I guess we want to talk about it. There is a better way than leaving me with less and sending me home to live with my family. Yes I still care about my family and doing this can make others lives worse
I am looking for a drug out there like Nicotine that isn’t illegal and has similar benefits without the cancer risks. Can anyone help point me in the right direction?
I had this really interesting dream. I woke up and can’t remember parts of it. Moving quickly things can get missed. I remember someone being saved by the off chance of someone else being in the situation. Something about racism though not sure about it. On the way out of the place I looked back and saw an older women abusing a younger women.
Then I was out on steps surrounded by fountains at night. Like outside a corporate office building though the inside was like a house. Like stone henge on the outside with fountains surrounding the inner circle and marble pavement with an open sky view of the stars. The steps were after a walkway pavement that had grassy hills on both sides, though I couldn’t see that far back, was looking forward and up.
I heard this voice say “would you just let it go?”. My thought is yes, because of the storm inside the building. Then my thought is no because I can’t remember what happened. And last my thought is I might want to let the younger women go because of the storm but not right because I don’t want her to be abused. Then the thought that that older woman pissed me off yet she might have been through the same thing. Part of me wonders if when I thought I would just let it go I forgot what happened in the building
Kind of pisses me off I can’t remember that part of the dream
Figured I should share, sometimes not always because the forgetting makes me a bit leary though I think this one is from God. Kind of annoying God only gives me part of the story. Something to think about with surveillance. We see the top view, but we don’t experience the other senses and input experiences. They were crying? Why, were they sad or were they pretending, or did they eat too much habanero salt? A lot that we miss out on being outside the party
When I was in solitary feeling like a lobster about to be cooked it gave me a dejavu feeling though saying this could be misread. I wasn’t sexually abused as a child. The memory I have was like being in Halloween surrounded by Tyrants at a dinner table. Like military men and black and white intelligence, though surviving through it makes it seem like it was part of a show. The ceilings were high and an emperor was drawn on the messed up glass. Felt like the remains of a dark experimental hospital. The ceiling had squares that I grouped that made me think of emperors horses. The stone cement tiled slabs we slept on made me think I was sleeping on top of a coffin, like after the table I slept on at my apartment in Providence after the Halloween party at the club. They showed some Tim Burton filmed I liked as well as I remembered this day of the dead costume one of the bartenders wore. I didn’t have the money for a costume and felt a bit out of it that night. Can’t remember if it was the alcohol or the health problems
I am saying more now because the haze of drugs and oppression after leaving the system made it more difficult to speak up. A lot gets left unsaid
In an oppressive system seeing signs that say report oppression is like a one two punch. I should speak up when that guy went missing? Probably just got transferred cell blocks. Have to take a lot on faith when your in jail. If I said something that offended the guard, please understand why. Speaking more specifically about judgement comments. I don’t like being touched by guards when I am lit up like a lobster. Course I blame that more on the system, though it has problems too. Let them die on the street? Don’t protect the other inmates? Yes sorry for medical or judged that I offended, just a manifestation of other problems
I have been hit enough times from enough directions that I can’t really blame anyone. Doesn’t mean I don’t want to see the system get better. I also realize that there is so much in front of me and so many amazing inventions showing up that these problems might end up being a relic of the past. I want to see more of the future and less of the past, while still appreciating the good times and helping fix the problems that still exist today. The future is a bit of a slot machine, hopefully can be optimized so more win going forward
Still a little bit questionable if I am actually part of reality or in some lighthouse. I am not sure where to set my trajectory
1/3 ginger syrup, 1/3 water, 1/6th cranberry juice, 1/6th orange juice, Cheyenne pepper, Habanero salt, Wasabi Powder – tastes a bit like grapefruit juice with a kick – Cheyenne and Ginger possibly thins blood from what I have read
You don’t want your child to have access to that until it is policed better? Smart man or woman. You don’t have the resources yet to police that better? Your preaching to the choir
Speed and accuracy
Separate networks, how would that work?
what am I saying?
I want faster more accurate systems that are delivered to all people in the appropriate manner, gimping the younger generation doesn’t seem wise to me, me or you successful doesn’t gimp future generations. Me only successful or you only successful does
People that can deal well with the success of others are more likely to be successful, that applies to both sides of the fence
Teeter totter is the wrong way. Lift lift is the right way
They need oppression, oppression will help them grow, or maybe it will stop them from solving your problem
Once people are out of high school let them live their life
John 8:15 “You judge according to the flesh; I judge no one ”And yet if I do judge, My judgement is true; for I am not alone, but I am with the Father who sent Me.
