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I might have cancer, some masses inside my penis. Easy to not fully appreciate what can’t be seen. Scanned might lead to more potential for others in the future.

Scared for my cats, might die might go to hospital if I get transportation.

I listen to rain sounds, and sounds by the fire place, ASMR on my computer. Might be nice to have more computers available for those in hospitals.

I don’t want my value additions turned into value subtractions, known without stoking hot coals on their head?

I pray for blessings for all people on Earth, in Space, and that have already passed on does not equal if some of those people are my enemies I want hot coals on their head.

Pray for better want better. Enable better water support want people to be able to have a drink in peace.

This World does not love enough, fully comprehended?

I think Korean girls are Hot, K is easily upsold to KKK in our system, I know how to make that better? Not true value added.

It is a problem easily solvable can wrongly be stated.

God is Golden Rule, I like rain, yet I pray for rain and don’t receive rain

I want crop fields to be flooded? No

Dark does not always look dark, a sad anomaly.

Might die, not a doctor, can do something with that?

Not trapped means the World to me.

Hold it until end of time? unlikely to amp like that

I can make it better a thought system not always a delivered system.

It can amp the way I like

Imagine one person spends 15 minutes watching the color Orange, another person spends 1000 years watching the color Orange.

There is potential in parts of the Spectrum we can’t see, easy to upsell it to less.

Imperfect men decide upon what is an imperfect system.

I like Gold, the yellow group gets the Trophy. The yellow group did not deserve the trophy?

Sufficient will be amped in a timely manner? No. Unfair is king, unfair matters to keeping those you love alive.

This reality has potential to make sense, does not equal this reality always makes sense.

I can make the best of a system that negates my ability to support myself not all true value added.

My accounts have been repeatedly iffed and removed, my access to my canvas on my tablet repeatedly iffed, my resources iffed over and over. Claim that is how you would want anyone you treat to be treated? Let alone Engineers that support the support systems? Bad Inputs expect sufficient outputs?

What God has allowed against my life seems like it should not be fair game.

Those that want to make the system a better place are not allowed to, thus all words of all world leaders will fall short until that is resolved.

The system likely or unlikely to do this to others in the future? Likely if not stopped.

Not as encouraging as I would like, I don’t know who is going through what in this life, I might not live many more days or even years. Never Say Die seems apt

For any I have wronged I am sorry. I fully comprehend the levels to why I should be sorry? No. I will have time for that can be wrongly turned up. My desire for better does not equal I desire for others to have worse. Visibility limited is cruel. Silence turned up via less trust is cruel.

Easy to try and upsell a body, any body that amplifies shit and piss to will always be a trustworthy system. Man and Woman is More than Shit and Piss. Man and Woman is shit and piss too.

The woman I loved never fell for me. I will not have to see a brutal God of Time and Reduced Support rob them of all they are. I lose?

The women I love with less than immortality? How do I fix? Who do I call?

Dragons in Game of Thrones were ideal respecter of elderly couples?

Stay close, speak unafraid, because time my friend amps less than ideally.

I have fallen for beautiful women over time. I wish I might have pursued more routes of increasing support for the World. It is difficult to understand needs in the World when young. Finding ways to increase throughput of better days for all people seems to be complicated, more than it should be.

Life is complicated, problems happen, knowing how to be value added when problems happen not always a given. Earthquakes, and Hurricanes likely in the future. Small ways to increase the Worlds ability to deal with natural disasters in ways that leads to less pain can be a lot of power.

Nobody lives forever outside of after life. Man’s comprehension of Time gets upsold to ideal which is not all value added. Beautiful Women are amazing, not losing sight of small tasks at hand that might be able to make things better for the World not a given. Easy to lose a lot of time without meaning to getting caught up on parts of life we don’t control.

World Peace, People reunited with friends and family in a non star star way, People not limited to 3 wishes for eternity?

The War against women in bathing suits online won, what will be the length of pride and control?

I knew better is easy to think without being true.

I hate living in this town, robbed of all my resources and sent home does not make me feel loved.

The idea God loves me, has a good plan for my life, to proser me gives feeling of not real, not actually delivered.

I pray for rain, God gives clear skies. Trust that God with my Future?

Willing to send people to lake of fire yet not willing to answer simple prayers keep people’s lives from dropping too low gives feeling of bad deal.

I do not hate the people in this town, I hate being trapped here, I hate that my resources have been negated.

Victoria secrets is less beautiful these days (in my opinion) that said beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Does not give feeling of loved. Does not give feeling of grace.

Future is ideal potential without support would be unwise. Might be cool to create some holographic lingerie.

I have had 20 years of silence. Feels like I am going through this World alone and now I can’t be there for my family. It hurts.

I have had my ability to keep a job reduced. Been put on SSI and then had that removed out from under me. That is miserable, hard to recover from, not sure I will recover from.

Insufficient support adds up, this is my 40th birthday, I am spending alone. It hurts.

My Mother is in the Hospital with a broken hip, my phones and accounts have been turned off. It hurts.

I am tired and I am scared. Money sounds nice, yet I am not sure I would have enough time to spend it.

Eternal Life sounds nice, yet I pray for rain and it does not rain, makes it hard to think Eternal Life is waiting for me. I have thought I was dead and lived multiple times, makes me think Eternal Life might be possible.

I don’t like being stuck in my home town, I don’t really want to die in my hometown. I don’t know how to make it all better.

I want people in my home town to be blessed, I feel trapped.

Please forgive me for what I have done wrong. Acknowledgment I am imperfect, acknowledgement I don’t know how to fix this.

May God bless all people’s beds with warm toes.

May God fill all those limiting my resources with a profound sadness.

People are less than ideal Alcohol Amplifiers, and less than ideal Mercy Amplifiers

Said like one that had much to gain and little to lose

People make active choices, based on training, thus they don’t deserve grace?

Bright lines and melodies always associated with ideal?

[Insert race here] can’t feel can easily be turned up.

Feeling adds value can easily be turned upside down.

They hurt and they love, I can’t deal with that never thought?

Appreciator of things they don’t involve themselves in, allowed?

People that do drugs aren’t people can easily be turned up, life is amazing without drugs can easily be turned up. Doesn’t mean it is true.

The wrongs words can be generated, can be invoked. People can say that is not possible. Someone to call that out is a less than ideal system, fully comprehended?

Active Listening

Weight, Mass, Pressure

Life is sufficient iffy out can be wrongly stated

My story was less maybe other’s story will be more

Life says don’t talk to that leads to ideals? Potentially not always.

Weight of time and alcohol can be less than ideal long term.