I fundamentally hate the way reality has been constructed
God at least in this reality kind of shit in by design
Like a God with No Research Ethics
Wrong person is in Charge as far as I can tell
Why is the God of this reality so shitty
Investing in Engineering, Inventions, Hope when God shits on my reality like this Not Really All Value Amplified
Engineering with no ability to rely on almost anything gives feeling of contributions not valued
God gives feel of defecating on the face of those that do right by him
Living in a Nightmare to More