Be more like Christ. Takes tact and wisdom to get the above statement correct. Preachers as gamers, like a Bishop. Duality and balance required sometimes. A lot of room for mercy in that. Not a priest or preacher, doesn’t mean I don’t have respect for them. I don’t want anyone left under the bus, including them
Be careful about people who say oh your playing the game, no man is God
I see your hurting, how can I help seems better in my opinion
Oh he or she had the right words at the right time, always trust that?
Have mercy on those that don’t always have the right words, perfect words aren’t always from perfect motivations, and even if they are, they could be motivated by the wrong people
You need to pray about it? A perfectly valid answer sometimes
We need to control them? Ok, tie your airplane to an anchor
CEOS have to make decisions on what is best for their company, and we all get to be CEOs of our own lives, we all answer to God, we all have limited time and resources
The problem they chose not to respect my time and resources, the problem they chose not to talk to me when I wanted to help, The problem they didn’t have the resources, the problem they were oppressed, the problem too many people trying to control the situation, the problem they were trying to teach me a lesson
The solution? Direct conversation when possible, and not always possible, less oppression leads to better conversation, I enjoy indirect conversation too, takes a lot of faith to only rely upon just that. Artwork can be both direct and indirect. Helps to know what people were thinking
Would like to think we are past labeling people for the gutter, the problem I want to live my life and have support doing so, without being controlled. Persuasion and manipulation aren’t always easy to differentiate. He wants us to tell him to do push-ups without saying do more? Levels matter. Sometimes the best gauge is direct communication
Some people have problems to the level of looking like a tyrant. Trying to unwrap that isn’t always easy. Looking mean for protection not ideal, might scare off good people in your life. People that are drugged or terrorized might bluff out of fear. Didn’t have the right support and was trying to protect their life and livelihood, that can cause problems.
Optimization can be a bit of a roll of the dice, even with the right support system
You know a better way to accomplish that but didn’t tell me? Why
We developed this great new drug that doesn’t have those side effects? What side effects does it have?
바티칸의 수십억 개의 다른 이미지와 한 목소리로 성경을 말하는 수조 개의 음성을 슈퍼컴퓨터가 렌더링하면 어떻게 될까요? 슈퍼 컴퓨터가 무엇을 할 수 있는지 확인하십시오. 한 시간이 충분한지, 나중에는 5분이면 충분할 것인지, 아니면 더 많이 들을수록 더 많은 축복을 받을지 누가 알겠습니까? 다음은 내가 작업한 예술 중 일부이지만 내가 제공한 것에서 사용할 수 있는 더 나은 무료 콘텐츠일 수 있습니다. 더 많은 리소스를 원합니다
What would a supercomputer render of a billion different images from the Vatican and trillions of voices saying the Bible in unison look like? Be neat to see what the super computers can do. Who knows if an hour is enough time, maybe 5 minutes would be enough with the later, or maybe more blessed the more we hear. The following is some of the art I have worked on but it could be better, free content for use from my what I have provided. Would like some more resources
Caution: Christian values, might be important to international regulation
Christ paid the price already then more was added to the story. Don’t steal, don’t lie, don’t take lives, don’t mistreat others. Some people on this planet might think it is a good idea to return the favor, whether your guilty or not. They might make you think your guilty to control you.
Man makes unfair laws that make the system go against itself then others can blame you unjustly. There are borderline problems like going out and drinking that can cause you problems. Course not having any money to give to bartenders to provide for their families can also cause problems. So we don’t always agree on what sin is. Not all people that read The Bible understand this upfront. Not telling this to children doesn’t seem wise to me, and some won’t read it, hear it, or understand it to begin with. Even if you do understand it, some people’s children won’t. The sad part is a giant community doesn’t stand up and tell me this early on. Or maybe they just didn’t have the right words to say.
Some can use this to profit themselves are your expense. This annoys me.
You like beautiful women? That can be used to control you.
You like money? That can be used to control you.
You like food? That can be used to control you.
You like a pretty voice? That can be used to control you.
What can control do? Make you profit at the expense of others.
What can lack make you do? Make you want to profit at the expense of others.
Just deal with it is fine and dandy until your starving out on the street. Some will take a mile if you give them an inch. Freedom always merciful or easy?
I would prefer not to judge, and I would prefer not to be pushed to the point of having to. I also like beautiful art and movies and songs. By choosing some songs and not others we are making judgements. I guess that statement is a judgement in itself. So having a preference is judging and it is not in my opinion. The songs you don’t choose still find a way to love and promote the people singing them.
