12.11.2021 Pt 2 Mature

“Practice Mindfulness” – Anna Akana

“How can I learn from this experience and how can I prevent this from happening again”

Making a brilliante woman have to overthink everything like that, pretty messed up

https://www.dictionary.com/browse/rumination is not a healthy coping mechanism

noun
the act of pondering or musing on something:Understanding little of what was happening, I was semi-consciously storing away experiences, impressions, and ideas for later rumination.
something written or spoken that expresses such pondering or musing:Her blogs contain notes of spirituality, ruminations on the meaning of experience, and glimpses of her multifaceted life.
the act or process of chewing the cud, as cows, deer, and some other animals do:Rumination helps cows efficiently turn grass, corn, and other feed into nutrient-dense milk.

Maybe rumination not the best word

Pining seems like a better word, like the Tool song, “Wear the Grudge like a crown”

https://www.dictionary.com/browse/pining

Ruminating and Pining in Despair and Desperation in 2022 and 2023 won’t do Former Administration officials any good

Wise to invest early

adjective
suffering with or expressing longing or yearning for someone or something:Exposing her vulnerability and loneliness, the poet addresses her country as would a pining woman in a letter to her beloved in a distant land.

Her pining vocals on these tracks throb with the loneliness and emptiness of fresh separation.

failing gradually in health or vitality, especially from grief, regret, or longing:The day after the altercation he took sick, and continued in a pining and languishing condition till his death, which soon ensued.nounthe act or state of yearning or longing, or of gradually failing in health or vitality:It’s a story of the pining we all feel for the pleasures of our childhood and the relationships that once held us in safety.

“And it must be hidden, even from the Angels”

Current administration kind of like the Soul Stone from Diablo 3, not advisable in the wrong hands

Nephalem are taking their sweet ass time fixing SSI

“No one can stop death” “Believe in the Dark”

“Sit stay a while” – Deckard Cain “Paranoia Don’t you look behind” – Kang Daniel
Free Image for people helping turn up my support network

Paint the brief case and the truth in the picture? I will let you be the justice for that

Hypothetically speaking, if it were my trial I would want the briefcase to shine me in the best light

Free Image

Neutron stars, not as powerful as a blackhole, gravity an epic power followed by a furnace also bad

9 out of 10 ships agree not wise to get caught too close in this puppy cats orbit

Neutron Star orbit trajectories like a train

would prefer not to let people get stuck in the rip currents

if I have two enemies to love and can only save one, not a simple matter

Sequential algorithms where choice matters

United Nations -> Amnesty

Amnesty -> United Nations

Both valuable, both add value at times, both are “deeply deeply human” being that I have tried to help them and they have left me at $0

Maybe they considering support their support unnecessary part of the equation in 2021, didn’t get to be powerful by helping out the small guy, battle cry of The United Nations and Amnesty?

Being blocked by poor policies in The United States

Sounds like obstruction of justice to me

Leaving a guy in Jail for a time, definitely some gasoline for priorities

Transporting prisoners around and jacking up anger around them while half raping them with haptics, money could have been diverted to a better cause

Produce 5 extra Jails, extra storage capacity for future victims?

“The prosecution doesn’t have a monopoly on victims” The government doesn’t have a monopoly on under producing and “optimized” algorithms

Lethal Injection to a guy with failed support lines, we call this “adding value not required by the customer”

“Storing excess” cadavers written in laws years in advance, not sure the update was ready

Over inspection of naked men and women, kind of sounds like Shidler’s List to me

Interrupts and Lag times, turned up by a $0 support system, filtered into another underfunded system of negative learning and increased shivs

Unnecessary ergonomics? If you were in there, you might understand why that guy is bending down to speak

Plexiglass on the rest of the wall, got to talk out of the food hole

Guessing some Architects wet dream, possibly a way of writing “Sweatshop” in the Nike’s so to speak for an oppressive system supporting solitary confinement

“Underutilized, talent, skills, or knowledge” Got this poster off Amazon, not a luxury currently provided in Lew Sterrett Jail

Being prevented from learning, and we claim it is rehabilitation? Definitely inspired me to learn more after the fact, what about people that have been in Jail for 10 years?

Problem with Geneva Convention?

How do they deal with the fact that people slowly burning and suffocating to death in burning buildings constitute torcher?

Dominos and Jenga in the support lines combined with deoptimization algorithms, we claim the DMV and long wait times are different, not sure that is how a loving God would view the setup

Living on the border line underfunded and overstressed constantly

Must be some strong minded lawyers

Look at Proximity, encourage those in close proximity to fix the problem

Ice Burgers at The Border Too?

Father don’t allow people that are working against my support network to read my blog, In Christ’s name I ask this

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