Forward

Forward doesn’t always look like forward.  Give someone a second chance then don’t give them support to overcome roadblocks doesn’t work out to well.  Not always easy for everyone to see.  Easy to get discouraged. Only one second chance? I don’t think that is how God(not me) would have it. Give it to God(not me) and wait. Judgement can close doors. Mercy can open them. I am still pro life. Doesn’t mean I can’t see the failures in society. Yes I can see artwork, yes I can see videos. Direct conversation still makes a world of difference.

Maybe God is the hacker. Maybe God removed that and wanted to see how I would act. Missing items that don’t equal theft. Maybe it was people that removed it, maybe not. How should I act? Overstep and undercut? Or mercy and love. Maybe the problem is we think we own the universe. Maybe we think we get to choose how people act, why people act, and when people act. That’s too much pressure for anyone. Don’t put that all on yourself or anyone else. So they acted in a way we disagree with, still love them regardless.

They don’t forgive, they leave you in silence? Paint a picture, write a song, write a book, build a building, help a shelter. Don’t squash love over anyone person. Even if a Church leaves you on the sideline, keep fighting. God(not me) sees all. Turn to bitterness when the world seems like it won’t support you? No. Wait on God(not me). Yes. Contact me? Please do. If God let’s you. God’s in charge, not me, not them, and not you. Not the Angels, not the demons or the devil. A good reminder for everyone.

One day I will leave this earth. So appreciate me while I am here. Goes for everyone.

One day I will leave this earth. So appreciate me while I am here. Dead blogger writes the truth from Heaven. No I am not dead, might make for a cool movie though. Maybe in future generations after my time they will read this. Feel free to send up some prayers to me. I doubt I would be lonely up there but maybe I will have more direct conversation with Christ. Me judge me? No, better left to God.

Inspired by God and many

I think God has inspired me with the right words to say. I don’t hear a voice, doesn’t mean He isn’t speaking. What is Faith? To me it’s not having all the answers and still moving forward. Sometimes moving forward means to wait. Doesn’t mean sit down and die. Means live and love regardless of the storms. Keep believing when it doesn’t seem like God or the support is there. That’s tough. I am 37 and still struggling, but not an excuse to give up. I have health problems, oppression, but not an excuse to give up. Seems like supercomputers are using my ex girlfriends against me, but not an excuse to give up.

Maybe a great media team sent the Emporium a fake video with a computer generated atomic bomb blast. I like that better than hearing we whacked a bunch of civilians. They didn’t have supercomputers back then? Maybe a bit of a conspiracy theorist. I can definitely understand how silence can put some strange ideas in people’s heads. Do they have support? Sounds crazy, take them at every word? Punish them for it? Be loving and merciful to them is how I think God(not me) would have it.

Pretty cool how movies from different countries can help us learn about the others. Getting countries to work together has to be tough. Bet the people at the United Nations could use some promo.

Appreciate the difficult ones. They were fed like a tyrant and misguided. Makeup requires a lot of work. They chose to use their gifts for something else. They chose to use their gifts for someone else. Still love them, even if that means letting them go, correcting them when they are wrong, or holding them close.