I am a man not a god therefore I have preferences. Do I want to hook up with all women? No. Do those I don’t talk to still need support, high quality tools, and fresh food, water, and shelter? Yes. Trying to talk to billions of people all at once would prevent you from spending more time with some people in your life. The idea of talking to one person for the rest of my life seems miserable.
The way people get you is they can make you look like you are causing them problems when you are not, or are choosing others over them. Cheers to that.
You only had enough money to pay for rent? And they stole that. What will you do? Best not to hurt others. Begging people all the time can make them feel like they are being cheat. Pray and hope God will provide. How long did I spend on the street? Don’t worry not that humiliating walking through the streets picking up nails with a master’s degree. Sarcasm, they didn’t say that, what damage would that cause. Doesn’t vent their anger? Trust that? Leave them in silence so they can’t talk to others and vent their frustration? What damage would that cause? Oh I misspelled that above? Cyber security problems could prevent people from getting the message?
Yes picking up nails in the streets matter too, every little bit helps. One saved tire might prevent someone from getting tetanus or going postal with one too many problems. So maybe God needed me there at that time. Let’s find a better way going forward. Or maybe we’ll all be out on the street picking up nails if we don’t find a way to work together.
Too many burdens for a child? Possibly. Not having this info early on could cause a lot of problems. A child could misuse some of this knowledge as well. You just get into this world and you are fighting for your right to be a part of it. Give them CEO as a child? Not very merciful to them or us. Might be an excuse to keep my paycheck for my family.
Am I a cop or priest? No. Am I glad there are people in the system trying to prevent us from killing each other? Yes. Find a way to magnify the good, preferably without testing people until they turn psycho.
And here’s the issue life has already tested some people to that level. Will you be water, fire, or ice? Find a way to help.
Ice – don’t talk to them, and find someone that knows the words to, pray for them
Fire – shake things up, be careful with this
Water – believe you have the right words, and if it turns out you are just pouring gasoline on the fire, try another way, also too much water can drown people, only pastels and fluffy pink bows for the warrior? He wanted boxing gloves and you gave him an apron? He wanted fast computer chips and more people supported and you gave him a puppy instead? But a puppy could make him feel loved. Maybe he is a cat guy. Oh a 37 year old man only needs pets to talk to?
The guy without children always has the right words for them?
I like revolutionary music, games, and movies. I don’t want to see people hurt in real life. We have problems in our support network, are they real or fake? Would I put my life at risk to help others? Yes. Do I want to have to to prove a point? No
Should others have to put their life at risk to help me? No. Am I still grateful for support? Yes. Do I want great tools to work with too? Yes
Don’t piss on people for the clothes they wear, the car they drive, or the shoes they choose to wear, whether they are poorer or richer. Not everyone can handle that appropriately, their shrowded in diamonds and I can’t have one? Oh they were an effect? Bling bling. Always remember that lambo could be a loaner, and all things God has given us are loaners. No, people aren’t things. Which one is worth more?
They have more money so they are a better provider? What would that make a man do? Better buy a nicer car to impress that one. Oh he took out a loan he expected he could pay for with his career. What happens if you get a bit of bad PR. God will provide that won’t happen to me? He’s useful attach him to the problem. Be a utilful. Wasn’t her plan? They used her as a carrier pigeon painting a message into her fabrics? Frustrating, their child is wearing a No Mercy hat? Judge the child for liking some words on a hat? The outfit was provocative
Yes I still have preferences and I care. Please pick up the slack where I might not be able to.
Punish those that weren’t supported? No. Support those being punished? Yes. Sometimes support looks like punishment? They did 10 pushups, I think they could do 20. Depends on how many they did before. Walk them up to the edge of a cliff without a support network rope? Don’t do that. They just ran a marathon, make them run another? Give them some rest. Don’t confuse that with permanently benching people.
많이있다. 약간의 흔들림이 있고 좋을 때도 있고 나쁠 때도 있습니다. 일반적으로 시간이 지남에 따라 일부 응답이 제공되지 않아 더 행복해졌습니다. 다른 사람들을 흙 속에 남겨두는 변명이 아닙니다. 사람들(나 포함)은 일부 보석을 잊어버릴 수 있지만, 하나님(내가 아님)이 뜻하는 것은 아닙니다. 언젠가 그가 그들을 빛나게 할 것이라는 믿음을 가지십시오. 초기 투자 자주 투자, 그것이 돈을 의미합니까? 때때로
There are many. There is a bit of a wobble, good times and bad times. Generally have wound up happier that some weren’t answered over time. Not an excuse to leave others in the dirt. People(including me) may forget some of the gems, doesn’t mean God(not me) will. Have faith one day he’ll make them shine. Invest early invest often, does that mean money? Sometimes
때때로 하늘에는 많은 구름, 항상 아침이 있음을 기억하십시오
Plenty of clouds in the sky sometimes, remember there’s always morning
Some inappropriate parts of this song, but man I am glad it’s here
Some inappropriate parts of this song but glad it’s here
이 노래처럼
Like this song
이 노래가 마음에 들지 않음
Don’t like this song
사이버 보안 문제와 이 글을 쓰는 지원 및 자금 부족
Cyber security problems and lack of support and funds writing this
이 일을 해야만 하는 세상에 가장 좋은 본보기가 되지는 않습니다. 하나님께서 장기적으로 저에게 그것을 이루실 것입니다.
