly. Do I believe that everything in life can speak to us about God? Sometimes. Do I believe we will need more words like this from others in the future? Yes

I read the Bible differently at 20 than at 37. What will it tell me later in life?

If I could go back in time and fix all my mistakes, would I? Then I might not have met the people I did. I am grateful for the people I met along the way and I wish I knew a bit more on the journey