The level the system is iffing me is potentially endangering lives. There might a reason for limiting my access to funds, oppressing me, and limiting my access to a cell phone, ability to give more adequate maintenance. The system might also be trying to give a backhanded lesson when it should be trying to help people. If someone working on this property (not my property) has a heart attack or goes into shock because of an allergic reaction to a wasp sting I don’t have access to call 911.
Look like responsible, look like accountable but not accountable still possibly accountable doesn’t feel good. God that allows these continuous ifs not really a Golden Rule amplifier. This is NOT how I wish to be treated, hasn’t been how I wish to be treated for years.
Limited from helping, limited from calling 911 in an emergency factors into sense of well being, sense of guilt limited. System of oppression as more than a bullshit guilt amp delivers less than sufficiently.
Possible known factors into support delivery, factors into self-worth as part of a situation. Clouds and obfuscated confidence, clear direction. Like a nurse or doctor working with a hacked medical instrument.
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