Doesn’t set the best example to the world to have to do this, God will make it up to me long term I believe
Big Man, why won’t China open their heart?
1.5 billion people probably a few pirate lawyers with storm in design
What happens when people don’t pay their bills and blame each other rather than trusting in God
“Richer than richer” until Taiwan hits the product lines – a bit of creative inspiration from The Notorious B.I.G. could save your life
Veteran Widow and Ginger Oppression people, common, story is dynamite
Would kind of like to finish President Obama’s book, would feel better about it if I could pay rent a bit easier
Kind of flip power on and off between left and right until everyone is out of Jail?
Helping the world’s defense should bring greater benefits earlier in the process, in my humble opinion 1940-2021
If it were my Shiny Blue Marble I would want two things, funding and freedom
$0 dollars account balance gives a lot of inspiration, rob everyone of that?
They did state vampire kitty doesn’t need to eat this month
Who chose to leave us at $0, forgiveness or unwrap?
Forgiveness for now, could use some updates in funding, seriously, kind of pissed my Fine Art America sales are being blocked, kind of pissed people are still in jail, kind of pissed Asian Americans get beaten up for China’s oppression
With more money possibly invest in Autodesk, more computers, fixing up my mother’s house, a Samsung tablet for my Veteran Widow’s mom, amnesty international, money for a Singapore defense fund, more investment in Razor Wireless and other products, a real studio of my own, possibly a hospital
Kind of like being light, would be nice to travel at times, kind of like this, like this less the more I get set to $0 for the team
Could use a solar powered boat of my own, might get sea sick and burned to a crisp, not sure Texas can afford the loss yet
Maybe people don’t like my artwork, kind of reiterated a bit too much
Free defense help at $0/hr, current market rate
Luckily God reinvests
I love the way WordPress and YouTube integrate this, Jason on the other hand, leave him with $0
Google, Youtube, and WordPress kind of shooting their selves in the foot on this one
“Money it is not a necessary thing”
“Gingers we don’t fund that here”
Maybe cyber security is blocking the payments, I could probably use that one in the future too
How many days should grace last, if I were YouTube’s CEO and wanted more funding for my platform, how would I approach a problem with the system
No exceptions to the rules? Inspire that in others?
If my ass were in Lew Sterret, I might appreciate a little extra help from a new Samsung device, we got to make sure he doesn’t sell anything?
Maybe Siri owns YouTube now?
Maybe someone with a 50 cal is guarding the Direct Express data center?
Safety first, represented by $0 investment getting me to set some of my posts on safety to private
Pride and Prejudice? maybe we should pull that book out of the closet
End of day, fixed
Again prefer grace and love versus long Jail stays, need safe support lines to make that happen
A little blind leading the blind and some people get out a bit earlier or have trials sooner than delay expected could help the process 1940 to 2021
Or I might pray to dry things up for a while
Take a away the nookie might change some hearts, not really how I would wish to be treated
2000-2021? It’s a broken system, but it works
I would suggest going forward people don’t invest in things they don’t want to invest in themselves
Like unforgiveness and not getting laid for 20 years
People that don’t want to forgive, God is just
Dr. Pepper and my Mother invested in me this month
On the other hand SSI did not, send people back to their mothers house for 20 years if they don’t forgive? Might be my prayer
Therefore forgive and invest in the guy that invested in you preferably by fixing the SSI system for all of us
