Thoughts on October 5th, 2024

I invest in World Peace yet I don’t see World Peace gives feeling of defeated, are my investments really adding value or subtracting value?

Makes me leery to discuss potential problems and solutions at time. I want people traveling to be blessed and protected. God understands a ton that I do not, and I do not feel like God always shares all knowledge up front. Desire to mitigate risk might create the risk at times – problems that when thought about or addressed actually cause problems gives feeling of defeating.

I want people to have a blessed and protected life, have hope for the future. Some of what I have seen in my life makes things look bleak at times.

Getting tired of not seeing rain.

I like giving and I am also not sure how to profit from my contributions. Profit from my contributions facilitates capacity to pay bills, to continue to be support for self and others in the future. People that go to school for years to add value to society should be able to pay doctor bills, have enough to purchase a house and property, live a peaceful and blessed life. Hasn’t seemed to amplify that way in my life, not sure what to change or how to change it. Having passport limited on top gives feeling of oppression in by design, inability to succeed amplified on purpose, where is God, what gives God?

God of Golden Rule, Love and Grace, wants people that contribute to society to be enabled or not? Factors into desire to be a Christian, invest in Christian values, values like the 10 Commandments, Mercy, Grace, Peace, and The Golden Rule. Continuously iffed on finances, medical support gives feeling of less than A value out from God, Christ, and Golden Rule. I expect more from a God of Love and Grace. Tell others to expect miracles, when Christianity invested in doesn’t seem to lead to solid ground?

I see people out homeless in the Texas heat constantly. I have tried to invest a lot in this world, feels like investments combined with a God that has capacity to create planets, that sent only son to die for us, billions of Angels could be doing more.

Could always be worse, Never Say Die, You will prevail!

The Bible says anything more than Yes and No as evil (Matthew 5:37)

I feel like my investments in Christianity should lead to more support? Yes

I would want what has happened to me (the bad stuff) to happen to others Christian or not? No

What I have seen in the World makes me feel like future generations will have less problems? No

Do I believe Christ and God could make it all better? Yes

Do I feel like The Bible valuing suffering, bearing your own cross might amplify persecution and problems seen as valuable, in a way that does not feel like Golden Rule for others (Matthew 5:11)? Yes, (persecuting, hurting each other as the only way to amplify greater rewards in Heaven does not feel all ideal – everyone to life’s like Job does not ideal engineering output in my opinion)

Could always be worse, Never Say Die, You will prevail! (encouragement is not Yes or No + Be Perfect + James 4:17 knowing and not doing is sin? Or Encouragement is valuable Luke 6:38)

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