Giving turned to Jade?

Giving turned to Jade?

I was giving to Orphanages and to other Charities yet my contributions were considered of less consequence.

Turning off my access to resources gets set to no effect.

I am not Rich, but small contributions do add up.

Further there is jade associated with it. I want Orphanages to have less? No. I want to be utilizing Orphanages and places as a tool to remind people fucking with my life and negating my access to encouragement and resources has consequences that can’t always be seen? No.

Those limiting give the feeling of spoiled.

Real change will happen, many have potential for being less merciful than me. God makes me feel loved, encouraged, valued by robbing my resources, hopes, dreams, and encouragement? No.

God and others could give me direct access to information, tools, and resources to understand exactly who is pulling the strings in my life and why? Yes.

Life always adequately allows man to keep resource costs low dependence low? Not really true value added. Keeping a small apartment, working should be enough to survive yet has a tendency for being not enough to survive turned up is getting annoying.

Taking less pay upfront might seem like it can enable a more fair shake. No guarantee of that. Working hard and doing right seems to not be delivering in our country. How should I feel about longer term sustainability in a system that can’t provide living wages with hope?

Stagnation, everyone with less like Communism has potential for being brutal, easy to non ideally undersell the power in having Up mobility in life negated. Like a constant glass ceiling at dirt poor.

Imagine you have a child with cancer, 5 years to live projected. Not able to have enough to help them achieve their hopes and dreams feels like feeling of good deal? This world should be more love and grace and less I don’t know what. Brutal negater of resources?

God and Life used to give feeling of answers prayers, for some reason has given feeling of does not recently. World needs to be a nicer, warmer place and silence that manifests itself overtime gets hard to deal with. Teaching those that enable silence is not always the most ideal course of action, sometimes the more ideal course of action is being there for the people that are not being talked to.

Others enable silence at time, does not always equal those enabling silence know what they are doing, don’t have the potential to be mislead.

VarA needs someone to talk to, has to be VarB that talks to VarA is an unwise system to setup. VarB could be a divorced spouse, sometimes people need to be able to move on with their life does not equal VarA is unlikely to need support. System and World does not give feeling of Warm in 2023.

God gives feeling of could be far better social support yet seems to limit in real ways that are hard on the heart.

I am in a World that feels cold, dead. Negated conversation trains less than ideally.

Something ruling class families likely know, wisdom that is not trained to all. Negate resources are far from a zero consequence system thus should not be used. Better to find amicable solutions does not equal society always encourages them.

Society has warmer times and colder times, and the idea that will amp at the right time seems unwise. Warmth, forgiving, and conversation is something that has to be invested in by more than one person as ability to enjoy conversation by any set of people can easily be turned down.

Continuous negated resources allowed is unwise, blocking any mobility to better hurts, hurts in not fully appreciated ways.

System negates access to resources for 5 years, 10 years, no guarantee will be alive, or have the energy to utilize those resources effectively, efficiently in 5 years, in 10 years.

This or that needs to be punished and there is still time for that is used without respect for the fact the future can throw curveballs.

It is important to find wise places to have conversation. A World that claims is forgiving and inviting is not always forgiving and inviting for long. Fostering a warm environment in coffee shops over bars could go a long way in less people in bars and more people productive.

Old men and women that want a warmer World should invest in one in advance. Death does not always come fast, better to invested in warmer times. A World that makes fixing things, repair harder has potential for repair amped as a less useful system, buy in as a less useful system.

Speed of repairs matters, weight of time can easily rust.

I feel cursed, I can’t tell exactly why my life has been as hard as it has. It lacks clarity. Make a little progress get hit like a truck, make a little progress git hit like a truck. People can make better for their life independent of the systems they are non ideally connected to seems unwise.

People don’t always appreciate the value in reduced complexity. System claims mercy and grace yet doesn’t really deliver it. Just because you give grace in this World does not equal it will be delivered to you.

Set to zero again and again? As I wish to be treated?

God of figure it all out on your own could deliver with less latency. Supercomputers that claim ideal value while delivering turned off support gives feeling of logic as a bad deal.

Nice to have stories to read and watch, potentially means more to me and others that aren’t always talked with like me.

I don’t know who is listening. Please send Never Say Die Encouragement to all on Earth, all on Space, and all in Heaven.

There is wisdom that leads to jade, and there is Wisdom that has the potential to change things dramatically for better long term. Grace and Love is a wise investment. Less can be more with words can be an under appreciated under used system. More with actions of love, mercy, and grace can speak 1000 words even the most eloquent speech writer cannot.

That said less words can be less Encouragement not always fully appreciated. Less story can be less Encouragement not always fully appreciated. Someone to blame in society is a useful system that does not last forever.

People can use unwise words when less than sufficient support. Less than sufficient support can be claimed as less than ideal support.

Systems have the potential for being less merciful over time. A new connector is created, change is optional, then change becomes mandatory. Interoperability has potential for upsold to a temporary useful system with tendency to be replaced.

The standard format just released for all companies might not equal certain companies aren’t rolling their own next version. No guarantee of long term support might be unwise to rely on a system that is out of one’s own control for long term sustainability.

Tech has potential for constant battle of have to rely upon that without being able to rely on that.