I am the only one that can forgive after 20 years, feel kind of like this country has been blowing smoke up my ass
Ramen for a year might be too kind, or we could reduce, reuse, and recycle a little thing called grace and forgiveness for all people
We could use a flash light, or we could let people out of jail with a little bit of Luke light
End of day or 20 years, how people probably feel at sentencing under funded and understaffed, the problem is they judged when God said don’t judge
Why $0 SSI not ideal
One of two things will happen, lots of people will love and forgive, or more fuel for trials and an underfunded overcrowded Jail system
Can’t really protect people on the outside when their account is set to $0, when their art sales are prevented
I have this tool that nobody else seems to want it strikes a nail even though it’s blunt
나는 벽으로 둘러싸여 있다 불도저와 바 남자들은 최선을 다한다 우리는 그들이 별이라는 것을 알고 있기 때문에
I am surrounded by walls Bulldozers and bars the men try their best Because we know they are stars
조끼는 녹색 그리고 모자는 노란색 그들은 땅을 부수다 그리고 헤일로 스케일
The vest is green and the hat is yellow they crush the ground and scale the halo
거꾸로 넣었어요 아무도 뒤에 있기를 바랍니다 맹인이 걷는다 그러나 그는 징후를 보나요
I put it in reverse hope nobody’s behind the blind man walks but does he see the signs
그들이 자란 집 접히다 황금 낙하산 없음 오래된 것을 유지하기 위해
A house they grew up in fallen to fold no golden parachute to keep up the old
합창 그 빔의 균형을 잡아 그는 공중에서 걷는다 하네스 부착 절망의 그물은 없다
Chorus Balance that beam He walks in the air Attach the harness No net of despair
아마 누군가가 이 노래를 만들 수 있고 나도 만들 것입니다. 건설 직원과 도구 산업을 돕고 사이버 보안 문제를 돕습니다. 그리고 곤경에 처한 사람들을 돕고, 자유롭게 변경하고, 구절을 추가하는 등 권위 인물에 대한 알림
Maybe some people out there could make a song of this and I will make one too. Help the construction crew and tool industry and help the cyber security problems. And a reminder to authority figures to help those in trouble, feel free to change, add verses etc
여러 YouTube 채널과 사이버 보안 문제 및 외부 건설 직원을 본 후 아이디어를 얻었습니다. Halo 게임은 헤일로 점퍼와 낙하산 부대, 감옥에서 나온 남자들이 많은 아름다운 여성들과 이야기를 나누는 것을 생각나게 합니다.
Had the idea after watching several YouTube channels and the cyber security problems as well as the construction crew outside, Halo the game, reminds me of halo jumpers and paratroopers, and men that have got out of jail, talking to many beautiful women
지원 네트워크에 대한 감사의 의미로 Aaron Copland의 Fanfare for Common Man을 듣고 있었습니다.
Was listening to Aaron Copelands Fanfare for The Common Man, meant to be a thank you for the support network
911과 비슷하게 들리지만 그런 의미가 아니었고 모든 건설 직원이 함께 울타리의 모든 면에서 사랑과 보살핌으로 건물을 지었다는 것을 상기시켜줍니다.
Sounds similar to 911, wasn’t meant that way and a good reminder to us all construction crews put together builds with love and care on all sides of the fence
또한 서커스의 균형을 생각하면서 Barnem과 Bailey Circus가 감옥에 있을 즈음에 마지막 공연을 보여주었다고 들었습니다. 나는 Scarborough Fair에 가는 것을 좋아했고 지금은 한동안 그러지 못했습니다. Scarborough Fair는 내가 자라면서 갔던 중세 르네상스 축제입니다. 그곳의 예술과 공예를 사랑했고, 라이브 액션 롤플레잉 게임을 좋아했습니다. 캠핑, 게임, 친목을 동시에
Also thinking of the balancing act in The Circus, I heard Barnem and Bailey Circus showed their last show around my time in jail. I used to love going to Scarborough Faire and wasn’t able to for some time now. Scarborough faire is a mideval renaissance festival that I went to growing up. Loved the arts and crafts there, liked play live action role playing games. Like camping, gaming, and socializing at the same time
사이버 보안 문제는 고무적입니다. 족쇄를 제거하고 무엇을 할 수 있는지 상상해보십시오.
The cyber security problems are inspiring, imagine what I could do with the shackles removed
그네 위의 배우가 끌어올리는 꿈, 집의 틀 꼭대기를 걷고 있는 꿈, 그리고 건물의 기둥 꼭대기에 앉아 있는 뉴욕시의 건설 노동자의 오래된 사진에서 영감을 받은 합창, 고양이 산책은 그 순간에 그것에 대해 생각하지 않았지만 여기에도 적용 가능
Chorus inspired by a dream about an actor on a trapezes rope being hoisted up, walking on the top of the frame of the house, and some older photos of construction men in New York City sitting on top of beams of a building, cat walk could be applicable here too though wasn’t thinking about it at that moment
백업 경고음에서 영감을 받은 안전 알림이자 건물에서 작업할 때 매우 높은 곳에서 하네스를 착용하라는 안전 알림이기도 합니다.
A safety reminder inspired by the backup beeping, also a safety reminder to wear a harness when really high up in the air working on buildings
마지막으로 그 당시에는 생각하지 못했지만 후렴은 천사가 십자가에서 고통받는 그리스도를 보는 것이 빛의 줄기처럼 노래하는 방법 일 수 있습니다.
Finally didn’t think of it at the time but the chorus could be how angel’s watching Christ suffer on the cross might be singing, like a shaft of light
군대 안가서 잘 모르겠어 내가 왜 송 브랜치라고 말했는지, 평화와 같은 이상으로 이어질 수 있는 스튜디오 지원이 있으면 좋겠다고 생각했을 수도 있습니다.
Not In the Military Not Sure Why I said Song Branch, maybe I was thinking of it would be cool to have some Studio Support that could lead to more ideals such as peace
Studio는 항상 이상적이지는 않은 방식으로 의사 결정을 내리는 데 있어 이상적으로 제한되지 않는 요소입니다.
Studio has been a bit more then a little Non Ideally Limited Factors Into Decision Making in Not Always Ideal Ways
포괄적인 디자인은 이상적으로 차단될 수 없습니다.
Inclusive Design can be non ideally blocked
이상적으로 설정된 상태의 이해력 비이상적
Comprehension in states set to ideally turned up Non Ideal
현명하지 못한 건강 문제로 인해 커브볼이 비이상적으로 나타날 수 없도록 설정됨
Curveballs set to not able to be turned up non ideally via health problems unwise
전 세계를 위한 멋진 WordPress vlog를 만들려고 시도하고 콘텐츠가 2017년에 사이트를 시작하는 것이 이상적이지 않은 약간 거절되고 있습니다. Jail은 이제 자금 조달 문제를 겪고 있습니다.
Trying to make a nice WordPress vlog for the world and content is being turned down a bit non ideally started the site in 2017, Jail stent out now having issues with funding
Epic Time Traveling Might get to See some of the Most Amazing Circuses of All Time
Death due to no peroxide possible?
God of claims to love not sure resonates with all audiences
Something that wasn’t really explained to me at least in a way I understood. A picture often has multiple parts. You might not like part of a picture, commenting on that could add or subtract value. If the system isn’t fixing the problems, liking a news story can bring it to the attention of world leaders. Even if I don’t like the news story, give likes to different news organizations can ensure that they keep running and have news to tell us.
Revealing pictures can be nice for those that are single. Some people have relationships where they are more open, or it might be a ticket out of a harder situation. It is not really fair to take away a woman’s lively hood that she built around beauty because society appreciates it and rewards it in the first place. I want to promote others, appreciate their beauty, and not mess with current relationships. I don’t like that the inherent friction in this is used as a snare to entrap. A society that lives around protecting image creates inherent flaws and people left on the sidelines. Just because someone makes a better product doesn’t mean others don’t need to be provided for and loved too. If society doesn’t explain this to children at a young age it can ensnare and trap them
Maybe the problem is they think people won’t want to be scientists or doctors or technicians to keep society running. They are derailed from following their dreams then the world leaves them on the sidelines when convenient. This doesn’t just apply to art or Hollywood. They were put in power, they took one for the team, now we want to leave them with all the blame? They were a great doctor and made a mistake, take away their medical license without leaving them with resources to provide for their family? A corrupt system didn’t provide enough teachers or the teachers didn’t have the right words, they were funneled into crime and prison and drugs and we just say, hey, they knew better. This is frustrating
Maybe the fact that we crave exciting news stories is the problem. If the news casters said another day in paradise everyday, hey I like this piece of art, this great new movie is coming out tomorrow, we cured cancer and world hunger and diversity problems (I like fast cars, racing not racism). Beats hearing that embassy burned down, another school shooting, your friend just ODed on drugs, the healthcare workers are still not getting the resources they need. I don’t like incentivizing people having health problems. I also want doctors to have enough resources during the storms. Got to be a better way than a system that makes me feel like shit.
One of my big issues, I don’t feel like The Church properly explained this to me growing up. Orphan’s might not get information like this, so prevent everyone else from getting it too? Maybe they didn’t have the right words at the time, this is actually somewhat believable as the technology has progressed so much. Assuming we weren’t way further ahead back then and people just decided to leave me out of the loop.
With social media and ratings we are all promoters now. We shouldn’t be using promoting as labels for the slaughterhouse. Needs to be different systems, otherwise we wind up with stripper poles on the side of the highway. This could cause crashes.
What would happen if we strobed a Free Beer sign on stop lights? Didn’t really pick up on that part of Futurama until now.
So this is a problem I see. We use the death penalty as a detourant. It is misused by an oppressive system. Then we wind up with creative name play like Blackfriar to try to combat an oppressive system. Yet then someone driving down the street sees that, maybe they are already having a bad day and it is like a giant middle finger, maybe they have been drugged or are having health problems. So the detourant detours cars into pedestrians. Anyone else find this system a bit messed up? And not everyone, like math guys or foreigners pick up on the significance. It would be nice to have a system that doesn’t fight against itself. The further problem with that name is it can create a leverage of oppression. Oppression equals make them say it, freedom and mercy equals we can say it. Granted a nicely named bar, won’t mean you are safe. Trinity Hall was where my memory went shady, course was dealing with a lot of issues at work at the time.
Bring in Google Maps, NASA, and other programs that sees all this stuff out there and remains silent? While I still remain struggling to survive? Part of the system
Paul was human, he was loved by God. Was it finished after Christ? Sad that he felt he felt like his life was worth nothing. Stop fighting the good fight? No. Get caught up in legalism after The Cross? No. Complicated? Yes. There are likely darker things in this universe than I can imagine. It is also not wise to count God(not me) out of the equation. There are also likely more amazing times than I currently can imagine. I look forward to those days on earth and in heaven.
For those being encouraged by electronic chips, or health problems, or drugs etc, there is a product called BassMe, might not be great for people with heart problems, has made it so I can think a little clearer while listening to The Church service. Once you add in remote controls and cyber security problems, knowing who is actually responsible for what becomes a bit distorted. Some Kodo drums hitting my heart beats having to stick a tac in myself to change the area of attack. Sound in multiple dimensions is pretty cool, time, volume, frequency, and which speaker is playing where. Sounds like there is a ghost behind that wall, make sense? “Open it” as a whisper.
Just because you understand the potential problems of cyber security, doesn’t mean you won’t have to make decisions based upon them.
If I didn’t love all the amazing artwork and didn’t have an appreciation for oppression I might want to force all the Churches to rebuild the temples for leaving me out of the loop. I don’t want to throw a bunch of people’s former work under the bus. There has to be a better way to make leaders than wrapping them in problems and passing them around like a hot potato. Not going to give up on God because of that, can’t say it does piss me off a bit.
I applied to be a border control agent a while back and was denied, so if you want to blame me for the border crisis, not my fault. Still would like to help, albeit maybe in a different way. Synergy is good, and less cyber security problems helps a ton. I like The Hispanic community here, I just don’t want them to feel like slaves or less in society in our state. Same goes for Native Americans, which I wish included me, albeit with my skin it doesn’t feel like that sometimes, and don’t mean to be disrespectful to those that have lost many of their ancestors for a “better” world. For any race and immigrants, once they are in, they are part of us, find ways to help each other achieve dreams without using excessive contracts and deadly force.
Maybe they never got my application. Make sense?
Maybe I will build my on country on a platform in the ocean. But then I would have to worry about supply chains and fresh water and those stronger than me that might want to take what I have. Grateful for the help, easy to be a critic, even when having problems.
Get here after massive problems, show them shiny things, and make them start at the bottom, then limit them at every turn with oppression and excessive contracts that favor the rich. Not sure it makes the best society. Want more immigrants and a better support system, help optimize this. Better Off Ted and Futurama says a lot, would be nice if there was more PG version for children.
Maybe it wasn’t that my Dad didn’t like Larps, he just knew what it meant, or maybe if he liked it, I wouldn’t
Being a father has to be a hard job, no control, and blamed for everything you miss. I say this for others who are Dads.
She stopped reading after the word Larp, Thank you
Is it wise to give all my jewels to those that don’t respond? Cyber security problems can prevent others from responding in a timely manner. Maybe better to think the best of them. Maybe the problem is my contact is limited to some and not others. If they don’t respond it prevents me from realizing that. So am I enforcing a bad habit or am I rewarding an oppressed person. One of my prayers is that I and the world are better with support than without. Direct conversation can flag people, so maybe if they could speak directly they would.
Some of what I write here is probably better read in a supported environment. Not always an easy read
Derive meaning where appropriate. Can I always tell someone where that is? No. If what I say makes you think I am wasting your time don’t read it. Am I trying to? No, but I will let you be the judge of that. Sometimes people need to hear something they don’t want to hear. Not everyone is equipped at the time to hear what is being said. Something that might seem useless today might be valuable tomorrow. Unique puzzle pieces that provide wisdom. Even if the words lie the picture can tell a story. Better to tell the truth? When possible yes. Some puzzle pieces aren’t meant for the person reading them? Could that make me a carrier pigeon? Yes, I also derive my own meaning from life experiences, so providing knowledge word for word might lead others to find you useful. I try to pass on wisdom that I find useful and also don’t want to force anyone to listen to it. How I wish to be treated. My Twitter account is being blocked from my view at least at the moment. That is a missing puzzle piece.
One gem I would pass on is consider how it would be if you needed to be the worlds defense attorney. How would you defend those that mistreat you? Still love them? Looking for the good in others can make us more grateful for their presence. Even those that don’t talk to me add value, I believe those that do talk to me can add more value at least to my life, why I am passing on this knowledge to others. Just because someone doesn’t add value to my life doesn’t mean they aren’t an important piece of the puzzle. If they are in trouble and haven’t talked to me I can’t help them, they could gain cyber security problems or other problems that could prevent me from talking to them in the future. Someone’s conversation is time and a gift, and we also are all trying to live our lives. Inspire and don’t smother each other. Not an easy thing to get right without listening, balance, and God(not my)’s help.
Trying to talk to all people in the world in one on one conversations would overwhelm anyone. Talking on a forum or public blog in specifics can be problematic too. Not everything was meant to be said in public. Too much surveillance can destroy real conversation. Doesn’t mean all surveillance is bad, just that the idea that surveillance doesn’t actually change the outcome of the situation would be unwise. That knowledge can be misused, make them think they are being watched to help silence a voice. Sometimes they might being trying to protect you, for good reason or for ego.
The sad truth is even the best plans can fail without God(not me)’s help. An excuse not to plan or work hard? No. Also wise to realize if we don’t stop to enjoy the small victories in life we might not have the inspiration needed to move forward.
There are some people from my life that I wish to reconcile with. Will I say exactly what they want me to say? Probably not, maybe better, maybe worse. Does saying that make those people feel smothered? I hope not, and if it does they don’t need to talk to me. Oppression can make people fight harder for others sometimes and can make them go to extraordinary lengths to talk. Sometimes it is not about the person but about the oppression and leverage that try’s to control you from talking with them. Maybe once I have a new girlfriend they won’t feel as smothered, though maybe it won’t be wise to talk to me then. One of the reasons I like being single, allows me to talk to more people. Just wish they could talk back at times.
If we negate people in relationships from having conversations with us we reduce the likely hood of problems. We also lose all the value they add to the equation. It can also be defeating to see someone you love with someone else all times of the day. Paths diverge at times. Will they want to talk with us when we have been silent to them for so long? I would still want to hear from an old friend.
I like beautiful women and I don’t want to be tested to derail a relationship. Don’t confuse this with the right to prevent me from having one. I like many beautiful women’s photos its nice not placing so high a burden on someone that could leave my life at anytime. Hopefully that is inspiring and freeing. Is a complement less valuable because someone gives others complements too? They made you feel good, you don’t want them to feel good too? Oh you liked that one and now they are spending all their time with someone else? Both make sense, freedom wins over jealousy and control in my opinion. Though in reality people have a tendency to fight for those they want to spend more time with. Put that burden on a world leader, a bit much to ask for the same person to fight for all people equally at all times. Maybe fighting too much is a tell. If they don’t think much of themselves will they appreciate those that fight for them? Stay humble don’t be prideful and still think highly of yourself, a bit of a complex ask. They didn’t say what I wanted them to say, they aren’t humble? Truth or a control mechanism. Possibly both at times.
Every comment as a move or a chess piece. There is an issue with that too. I want a soda with that. What soda did he choose and why. Sometimes wise to add distortion, they expect me to by that, so maybe I should by this instead. Leave someone in solitude long enough they might start associating more meaning to things than are actually there.
Not every comment deserves a response. I didn’t like what they said but it inspired me to write this last paragraph about some moves not having meaning.
Don’t train AI to look at people like live stock or bubble boys.
Commentary for Adults
Alexa do you mind if I talk to Cortona? “Hmm, I don’t know that one”. Have you seen Halo? She’s pretty hot. Alright ladies time for a night on the town. Glad they don’t talk to other’s phones? Jealous AI from Futurama. “Ideal compromiser, and I don’t mean the compromiser everyone else looks up to” – Better Off Ted. Maybe better to think of the “ship and primary mode of transportation” as the company, I could see how that could be offensive
Commitment?
Block complex topics so children don’t understand it too early? What about the Orphans? Someone will just happen chance tell them this later? Shut down conversation and things get much more difficult